Issue with finding a job.

[Exar]

Ok this is a weird one. I got about 45 minutes for a manager to contact me over employment, or else something bad happens. That something bad is me leaving home or having to work at a place where the boss hates me, and my "supervisor" is a damned Jew.

Ok so it's been this way for a week. As of Sunday, I was told by my parents to get a job or go back to where I use to work(no names). I have been essentially begging my Guardian to help..he's agreed to. I asked another, job-handling Demon the same thing. Oh yeah I'm going to get it in the next 45 minutes or so from posting this.
WHY the hell am I so nervous?! I've been sick the past 3 days and there is no end in sight. I'm absolutely paranoid, completely afraid, and I have no idea what to do!
1)This kinda stress natural? Never been this way.
2)Considering the alternatives are suicide, running from home(can't support self), or going to a place to work where I would kill people, I should be relaxed and happy I'm gonna be employed elsewhere right?

I'm going crazy. I hate this. I trust the Demons. I do. But I like to see results to put my mind at ease. So I got about 30-45 minutes before my dad gets home and gives me the news..
I'm screwed, aren't I? That's way too short a time. Anything that might be able to help is nice.

 

[Allyson Ford]

<td val[/IMG]Sorry to hear about your situation. Everything happens for a reason, whether we find that reason sooner or later. Satan protects his children and has an agenda for our lives. There maybe some sort of lesson you need to learn, live and learn afterall. I would surely reccommend meditating to help with the anxiety. Just focus on the breaths if you need too. Life is not always fair or an easy breeze so we got to accept what comes our way the best we can. As for suicide, that is a selfish cowardly way out. I have tried and have had experience to know what I am talking about here. Thats the ultimate defeat of giving up because the spoons not shinning. It will bring weakness into your soul. It will dissappoint Father Satan and the Demons. Think of all they have done for you, do not repay them with turning your back on them.  

--- On Fri, 10/28/11, Exar <exarkuun1991@... wrote:

From: Exar <exarkuun1991@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Issue with finding a job.
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, October 28, 2011, 1:26 PM

  Ok this is a weird one. I got about 45 minutes for a manager to contact me over employment, or else something bad happens. That something bad is me leaving home or having to work at a place where the boss hates me, and my "supervisor" is a damned Jew.

Ok so it's been this way for a week. As of Sunday, I was told by my parents to get a job or go back to where I use to work(no names). I have been essentially begging my Guardian to help..he's agreed to. I asked another, job-handling Demon the same thing. Oh yeah I'm going to get it in the next 45 minutes or so from posting this.
WHY the hell am I so nervous?! I've been sick the past 3 days and there is no end in sight. I'm absolutely paranoid, completely afraid, and I have no idea what to do!
1)This kinda stress natural? Never been this way.
2)Considering the alternatives are suicide, running from home(can't support self), or going to a place to work where I would kill people, I should be relaxed and happy I'm gonna be employed elsewhere right?

I'm going crazy. I hate this. I trust the Demons. I do. But I like to see results to put my mind at ease. So I got about 30-45 minutes before my dad gets home and gives me the news..
I'm screwed, aren't I? That's way too short a time. Anything that might be able to help is nice.

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