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Journaling, Writing to Yourself

AvatarHigh Priestess Lydia Coventina7 min to read

Through spiritual evolution and overall advancement, the mental aspect of our being comes into importance, along with the need to understand better our own unique psyche, our subconscious, and everything we might be capable of creating.

The practice of journaling will increase your self-awareness, improve your mind, and refine your ability to communicate. The benefits are vastly more important than many people understand. You will grow and advance as a person.

If you keep thoughts only in your head, they can scatter easily and be forgotten. Putting them on paper/word doc will make your thoughts more real and permanent.

Many people have blockages in communicating with others; how can you communicate with others if you cannot communicate with yourself? Journaling will increase your ability to articulate your thoughts, and order your words and sentences in a more coherent way. Writing to yourself will give you the practice and confidence to communicate better with others.

Writing/Journaling is very therapeutic. It enables you to gain insight into who you are and how you operate as an individual. Journaling will give you a private outlet for you to rant in, or write about your fears and insecurities in a way that will help you understand them better, in order to begin working on overcoming them.

You may have seen it online before: someone gets triggered by something, posts a giant emotional outburst rant, embarrasses themselves, leaves. (Hopefully they come back, at least under a new username if they want to separate themselves from the embarrassment.) They could have prevented this incident if they had written to themselves first, in their journal:

Anything that bothers you, including about another person, write it out. Don’t post it but keep it for yourself, at least for a while. Write it all out, rant and rage in it, contemplate it some more, write some more, read it over, complete it, feel the catharsis. And then decide if it’s something worth posting publicly. Chances are, you will realize that it is not something to make public. You can absolutely take parts of it, re-write it, and post a revised version if you feel it is necessary. But you will realize that there is no need to post your entire outburst.

The practice of journaling is very beneficial for people who seek attention everywhere online, or who dump their problems online and later regret it. Writing to yourself, explaining all your thoughts and problems, enables you to see that *you* are the important one, that you in fact do not need to over-express yourself to strangers online.

A lot of people seek attention from others for validation (this is often subconscious). If you spend time writing to yourself, you are validating yourself! Journaling is a form of self-care, you are putting time and effort into yourself, to take care of your mind and emotions. You need to understand that you are very important to yourself, and prioritizing time to write to yourself will prove this to you :)

Some people feel the strong need to express themselves, their personality, and their opinions, but in the wrong way, due to a lack of self-understanding. Every single person on the internet does not need to know every single detail about you. By keeping a journal, you can have the full sense of expressing yourself, while keeping appropriate boundaries.

There are various methods for journaling. There are many tips available online for methods, such as “brain-dumping” (getting everything on your mind out as fast as possible, often randomly), writing a set amount of pages each morning, or rules to stick with, and so on. Some recommend pen-and-paper notebook, some a word doc on computer, or you can buy an actual designed journal, or an app for your computer, or a digital writing pad. Look around and see what might work best for you. Typing is faster which many would consider preferable, yet manual writing with pen is slower which forces the brain to think better, which other people would consider preferable. (I suggest avoiding pencil which fades over time.)

Personally, I prefer to keep it free-form yet still with structure, always noting the date and time at the top of the entry. Sometimes I brain-dump, sometimes I write memories of my childhood (I find this very insightful and brings lovely feelings of nostalgia). Sometimes I will skim through past entries and find inspiration; or see a note to myself to do something, so I become inspired to immediately post a new entry as a follow-up. Sometimes I go on a philosophic tangent, or write random things that then turn into something that can be used in a post for the forums.

You can even have a few journals; use one for inspiration, motivation, and to write good things in it; and the other to vent, rant, and rage. My point is, you can completely tailor the journaling process to what you need, what will help you. You can make it as simple or as complex as you want.

One practice is to write about your mood, your emotions. This will help you better understand yourself and become more insightful. Write how you feel, and what made you feel like that, and what you think you can do to feel better. Or write about someone in your life and how you think they can feel better, or do better in their life.

Journaling can be done at any time of day or night. First thing in the morning has benefits, and you can write things you plan on doing in the day. Journaling in evening has benefits of going over the events of the day. This is similar to High Priest Zevios’s Introspective Meditation, and can be combined with it, or done one after the other. See what works best for you.

You can also jot down a few more lines throughout the day, I do this, and I always enter the time at the top of the new entry, because when/if I go over it again days or months later, it’s interesting to see how my day went and the random times I decided to write. It makes my day feel more full and real, when I read over it later.

Journaling differs from blogging, as with blogs, you are inviting criticism and even trolling from random strangers on the internet. Blogging is fine for some people and for some topics, but keeping a private journal benefits everyone. You might write in it, and then take parts of it for your blog.

And you might discover that a particular journal entry expands further and could be a helpful post to others in the forums (perhaps with some revision if the original was too personal).

