Just Wanted To Say Something About The Situation

I can fully understand not being active in the forums because of personal mental thought process. I don't like that I have just stayed in the shadows before and after being off mod as I feel like I could do way better before getting a privilege.

Fortunately (I guess) for me I wasn't in the position as you were where it would cause problems.

Maybe I get some leniency but even still I don't think it's acceptable for me to not be active just because I was telling myself nonsense in my head or even if going thru severe mental turmoil.

My fears were what has happened with you where now some people are wrongly seeing you as against this place.

Since most people here are beyond the pettiness of normies who are without and higher in logical thinking it's not a farfetched idea to think your side of things is understandable in a lot of our eyes.

Ultimately we all learn from our mistakes and use what we learn to better ourselves and from all the good stuff you have written I do believe you're more than capable to do this as well.

I do hope you see your value more and try to reply more when you have time even if you think what you might write is "nonsense" only because you made yourself believe so. This is coming from me who sometimes cringes at my past replies from months to years ago but I wouldn't know where to fix things if I didn't at least speak out and "put in my two cents".

Thanks for posting and letting us know, at least.

It is good to write this message.
I don t know you very well, but I have appreciated everything I have read from you, especially your uncompromising position on the covid vaccine.

It's okay. Everyone can make mistakes. When I asked to HP if it was another situation like Mageson it's because I truly did not understand what was going on and he did not say at first who he was talking about, then I understood it was just human mistakes.

I remember Shannon from the Yahoo Groups. And thought the questions she asks shows she's on the same wave length as me.

And once again same with me. Yes we are committed and will always do our daily reversal vibrations and cleaning and protection.

I check here daily and am starting to read books again because I landed up spending too much time on the internet engaging in normie internet activities. And I was just spamming the Ritual's like a machine fuelled by the global flu situation that came about.

Yes it's all about focus and direction not being mindlessly robotic. So I'm working on doing things properly the first time instead of like an unfocused stuck record.

Thanks for letting us know what happened. Nothing wrong with putting your hand up and saying you can't manage.

As its been repeated. Spirituality is our lifestyle but we have to be balanced.

It would be unacceptable to have a HP that isn't on here actively.

You lose no credit in my eyes. At least you did it. Now we continue with what we can manage.

And of course you can still participate here like the rest of us as you did before.

No problem.

Everyone does mistakes and even if you post 2 or 3 posts, what matters is that in that time you are developing yourself spiritually.

I am healthy and strong, with a very sharp mind :).

Thank you for asking :mrgreen:

Well HP Zevios Metathronos just pointed out the obvious, that you are totally and completely absent. In my humble opinion, you yourself chose that years ago actually, by being inactive.

I honestly cannot understand how you dare to say that you were "no longer of use" while you were in charge of specific forums. To every forum many questions are posted daily, and you ignored that someone might need you. Some people have no title, yet they work way more than you here, and they appreciate their position. It is a disgrace to the Gods to be chosen for a specific work and leave it aside for years, only to show up every six months to write 5 comments.

This is important that you did this, so newer members like myself for example can understand this better.
The enemy also likes to feed on any holes be it small or big and capitalizes on it.
So it is important that you spoke out about the situation and make them shut up.
Unity is important, we are a community and spiritual family we have to be there for each other.

I had this thoughts creeping up on me as well, that would have liked for me to distance myself from everything and just continue my advancement in the shadows without engaging with our community. It's from the enemy i am sure.
The truth is, if you are careful with personal info etc. there is no reason why you shouldn't engage with the community and share your thoughts, every comment helps, every engagement helps, whether we know it or not.
That is why past profiles/comments shouldn't be deleted either, because someday/someone will read it and it will help him/her.

The posts you've contributed are valuable and so will one's you make in the future Hp or not. We all make mistakes you're still with us and that's all that matters.

I posted in the thread regarding the demotion topic, and I just want to say I hope you are not feeling too defeated or shameful over it. I just think you should have resigned before this point and I don't think there would be any shame in that.

As you can probably tell nobody is celebrating your failure or attacking you over it, we just hope that you will grow from it. Myself personally I haven't lost respect for you or anything, I'm just confused as to why you didn't simply resign rather than let the situation drag to the point where someone else had to step in and remove you.

