Is Suicide a Really Bad Thing If Your a Satanist?

[Katie]

I've been suicidal since i was 10 and i have been trying since then but i ether get scared or it fails; I'm 14 and when i was 8 i said that i was going to die at 18, it's hard to explain but it's like i signed a contract or i made a deal and i have to do it, i can almost hear a clock ticking or a voice saying "promise...promise,keep your promise" or "it's almost time" i learned to just to except it but sadly know one really gets it, i don't really ether but it's has to do with something when i was little i did something i don't think it was bad, but i lost something or it was taken, it was and still is very important to me.

OK enuf details here's my question if i commit suicide will Father be mad at me? i already did the deduction ritual and i don't know who or what i made a deal with.

Hail Satan!

 

[john Robertson]

Spiritual Satanism is all about empowering yourself so you can achieve Godhead in the afterlife.   If you kill yourself, that doesn't happen, and your soul's energy is drained as you wither away in the astral plain.

On Sat, Dec 5, 2009 at 3:07 PM, Katie <kdraymor@... wrote:

I've been suicidal since i was 10 and i have been trying since then but i ether get scared or it fails; I'm 14 and when i was 8 i said that i was going to die at 18, it's hard to explain but it's like i signed a contract or i made a deal and i have to do it, i can almost hear a clock ticking or a voice saying "promise...promise,keep your promise" or "it's almost time" i learned to just to except it but sadly know one really gets it, i don't really ether but it's has to do with something when i was little i did something i don't think it was bad, but i lost something or it was taken, it was and still is very important to me.

OK enuf details here's my question if i commit suicide will Father be mad at me? i already did the deduction ritual and i don't know who or what i made a deal with.

Hail Satan!



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[David Duku]

Dude Ive been suicidal too, but somehow father showed me that I should not die by mine own sword. Im thinking it was a gray/angel that told you to kill yourself when you 18, ask father about it you can get more help from him. Oh dude we must be carefull of what we think,if we put enough energy on it we can create a thoughtform.so try void meditations and ask Satan about what happend when you where younger Hail Satan/Enki

From: john Robertson <coolguy744@...
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Sent: Sun, December 6, 2009 11:08:38 PM
Subject: Re: [Teens4Satan] Is Suicide a Really Bad Thing If Your a Satanist?

  Spiritual Satanism is all about empowering yourself so you can achieve Godhead in the afterlife.   If you kill yourself, that doesn't happen, and your soul's energy is drained as you wither away in the astral plain.

On Sat, Dec 5, 2009 at 3:07 PM, Katie <kdraymor@gmail. com wrote:

I've been suicidal since i was 10 and i have been trying since then but i ether get scared or it fails; I'm 14 and when i was 8 i said that i was going to die at 18, it's hard to explain but it's like i signed a contract or i made a deal and i have to do it, i can almost hear a clock ticking or a voice saying "promise...promise, keep your promise" or "it's almost time" i learned to just to except it but sadly know one really gets it, i don't really ether but it's has to do with something when i was little i did something i don't think it was bad, but i lost something or it was taken, it was and still is very important to me.

OK enuf details here's my question if i commit suicide will Father be mad at me? i already did the deduction ritual and i don't know who or what i made a deal with.

Hail Satan!



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[Skye Gamet]

huh thats weird, not you being suicidal just the fact that you know you are going to die at eighteen. since i was a child my mind always said your going to die at 17. u know when your friends would ask how old do u think your going to live? always the number in my head was 17. i am 14 also and i can feel my time shortening. or like when teachers would ask me what wre you going to be when you grow up? i can't answer them, because truly i can't see myself doing anything in the future. i can't help you with your Q about suicide and if Satan would look down upon it, but i can tell you i understand what you are feeling.  

From: Katie <kdraymor@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sat, December 5, 2009 3:07:50 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Is Suicide a Really Bad Thing If Your a Satanist?

  I've been suicidal since i was 10 and i have been trying since then but i ether get scared or it fails; I'm 14 and when i was 8 i said that i was going to die at 18, it's hard to explain but it's like i signed a contract or i made a deal and i have to do it, i can almost hear a clock ticking or a voice saying "promise...promise, keep your promise" or "it's almost time" i learned to just to except it but sadly know one really gets it, i don't really ether but it's has to do with something when i was little i did something i don't think it was bad, but i lost something or it was taken, it was and still is very important to me.