Just make sure your journal will never fall into the wrong hands. I know someone who stopped journaling for many years because they developed a mental block after it was repeatedly discovered and read by their parents. It even had a key (it was a physical journal) but they did not hide the key well enough.

If you keep a journal on a shared computer, put a password on it. If you keep a digital writing pad, make sure to back it up in case it ever breaks. If you keep a physical journal, keep it somewhere safe and hidden from prying eyes. You can even buy ones that come with a lock and key, but keep the key safe. Some people keep the key on a chain around their neck, as they like the aesthetic of it.

Writing to yourself is mental exploration and opens new gateways that you did not know of before. It is a very enjoyable and therapeutic process that you will grow from.

In the time that I have gotten back into journaling (I didn’t for many years), I have developed a higher sense of Self, and gained heightened awareness of the importance of certain things in my past. I also feel so much more connected to myself, and an increased sense of self-love and self-knowledge. It makes my day feel more real, makes my life feel more real, more full and enriched. Which then makes my mind feel more enriched. This is truly a remarkable feeling that I wish for all of you to gain as well :)

#20

How to unblock it? whenever I have tried to write I get blocked and it is impossible for me to express myself properly.

You have to surrender the Ego before the Gods. May it be in a ritual before Satan himself or before your Guardian daemon. The False Ego is afraid of self assessment because it fears judgement of its unflattering traits and views it as an attack. If you cannot check yourself for who you are , this means your ego is not under your control. Not under your will. In Yoga, the Willpower and Ego are two different things. And the Yogi tinkers with the Ego to fine tune it and actualize himself.

Surrender and lay yourself bare before the Gods. And this is a cathartic release that is needed where you request them to show you unflattering truths about yourself. And trust me as you sit in meditation , contemplating ,the answers come to you. But you have to be honest and actually let loose ,trusting in the Gods.


Satya will es.

#21

It’s pretty amazing that you wrote this. I was actually contemplating if I should start a journaling habit. But I felt doubt about if it’s really all that beneficial. Then you write this. Thank you! The message is received.✨

#22

Through spiritual evolution and overall advancement, the mental aspect of our being comes into importance, along with the need to understand better our own unique psyche, our subconscious, and everything we might be capable of creating.

The practice of journaling will increase your self-awareness, improve your mind, and refine your ability to communicate. The benefits are vastly more important than many people understand. You will grow and advance as a person.

If you keep thoughts only in your head, they can scatter easily and be forgotten. Putting them on paper/word doc will make your thoughts more real and permanent.

How ironic,well for me that's that,I burned mine from 2018 when I dedicated at 17, because in all these years there was nothing physical,there wasn't any meaningful physical change it was all jibberish nothing is more embarrassing seeing how pathetic each statement was, sometimes I wish I would have been better or wrote something meaningfull besides emotional garbage,today I still look at my wallet there's nothing and how easy it is to be Recognized or accepted when you got money.wealth and possessions are whats important and am willing to put more faith in that

#23

How to unblock it? whenever I have tried to write I get blocked and it is impossible for me to express myself properly.

Use freewriting. Set a 60 second timer and write whatever comes to mind, or even the same thing over and over if you're stuck. It doesn't matter what you write or how it looks, the goal is to write without stopping.

Ironically, this block is the perfect thing to journal about. What exactly do you feel blocked from expressing? Is it always or sometimes? Why these times or these things and not others? Why am I afraid to explore this topic, or to explore myself?

Sometimes we're wounded and looking at the wound makes us aware of the pain. Like Yeager said, sometimes you have alot of self judgement that's not always kind nor always fair, or perhaps it is fair but you're afraid of the pain, and becoming aware of yourself means being aware of the pain and shame and guilt. But shining light on these things is how you can begin to unravel them.

Turning harsh and destructive self talk into kind and growth oriented self talk is a method used in CBT. I've seen some people make major transformations by consistently putting a growth oriented spin on the harshness in life, which they did through journaling.

What is right and wrong?
What is the meaning of our existence?
How should you live your life, according to Nature and the Gods?
Find out here:
https://templeofzeus.org/EthicsOftheGods

Join us in the Temple, we engage in blessings and group rituals to the Gods:
https://ancient-forums.com/threads/vultus-templorum-outreach-and-temple-live-rituals.301975/

#24

I completely agree with what is said here 👍.

One journal for positive thinking, resolutions (setting goals, like in the Yule / New Year's Eve) and one journal to get off the negativity from our souls.

An idea is that we can also add as positive experiences in the positive Journaling sessions, the contacts we have with our Gods and Godesses. I am certain the Gods and Godesses will like it. A typographical honoring :)

HS

#25

You have to surrender the Ego before the Gods. May it be in a ritual before Satan himself or before your Guardian daemon. The False Ego is afraid of self assessment because it fears judgement of its unflattering traits and views it as an attack. If you cannot check yourself for who you are , this means your ego is not under your control. Not under your will. In Yoga, the Willpower and Ego are two different things. And the Yogi tinkers with the Ego to fine tune it and actualize himself.

