Is there anyone that could help a newbie like me?

[winged_watcher13]

Well, I am not so sure the commitment ritual "went through" ok. It is because nothing happened since then. I did it 2 days ago, on 5 august, at 0:00. The main problem is that I do not know how to meditate. I have MANY thoughts on my mind, and I can't clear them. I have never ever meditated. But the ritual was done. I was also, VERY nervous, I even dropped accidentally the burning paper on my carpet, leaving a small burning spot on it. After the paper completely burned, I have ended the ritual. I have also written it in english, which is not my native language. What should I do further? I really wanted to do the ritual, and come closer to Satan, and I'm VERY afraid I have failed.

 

[Robin Anderson]

<td val[/IMG]As long as your heart was in the ritual, there is no reason to fear that you may have failed. However you should learn to meditate and start a meditation program as soon as possible. You will find everything you need on the JOS website. Also, keep a diary and write down everything that happens to you. When you look back over it in about a month, even though you cannot see it now, I guarantee that you will see Satan's influence and protection in your life.

--- On Mon, 6/4/09, winged_watcher13 <blackhearted_angel@... wrote:

From: winged_watcher13 <blackhearted_angel@...
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Is there anyone that could help a newbie like me?
To: [email protected]
Date: Monday, 6 April, 2009, 3:18 PM

<pre>Well, I am not so sure the commitment ritual "went through" ok. It is because nothing happened since then. I did it 2 days ago, on 5 august, at 0:00. The main problem is that I do not know how to meditate. I have MANY thoughts on my mind, and I can't clear them. I have never ever meditated. But the ritual was done. I was also, VERY nervous, I even dropped accidentally the burning paper on my carpet, leaving a small burning spot on it. After the paper completely burned, I have ended the ritual. I have also written it in english, which is not my native language. What should I do further? I really wanted to do the ritual, and come closer to Satan, and I'm VERY afraid I have failed. ------------------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Links <* To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Teens4Satan/ <* Your email settings: Individual Email | Traditional <* To change settings online go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Teens4Satan/join (Yahoo! ID required) <* To change settings via email: mailto:[email protected] mailto:[email protected] <* To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [email protected] <* Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/ </pre>

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[rimpytipy2]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Robin Anderson <enki363@... wrote:

As long as your heart was in the ritual, there is no reason to fear that you may have failed. However you should learn to meditate and start a meditation program as soon as possible. You will find everything you need on the JOS website. Also, keep a diary and write down everything that happens to you. When you look back over it in about a month, even though you cannot see it now, I guarantee that you will see Satan's influence and protection in your life.

--- On Mon, 6/4/09, winged_watcher13 <blackhearted_angel@... wrote:

From: winged_watcher13 <blackhearted_angel@...
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Is there anyone that could help a newbie like me?
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, 6 April, 2009, 3:18 PM

Well, I am not so sure the commitment ritual "went through" ok. It is
because nothing happened since then. I did it 2 days ago, on 5 august, at 0:00.
The main problem is that I do not know how to meditate. I have MANY thoughts on
my mind, and I can't clear them. I have never ever meditated. But the ritual
was done. I was also, VERY nervous, I even dropped accidentally the burning
paper on my carpet, leaving a small burning spot on it. After the paper
completely burned, I have ended the ritual. I have also written it in english,
which is not my native language. What should I do further? I really wanted to do
the ritual, and come closer to Satan, and I'm VERY afraid I have failed.



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Lol I had a similiar expereince. As for your language problem you could write it in your language I mean Enochian is a diffrent laguage but still works. Language doesn't matter.

And your not going to have resaults right away from the didication ritual. A dedication ritual is like signing a contract. It's jsut paper and you must keep your promise. The paper isn't going to do anything on it's own. Just start a meditation program.

As for calming your mind you can listen to music if it's that bad. Once you can use music to calm your mind get rid of the music and try complete silence. I reccomend No Quater by led Zepplin or even a classic song by Satan like the Devil's Trill (Which isn't exactly like Satan made it but close enough).

And as for messing up in the ritual, I had to stop my ritual in the middle it because my mom was about to bust me. Luckily I hid the candle before she got in my room. Satan understands he's the most merciful and understanding god. I learned my Ritual didn't mess up cause I been asking Satan if he considers me a Satanist and I needed help with music.

And now I'm making beautiful music in just four months into Satanism. And my questions were answered soon. Your questions to Satan may not be answered right away but it won't be no more than a month period. Unlike RHP religions where their god won't answer at all and if they do, it's close to nothing (Cause their god doesn't exist).

Also if your the kind of person who likes veriaty like me and gets easily bored, try not to get lazy. not that anyone's gonna punish you or anything just don't get lazy I got lazy for an entire month before and started to loose my creative skill. I meditiated and got it back.

I hope you enjoy Satanism as much as I do (In a good way of course).

HAIL SATAN!