is this natural? to feel this fear?

[incogni2_89]

I don't know where too begin. or what too say. But every night that passes, i'm thinking of doing the dedication ceremony. But when I think clearly i'm getting scared shitless. Like there is something holding me back. I am probably a big whimp or pussy or something. but is this natural? too be afraid? I wan't too do this. but i'm simply too scared. beacuse i don't understand this, like every human, we fear what we don't understand. Maybe it's because I don't know what too do after the rituale. where too begin or with.

thanks for answers

hail father satan!

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

It is natural to fear, after being indoctinded into believeing the lies of the enemy. What you need to do it continue to research and learn as much as you can about Satan and the Gods. I had read almost all of the JoS website before i dedicated, and it made all the differance.
Maybe you should reasearch what should come after the dedication, and learn the truth more. The more you know, the less scared of it you will be. I can promise and swear on the Gods that there is truely nothing to be scared of. But this is something you have to overcome and discover on your own.

Goodluck.

Praise Melek Ta'us and the True Gods!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "incogni2_89" <matshanssen@... wrote:

I don't know where too begin. or what too say. But every night that passes, i'm thinking of doing the dedication ceremony. But when I think clearly i'm getting scared shitless. Like there is something holding me back. I am probably a big whimp or pussy or something. but is this natural? too be afraid? I wan't too do this. but i'm simply too scared. beacuse i don't understand this, like every human, we fear what we don't understand. Maybe it's because I don't know what too do after the rituale. where too begin or with.

thanks for answers

hail father satan!

 

[waltermassey1]

it is probably the enemy, in the form of an angel, etc, trying to stop you from doing what is right.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "incogni2_89" <matshanssen@... wrote:

I don't know where too begin. or what too say. But every night that passes, i'm thinking of doing the dedication ceremony. But when I think clearly i'm getting scared shitless. Like there is something holding me back. I am probably a big whimp or pussy or something. but is this natural? too be afraid? I wan't too do this. but i'm simply too scared. beacuse i don't understand this, like every human, we fear what we don't understand. Maybe it's because I don't know what too do after the rituale. where too begin or with.

thanks for answers

hail father satan!

 

[Botan shijo]

my friend first of all welcome=) second its ok to b a bit slowgoing, i didnt dedicate my first day just take yer time and so u no the first time i meditated i felt an explosion of energy that made me quake but it wasnt fear it was the wonder of Satan's mighty power
Hail Enki!

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From: incogni2_89 <matshanssen@...
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Date: Sunday, May 2, 2010 10:14:49 PM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] is this natural? to feel this fear?

I don't know where too begin. or what too say. But every night that passes, i'm thinking of doing the dedication ceremony. But when I think clearly i'm getting scared shitless. Like there is something holding me back. I am probably a big whimp or pussy or something. but is this natural? too be afraid? I wan't too do this. but i'm simply too scared. beacuse i don't understand this, like every human, we fear what we don't understand. Maybe it's because I don't know what too do after the rituale. where too begin or with.

thanks for answers

hail father satan!

 

[Way_Seeker6661]

The other replies cover what could be causing you the fear, as for what to do after you dedicate, if you decide to do so, go to www.JoyofSatan.org and read EVERYTHING on it. The goal of True Satanism is to empower our selves in every way, most importantly opening, cleansing, and developing our souls. So after dedicating you should begin doing Power Meditation, fighting xtianity and making the most of your life!
I hope you find the strength to make a clear decision, and I hope that decision is to dedicate to Father Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "incogni2_89" <matshanssen@... wrote:

I don't know where too begin. or what too say. But every night that passes, i'm thinking of doing the dedication ceremony. But when I think clearly i'm getting scared shitless. Like there is something holding me back. I am probably a big whimp or pussy or something. but is this natural? too be afraid? I wan't too do this. but i'm simply too scared. beacuse i don't understand this, like every human, we fear what we don't understand. Maybe it's because I don't know what too do after the rituale. where too begin or with.

thanks for answers

hail father satan!

 

[incogni2_89]

thanks people I've tried meditation, but I have problems with consentrating. Just wondering however, is it possible too try and, like pray too father? that he will protect me and my loved ones? and maybe give me i sign? or show up in my dreams?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "incogni2_89" <matshanssen@... wrote:

I don't know where too begin. or what too say. But every night that passes, i'm thinking of doing the dedication ceremony. But when I think clearly i'm getting scared shitless. Like there is something holding me back. I am probably a big whimp or pussy or something. but is this natural? too be afraid? I wan't too do this. but i'm simply too scared. beacuse i don't understand this, like every human, we fear what we don't understand. Maybe it's because I don't know what too do after the rituale. where too begin or with.

thanks for answers

hail father satan!

 

[Yoyo]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "waltermassey1" <walter_massey@... wrote:

it is probably the enemy, in the form of an angel, etc, trying to stop you from doing what is right.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "incogni2_89" <matshanssen@ wrote:

I don't know where too begin. or what too say. But every night that passes, i'm thinking of doing the dedication ceremony. But when I think clearly i'm getting scared shitless. Like there is something holding me back. I am probably a big whimp or pussy or something. but is this natural? too be afraid? I wan't too do this. but i'm simply too scared. beacuse i don't understand this, like every human, we fear what we don't understand. Maybe it's because I don't know what too do after the rituale. where too begin or with.

thanks for answers

hail father satan!

I got you a cure for Fear Here.

Fear and Doubt are of the Enemy.

Don't have fear.Just ignore it.And call Satan to help you,before,during and after your dedication.

I had the same fears.EXACTLY THE SAME.

But after my dedication,Father Guided me,and have leaded me to do many things that revealed his existance to me.

Now i have no doubt.And when ido have,its a angelic attack.

But,with my Satanic powers,i drive them away.

There is not a greater pleasure than being Free.


HAIL SATAN

 

[incogni2_89]

You guys are the best Thanx for all the great answers one more thing that's been a pain in the ass for me, is that i'm not good at meditations, I have problems with concentration and clearing my head. and im affraid that father satan and the gods of hell will be angry with me cause i'm for example not working hard enough too empower myself or i'm not putting much effort in it and that i'm sure that i'm the only satanist living here at this place, so i will be all alone. and I have so much respect for the gods, or that i'm affraid of trying oujia too find out who is my guardian demon, but i think this is a normal reaction cause I don't know much about this, but I've read everything at JoS page, every last inch of word...