I believed it was only appropriate to write to all of you to publicly apologize to anyone who may have felt I let them down, or, to put it another way, failed. Also, I wanted to make it known that I have not left the JOS (who in their right mind would after everything that has happened or been experienced?), nor am I an infiltrator or anything of the type that may have been floating about.

I've never lied about working on my soul or seeking advancement. Part of the difficulty was that I got caught up and retreated, becoming too isolated or withdrawn, among other things (maybe not worth discussing at this point). But, in any case, it is my situation. I just wanted to make that clear. I am only a human who is still capable of making mistakes and having character flaws, but this will be addressed. I sincerely apologize if I have disappointed any of you. But what is done is done. And I am at least happy to know that I accomplished some things that will be useful in the future.

I underestimated my position and allowed other things in life to take hold of me, as well as allowing myself to be taken by the concept that I was no longer of use or that there was nothing more to be gained or shared from me. A lot has transpired over time, and I wanted to remain behind the scenes, which I am doing now and will surely be doing other projects for Zevism. I still enjoy writing, which is why I put out the two posts a couple days ago, regardless of my position. That's all I had to say, and most importantly, I hope you're all safe, healthy, and strong. I'm still here and will never abandon Satanism. That is definitely a fact.

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I've actually been thinking for a while that it would be nice if we could do a project together, and I've been toying with the idea for a while, but I didn't dare ask you. Since I've been here, I've grown very fond of you, just because of your writing.

I'm sorry for what happened, but that doesn't make you any less of a bad person, or the "delusional" you are attracted to. There is nothing wrong with stripping someone of their rank if it happens under normal circumstances.

Most people are aware that someone has been stripped of their rank, but few take the trouble to consider that this person was given that rank for a reason at some point, certainly not by accident.

I think you are a fantastic person with a great spirit, and others know that from here.

Well HP Zevios Metathronos just pointed out the obvious, that you are totally and completely absent. In my humble opinion, you yourself chose that years ago actually, by being inactive.

I honestly cannot understand how you dare to say that you were "no longer of use" while you were in charge of specific forums. To every forum many questions are posted daily, and you ignored that someone might need you. Some people have no title, yet they work way more than you here, and they appreciate their position. It is a disgrace to the Gods to be chosen for a specific work and leave it aside for years, only to show up every six months to write 5 comments.

Things are not so black and white. You don't know how much responsibility a person has in their personal life and how many positions and offices they have to hold. You can understand this absentee problem, except that things happen for a reason. There was a reason, unfortunately or not unfortunately, we cannot turn back time.

Mistakes made in the past must be cleared up in the present so that we can look to the future with a constructive attitude.

I have nothing against you, but how can you claim to be so advanced you work one on one with Azazel, all that spiritual advancement and such and still be held back by such trivial thoughts? This itself raises flags.

Well HP Zevios Metathronos just pointed out the obvious, that you are totally and completely absent. In my humble opinion, you yourself chose that years ago actually, by being inactive.

I honestly cannot understand how you dare to say that you were "no longer of use" while you were in charge of specific forums. To every forum many questions are posted daily, and you ignored that someone might need you. Some people have no title, yet they work way more than you here, and they appreciate their position. It is a disgrace to the Gods to be chosen for a specific work and leave it aside for years, only to show up every six months to write 5 comments.

Things are not so black and white. You don't know how much responsibility a person has in their personal life and how many positions and offices they have to hold. You can understand this absentee problem, except that things happen for a reason. There was a reason, unfortunately or not unfortunately, we cannot turn back time.

Mistakes made in the past must be cleared up in the present so that we can look to the future with a constructive attitude.

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Exactly one does not know and one will assume based on statements and claims.

Maya has stated valid points. The problem is people assume false things about certain situations, and exactly this needs to be cleared by revealing the reality, in a formal or informal way, whatever the situation might be.

I personally agree with Maya, and people should understand the seriousness but also be empathic to certain degree, that minimally should do with the general respect of Zevist people. This doesn't negate the brutal and logical part of things, such as questioning why to stop the confusion.

