I committed myself to Satan on the night of 22 December to 23 December.
But some few things went wrong.
-While writing my commitment on another piece of paper, I sometimes started writhing the wrong sentence, probably because I was very tired.
So I often crossed out some words.
And while almost finishing my text, I almost ran out of place, so I started writing smaller.
-After that I light my black candle and tried to get some blood out of my finger, with a needle, BUT IT DIDN'T WORK!
I thought, "Shit!". After a minute of trying I decided it wouldn't work, so I ran to the bathroom to get a pair of scissors, and went back to my bedroom. I was glad that worked, so I started bleeding.
With a pen I sign my name in blood.
-When I was done I had to burn the paper in my candle. (So before the ritual I put down a cup with some water there)
While burning the paper, I almost burned my own fingers, because the fire was going to my fingers, so I put the burning paper in the cup with water.
So there was a piece of paper left (mostly burned), and afterwards the Ritual I didn't knew where to leave the paper... So ehh I flushed it in my toilet.
Sorry for my bad English, but is my commitment still valid? Because I know the most of you all say, "if you meant it in your heart, it's true, or something", but I started to doubt it, after I flushed the paper in the toilet ;p
And I didn't describe the whole ritual, so only the parts what went wrong.
But some few things went wrong.
-While writing my commitment on another piece of paper, I sometimes started writhing the wrong sentence, probably because I was very tired.
So I often crossed out some words.
And while almost finishing my text, I almost ran out of place, so I started writing smaller.
-After that I light my black candle and tried to get some blood out of my finger, with a needle, BUT IT DIDN'T WORK!
I thought, "Shit!". After a minute of trying I decided it wouldn't work, so I ran to the bathroom to get a pair of scissors, and went back to my bedroom. I was glad that worked, so I started bleeding.
With a pen I sign my name in blood.
-When I was done I had to burn the paper in my candle. (So before the ritual I put down a cup with some water there)
While burning the paper, I almost burned my own fingers, because the fire was going to my fingers, so I put the burning paper in the cup with water.
So there was a piece of paper left (mostly burned), and afterwards the Ritual I didn't knew where to leave the paper... So ehh I flushed it in my toilet.
Sorry for my bad English, but is my commitment still valid? Because I know the most of you all say, "if you meant it in your heart, it's true, or something", but I started to doubt it, after I flushed the paper in the toilet ;p
And I didn't describe the whole ritual, so only the parts what went wrong.
) so if you are truely dedicated to this, it is completely valid. You signed the paper in your blood, and burned most of it... and after it is burned im pretty sure you are allowed to do whatever you want with the ashes 