Surrender and lay yourself bare before the Gods. And this is a cathartic release that is needed where you request them to show you unflattering truths about yourself. And trust me as you sit in meditation , contemplating ,the answers come to you. But you have to be honest and actually let loose ,trusting in the Gods.

It is a combination of two problems: I have not yet finished removing all the curses and blockages and a deeply afflicted Mercury.
I am still working to solve these problems and then I will also do what you say.

#26

It is a combination of two problems: I have not yet finished removing all the curses and blockages and a deeply afflicted Mercury.
I am still working to solve these problems and then I will also do what you say.

What is stopping you from doing this ? Why don't you undertake a working of 666 vibrations each day of Munka.


Satya will es.

#27

I once started journaling, but it's hard because I hate my handwriting, it's like the handwriting of a kid with dyslexia. I really never cared about the handwriting exercises when I was in elementary school, I actually didn't care about anything lol I should re learn to write in cursive.

I am reaching towards a green apple.

#28

What is stopping you from doing this ? Why don't you undertake a working of 666 vibrations each day of Munka.

I am already doing a work with Munka for this problem and next month I will start another Mercury square.

#29

Thank you for the insightful post. Reading your post made me to realize how important it is to regularly update my journal. I have been keeping one but I update it very rarely. And indeed, the times I wrote on it allowed me to review and eventually to achieve my pending goals of the time. And that had greater results than expected. But I just realized the importance to update it regularly so I can reorganize my time and pending goals and also to communicate to myself as you said in the post. I also hope that doing so will help me improve my redaction skills.

#30

I've written a lot, ever since I was in pre-puberty. Mostly I wrote down whatever was really bothering me and on my mind. I did not write daily. But there have been periods that I did.
It helped to calm my mind and put things out of it before I went to sleep. Even if it meant staying up another hour to finish writing.
Later on I ended up burning some of the journals I had written. I think I burned nr 6-9 basically. I had a period afterwards where I did not want to write because I did not want people to read it or know.

Burning those volumes also felt like casting off a part, and being able to start fresh. Like a venting ritual of some sorts.

For me it is that if you keep everything separated into its own categories, that it does not work for me, and only makes more clutter. However, separating crafting ideas from your rants and writing about your day or what is bothering you, seems to make sense.

Also, I never really considered writing down the time I wrote it, but I (nearly) always used the date of the day, not of whether or not it was already after midnight and it was 'the next day'. To me the next day was either after I had slept, or the sun had risen again. That felt more natural to me.

Temporarily inactive.

#31

I once started journaling, but it's hard because I hate my handwriting, it's like the handwriting of a kid with dyslexia. I really never cared about the handwriting exercises when I was in elementary school, I actually didn't care about anything lol I should re learn to write in cursive.

Keep writing more and practice more :) I am sure that with a month of consistent practice your handwriting will already look a lot better!

Temporarily inactive.

#32

I hate my handwriting too! Plus my hand cramps up! And then I have to write with the other hand! With my left hand my writing comes out looking like a doctor's handwriting! And with my right hand not that is bad or anything but it comes out backhanded! And that is my best hand to write with🙂 and I admit I started out left-handed as a little kid back in my days starting kindergarten! They wanted me to learn with my right hand! And I got to where I was really good at it and that is my best hand right with! And my handwriting sucks either way! But still I do the best I can! I love writing poetry and I love writing love stories♥️ and I'd like to write about romantic Mysteries that are deep and intriguing. And yes I do get burned out once in awhile and have to take a break! And that is when I like to sit down and watch a horror movie or go to a concert. And come up with some different ideas. Just to get motivated

💙🖤 Walking the sacred path🖤💙
Spreading the Truth of Zeus🔥Getting rid of the lies 🔥

#33

I once started journaling, but it's hard because I hate my handwriting, it's like the handwriting of a kid with dyslexia. I really never cared about the handwriting exercises when I was in elementary school, I actually didn't care about anything lol I should re learn to write in cursive.

Handwriting is a skill, it improves as you practice it. Writing at a slower pace, without a rush, helps you to practice writing better, and improves legibility on its own.