Since the situation has been communicated, now we must look towards to the future.

I agree with some of the comments here and I hope to see more of you in the forum in the future. You are more insightful than you realise, which can bring immense value if you participate. I hope all is well.

I don't see why you would need to apologies, this might seem like a negative outcome but in the end it should be very positive for you. Right now you can fulfill the role that is perfect for you, being a HPS was just not it. So its time for celebrations not for mourning! :)

Well HP Zevios Metathronos just pointed out the obvious, that you are totally and completely absent. In my humble opinion, you yourself chose that years ago actually, by being inactive.

I honestly cannot understand how you dare to say that you were "no longer of use" while you were in charge of specific forums. To every forum many questions are posted daily, and you ignored that someone might need you. Some people have no title, yet they work way more than you here, and they appreciate their position. It is a disgrace to the Gods to be chosen for a specific work and leave it aside for years, only to show up every six months to write 5 comments.

Maybe because she felt like so many things were being handled by the people being present. That nothing felt missing. And i feel like she was trying to be respectful by not resigning. She might have not been involved in many other projects that were going on at the moment, hence the more isolation. I would also keep some other things i would rather say in my mind.

The JoS is evolving. The forums haven't been the same 7years ago. As it evolves more engagement is needed from everyone. Everyone has a part to play and I think Sister Shannon has done much. I am personally grateful for her work. I think if she would have decided to let go of the preisthood as Hp Pythia did, it would have been the best way. I also don't think working for Satan means doing everything others are doing. For those who are doing much. Good for them. More blessings.

Everyone does what they can. Our realities are so much different. And i am kindly waiting to see the improvements the next priest/priestess of the Blacks for Satan will do. And from my mind its not the amount of work that one does but the quality that matters.

Well HP Zevios Metathronos just pointed out the obvious, that you are totally and completely absent. In my humble opinion, you yourself chose that years ago actually, by being inactive.

I honestly cannot understand how you dare to say that you were "no longer of use" while you were in charge of specific forums. To every forum many questions are posted daily, and you ignored that someone might need you. Some people have no title, yet they work way more than you here, and they appreciate their position. It is a disgrace to the Gods to be chosen for a specific work and leave it aside for years, only to show up every six months to write 5 comments.

Things are not so black and white. You don't know how much responsibility a person has in their personal life and how many positions and offices they have to hold. You can understand this absentee problem, except that things happen for a reason. There was a reason, unfortunately or not unfortunately, we cannot turn back time.

Mistakes made in the past must be cleared up in the present so that we can look to the future with a constructive attitude.

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Exactly one does not know and one will assume based on statements and claims.

Maya has stated valid points. The problem is people assume false things about certain situations, and exactly this needs to be cleared by revealing the reality, in a formal or informal way, whatever the situation might be.

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In no way did I say I disagree, because to some extent it is understandable. Unfortunately, that's just the way things are, we have to move on, which can be difficult in many cases, but given the current circumstances that are happening and are happening spiritually, we have to move on.

Things are not so black and white. You don't know how much responsibility a person has in their personal life and how many positions and offices they have to hold. You can understand this absentee problem, except that things happen for a reason. There was a reason, unfortunately or not unfortunately, we cannot turn back time.

Mistakes made in the past must be cleared up in the present so that we can look to the future with a constructive attitude.

Exactly one does not know and one will assume based on statements and claims.

Maya has stated valid points. The problem is people assume false things about certain situations, and exactly this needs to be cleared by revealing the reality, in a formal or informal way, whatever the situation might be.

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In no way did I say I disagree, because to some extent it is understandable. Unfortunately, that's just the way things are, we have to move on, which can be difficult in many cases, but given the current circumstances that are happening and are happening spiritually, we have to move on.

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Maya said 666% the truth. What she said is not "to some extent [...] understandable", everything she said is fully right.

You have some social complexes and can not address issues direcly, because you want to make everyone feel perfectly fine always, just as much as you want to feel yourself. This opens up to delusions, you should work on that.
Harsh facts are more valuable than posing and faking everything, just to get approval of people.

Be real and advance step by step and be recognized for that, than pretend to more and fake it just to get approval of people.