OK enuf details here's my question if i commit suicide will Father be mad at me? i already did the deduction ritual and i don't know who or what i made a deal with.

Hail Satan!

 

[Paul Reed]

Suicide is a cowards way out. stand up, be strong, grow some balls, take life by the horns and enjoy all it has to offer. besides, what can you do for satan in this world if you kill yourself? ---but then again, i suppose i could wish you the best of luck and hopefully the next time you try, you just might be successful. not what you wanted to hear is it.

From: Skye Gamet <skyegamet@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Mon, December 7, 2009 7:40:42 PM
Subject: Re: [Teens4Satan] Is Suicide a Really Bad Thing If Your a Satanist?

  huh thats weird, not you being suicidal just the fact that you know you are going to die at eighteen. since i was a child my mind always said your going to die at 17. u know when your friends would ask how old do u think your going to live? always the number in my head was 17. i am 14 also and i can feel my time shortening. or like when teachers would ask me what wre you going to be when you grow up? i can't answer them, because truly i can't see myself doing anything in the future. i can't help you with your Q about suicide and if Satan would look down upon it, but i can tell you i understand what you are feeling.  

From: Katie <kdraymor@gmail. com
To: Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Sat, December 5, 2009 3:07:50 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Is Suicide a Really Bad Thing If Your a Satanist?

  I've been suicidal since i was 10 and i have been trying since then but i ether get scared or it fails; I'm 14 and when i was 8 i said that i was going to die at 18, it's hard to explain but it's like i signed a contract or i made a deal and i have to do it, i can almost hear a clock ticking or a voice saying "promise...promise, keep your promise" or "it's almost time" i learned to just to except it but sadly know one really gets it, i don't really ether but it's has to do with something when i was little i did something i don't think it was bad, but i lost something or it was taken, it was and still is very important to me.

OK enuf details here's my question if i commit suicide will Father be mad at me? i already did the deduction ritual and i don't know who or what i made a deal with.

Hail Satan!

 

[nerogigim]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Paul Reed <circeon@... wrote:

Suicide is a cowards way out. stand up, be strong, grow some balls, take life by the horns and enjoy all it has to offer. besides, what can you do for satan in this world if you kill yourself?
---but then again, i suppose i could wish you the best of luck and hopefully the next time you try, you just might be successful. not what you wanted to hear is it.




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From: Skye Gamet <skyegamet@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Mon, December 7, 2009 7:40:42 PM
Subject: Re: [Teens4Satan] Is Suicide a Really Bad Thing If Your a Satanist?

 
huh thats weird, not you being suicidal just the fact that you know you are going to die at eighteen. since i was a child my mind always said your going to die at 17. u know when your friends would ask how old do u think your going to live? always the number in my head was 17. i am 14 also and i can feel my time shortening. or like when teachers would ask me what wre you going to be when you grow up? i can't answer them, because truly i can't see myself doing anything in the future. i can't help you with your Q about suicide and if Satan would look down upon it, but i can tell you i understand what you are feeling.  




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From: Katie <kdraymor@gmail. com
To: Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Sat, December 5, 2009 3:07:50 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Is Suicide a Really Bad Thing If Your a Satanist?

 
I've been suicidal since i was 10 and i have been trying since then but i ether get scared or it fails; I'm 14 and when i was 8 i said that i was going to die at 18, it's hard to explain but it's like i signed a contract or i made a deal and i have to do it, i can almost hear a clock ticking or a voice saying "promise...promise, keep your promise" or "it's almost time" i learned to just to except it but sadly know one really gets it, i don't really ether but it's has to do with something when i was little i did something i don't think it was bad, but i lost something or it was taken, it was and still is very important to me.

OK enuf details here's my question if i commit suicide will Father be mad at me? i already did the deduction ritual and i don't know who or what i made a deal with.

Hail Satan!

Iwould try studying why you feel like that and to give an example when I was about oh around 16 I thought everyone hated me (they still do mostly) well here it goes I felt that this world wasnt ment for me so I tried commiting suicide two times one by suffocation the other my cutting my veins till they were hanging out of my wrist so yeah and it was a grey so yeah dont kill yourself its pretty fuckin stupid if you ask me because I felt better when i did a banishing ritual so there .