I hated those school exercises, too. I thought I hated writing and cursive until I got older. Now I hate writing without cursive. 😄

What is right and wrong?
What is the meaning of our existence?
How should you live your life, according to Nature and the Gods?
Find out here:
https://templeofzeus.org/EthicsOftheGods

Join us in the Temple, we engage in blessings and group rituals to the Gods:
https://ancient-forums.com/threads/vultus-templorum-outreach-and-temple-live-rituals.301975/

#34

I hate my handwriting too! Plus my hand cramps up! And then I have to write with the other hand! With my left hand my writing comes out looking like a doctor's handwriting! And with my right hand not that is bad or anything but it comes out backhanded! And that is my best hand to write with🙂 and I admit I started out left-handed as a little kid back in my days starting kindergarten! They wanted me to learn with my right hand! And I got to where I was really good at it and that is my best hand right with! And my handwriting sucks either way! But still I do the best I can! I love writing poetry and I love writing love stories♥️ and I'd like to write about romantic Mysteries that are deep and intriguing. And yes I do get burned out once in awhile and have to take a break! And that is when I like to sit down and watch a horror movie or go to a concert. And come up with some different ideas. Just to get motivated

Some people are taught to write with poor form, and the type of pen makes a huge difference, too. Part of the reason why I like fountain pens is because they don't require much pressure or awkward/crampy angles, they glide across the paper. They feel much better in my hand.

You can find higher quality rollerball pens that are like this, and don't require the care of a fountain pen. You might find that your handwriting improves just from being able to relax.

Try looking up different ways to hold the pen and see if there's anything more comfortable for you.

What is right and wrong?
What is the meaning of our existence?
How should you live your life, according to Nature and the Gods?
Find out here:
https://templeofzeus.org/EthicsOftheGods

Join us in the Temple, we engage in blessings and group rituals to the Gods:
https://ancient-forums.com/threads/vultus-templorum-outreach-and-temple-live-rituals.301975/

#35

Awe I Love cursive handwriting. 💜

💙🖤 Walking the sacred path🖤💙
Spreading the Truth of Zeus🔥Getting rid of the lies 🔥

#36

You have to surrender the Ego before the Gods. May it be in a ritual before Satan himself or before your Guardian daemon. The False Ego is afraid of self assessment because it fears judgement of its unflattering traits and views it as an attack. If you cannot check yourself for who you are , this means your ego is not under your control. Not under your will. In Yoga, the Willpower and Ego are two different things. And the Yogi tinkers with the Ego to fine tune it and actualize himself.

Surrender and lay yourself bare before the Gods. And this is a cathartic release that is needed where you request them to show you unflattering truths about yourself. And trust me as you sit in meditation , contemplating ,the answers come to you. But you have to be honest and actually let loose ,trusting in the Gods.

Is there a specific time this ritual would be best? (New moon, etc?)

#37

In addition to everything else that's been said that's very relevant, I wanted to emphasize that :
Écrire un objectif = un acte magique.

Oui, il s'agit des principes de cohérence et d'engagement, étudiés en sociologie mais aussi par des professionnels de la persuasion.

Fondamentalement, le principe de cohérence est le suivant: quels que soient les doutes d'un individu, lorsqu'il prend une décision, ses actions s'alignent alors sur cette décision.

Le principe d'engagement est secondaire par rapport au principe de cohérence: d'autres, ou nous-mêmes, pouvons nous pousser à prendre un engagement pour que le principe de cohérence soit automatiquement déclenché.

Ce principe d'engagement, et donc de cohérence, se multiplie lorsque l'engagement est écrit (cf. les ruses chinoises avec des soldats américains dans des camps de prisonniers: les Chinois les ont poussés à écrire, et de cette façon ont influencé la perception des soldats américains).

L'individu se découvre à travers son comportement, qui change sous l'effet du principe de cohérence. L'acte magique d'écrire un gage réside dans ce principe d'auto-observation, qui déclenche le principe de cohérence. Et nous nous découvrons sous un jour nouveau.

It's probably not very clear 😆, but it would take pages of sociological studies to clarify the point.

However, the important thing is only here : there is so much virtue in writing and keeping a diary!

Very interesting thread, thank you all!

#38

I understand with those that have ptsd? It helps them sleep better at night! Plus you were able to manage things better in your head? If you do describing the problems in the situation you go through daily? Also writing about the problems in this situation you have in your dreams? And to be able to understand your dreams and the characters in your dreams as well.. that's one of the things that I discovered! And I've always been fascinated with dreams? And the mystery and the Intrigue of Dreams

💙🖤 Walking the sacred path🖤💙
Spreading the Truth of Zeus🔥Getting rid of the lies 🔥

#39

Is there a specific time this ritual would be best? (New moon, etc?)

You might start this on a specific date. But this should be done everyday. Preferably at night when undisturbed. You don't need to do a formal ritual everyday. After you get back from work, take a nice bath and clean yourself. The do some rounds of SATANAMA and just respectfully invoke your Guardian and talk to him/her or even if you do not know who he is. Then meditate on your third eye. Either the answers or realizations come to you in contemplation or after you forgot about it, suddenly in day to day life.


Satya will es.