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Just Wanted To Say Something About The Situation

AvatarShannon2 min to read

I believed it was only appropriate to write to all of you to publicly apologize to anyone who may have felt I let them down, or, to put it another way, failed. Also, I wanted to make it known that I have not left the JOS (who in their right mind would after everything that has happened or been experienced?), nor am I an infiltrator or anything of the type that may have been floating about.

I've never lied about working on my soul or seeking advancement. Part of the difficulty was that I got caught up and retreated, becoming too isolated or withdrawn, among other things (maybe not worth discussing at this point). But, in any case, it is my situation. I just wanted to make that clear. I am only a human who is still capable of making mistakes and having character flaws, but this will be addressed. I sincerely apologize if I have disappointed any of you. But what is done is done. And I am at least happy to know that I accomplished some things that will be useful in the future.

I underestimated my position and allowed other things in life to take hold of me, as well as allowing myself to be taken by the concept that I was no longer of use or that there was nothing more to be gained or shared from me. A lot has transpired over time, and I wanted to remain behind the scenes, which I am doing now and will surely be doing other projects for Zevism. I still enjoy writing, which is why I put out the two posts a couple days ago, regardless of my position. That's all I had to say, and most importantly, I hope you're all safe, healthy, and strong. I'm still here and will never abandon Satanism. That is definitely a fact.

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#81
BrightSpace666said:
HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:
BrightSpace666said:

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I have the same opinion about former High Priest Salem Burke. Whatever you say will not change my opinion. I didn't like that he betrayed us [allegedly], I liked his personality at the time. That's it, nothing will change that.
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HP Salem which is a HP from over 15 years ago, never betrayed us in anyway. I have explained on this.

Salem was loyal, but he disobeyed repeatedly HPS Pythia's wise orders on two things; one thing was to not publicly expose himself and to not issue threats to enemies of JoS on a camera, and the second was to stop doing dangerous drugs, which he did as part of his profession.

I need to think about all this. From what I know of him, I have found many similarities between him and me, but that doesn't mean I have to end my Path with a "failure".

No it doesn't and no one is telling you this.

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#82
BrightSpace666said:

I am not particularly interested in such debates. Whatever anyone thinks, it often doesn't change the facts. If NinRick thinks I'm "pretending", then he should think I'm pretending, there must be a reason for that. I'm not judging, if he thinks I'm pretending, then I pretending.

I don't get into arguments to satisfy the "inferiority" or subconscious "jealousy" of others. Write what you want, I respond with a "thank you" and that's it for me. I don't care that much.

The problem with harsh statements is that they have force behind them, but that does not always equate to having truth behind them. You may be misreading this force to mean "fact", but even if you aren't, then you don't need to take such a harsh opinion of yourself.

My post above explained how to modify ourselves so that our talents manifest more beautifully. This applies to you, but everyone else as well, including myself. There is no reason to believe that you are doomed to negative circumstances, regardless of what another person may say of you.

We are a work in progress and we move past our limitations. This is the definition of our path and advancement. That is one reason why we look past people's flaws so that we can support them while they grow, which can be done without avoiding reality as well.

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#83

The enemy started to hit hard: world politics going crazy with electoral frauds; censorship around the world; chaos in the JoS forums; problems with clergy.

I was hit even in my personal life with crazy stuff — even people from my own family (xians) started praying in Hebrew during these pandemic times (what are the odds?). But the more they attack me, the stronger I get.

All this situation gives a lot of melancholy, but as Albrecht Dürer “Melancolia I” suggests, the Saturnian melancholy should be tempered with Jupiter influences(Jupiter square).

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#84
Pramanthasaid:

The enemy started to hit hard: world politics going crazy with electoral frauds; censorship around the world; chaos in the JoS forums; problems with clergy.

I was hit even in my personal life with crazy stuff — even people from my own family (xians) started praying in Hebrew during these pandemic times (what are the odds?). But the more they attack me, the stronger I get.

All this situation gives a lot of melancholy, but as Albrecht Dürer “Melancolia I” suggests, the Saturnian melancholy should be tempered with Jupiter influences(Jupiter square).

It's very curious, the goddess that appears in that drawing reminds me a lot to Gomory, it's possible that it's more than just a coincidence.

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#85
Pramanthasaid:

The enemy started to hit hard: world politics going crazy with electoral frauds; censorship around the world; chaos in the JoS forums; problems with clergy.

I was hit even in my personal life with crazy stuff — even people from my own family (xians) started praying in Hebrew during these pandemic times (what are the odds?). But the more they attack me, the stronger I get.

All this situation gives a lot of melancholy, but as Albrecht Dürer “Melancolia I” suggests, the Saturnian melancholy should be tempered with Jupiter influences(Jupiter square).
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Brother I believe you should not allow to take certain events personally or internalize them past an extent. For example, even them praying in Hebrew is something you can scoff and ignore.

Xians do all sorts of crazy stuff, especially if they get into sudden phases of "Muh Religion" all of a sudden, where they try to prove themselves or something all of a sudden. We are kind of accustomed to their insanity. Islam is on the same lines.

As one can see eventually all problems are being overcome. In regards to the world, electoral frauds and all the worthless things people do all the time, that's because corruption is actually rampant in a world where many people are walking around disinterested.

Yet we saw many positive things too, that people aren't all disinterested, that not all people are sheep, and that not everyone is going that way.

Eventually, all of this subsides.

Yet the above doesn't really reflect anything that wasn't the case before too, so might as well focus on the good things, such as that you yourself as managing to overcome everything step by step.

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#86

I only recently came across your post and am glad to know you're still ok Shannon. I've appreciated many of your posts and hope you still continue to. Regardless of title, I will still view you with the same degree of respect.

All the best.

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