is it too late?

[taylorhoward34]

I made the decision to dedicate myself to Father about 3 years ago. But since then, I regret to say I have basically been the worst Satanist ever. like really. I got so caught up in little petty things and strayed away, I let the enemy get into my head and I regret it profusely.
I want to redo the dedication ritual, but if it's not recommended or if it shouldn't be done twice I will not. I just feel like I have to make up for my lack of effort and the way I have not stayed on this path all this time. Father says He will never abandon us but I feel like it may be too late for me and I have ruined my relationship with Him... any thoughts you guys?

 

[the_fire_starter666]

The way you make up isn't really by doing the dedication again, but by starting again with power meditations and rituals. As I've said before, doing the ritual again isn't something respectful, but it's a bad thing because it shows you doubt its bond and its power. Just like all oaths you take.

 

[Yog Sothoth]

It is never to late. Start doing daily meditations http://webzoom.freewebs.com/satanismgr/ ... stries.pdf  

On Saturday, February 28, 2015 4:48 PM, "taylorhoward34@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I made the decision to dedicate myself to Father about 3 years ago. But since then, I regret to say I have basically been the worst Satanist ever. like really. I got so caught up in little petty things and strayed away, I let the enemy get into my head and I regret it profusely.
I want to redo the dedication ritual, but if it's not recommended or if it shouldn't be done twice I will not. I just feel like I have to make up for my lack of effort and the way I have not stayed on this path all this time. Father says He will never abandon us but I feel like it may be too late for me and I have ruined my relationship with Him... any thoughts you guys?

 

[[email protected]]

you're fine. i get what you are saying,as i myself is currently going through this. hey, it happens just attack the enemy,spread the truth,and meditate and thank satan. you'll be fine. here's a little motivation. http://youtu.be/Joszw_SQa4k

On Thu, Feb 26, 2015 at 2:12 PM, taylorhoward34@... [HellsArmy666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I made the decision to dedicate myself to Father about 3 years ago. But since then, I regret to say I have basically been the worst Satanist ever. like really. I got so caught up in little petty things and strayed away, I let the enemy get into my head and I regret it profusely.
I want to redo the dedication ritual, but if it's not recommended or if it shouldn't be done twice I will not. I just feel like I have to make up for my lack of effort and the way I have not stayed on this path all this time. Father says He will never abandon us but I feel like it may be too late for me and I have ruined my relationship with Him... any thoughts you guys?

 

[Zach Darienzo]

I would say no its not too late. But your not suppose to do it twice. Instead just do a regular ritual to Satan and ask him for guidance. And you should start doing daily yoga and meditation. You could also participate in our group rituals.

On Feb 28, 2015 7:47 PM, "taylorhoward34@... [HellsArmy666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I made the decision to dedicate myself to Father about 3 years ago. But since then, I regret to say I have basically been the worst Satanist ever. like really. I got so caught up in little petty things and strayed away, I let the enemy get into my head and I regret it profusely.
I want to redo the dedication ritual, but if it's not recommended or if it shouldn't be done twice I will not. I just feel like I have to make up for my lack of effort and the way I have not stayed on this path all this time. Father says He will never abandon us but I feel like it may be too late for me and I have ruined my relationship with Him... any thoughts you guys?

 

[Vib Triple]

The issue is not Father Satan. The issue is not even your dedication. The real issue is that you have a limited amount of time on this earth in this incarnation (body of flesh and blood). 
Sure, once you transcend the body there is no time, but the body is here as a vehicle for the evolution of the spirit to transcend matter and the curse of gravity by which you are currently bound quite effectively (sounds like your negative Earth element side needs some balancing). So in other words, Satan has not lost anything because you did not do the work. But you have lost time to work on your own spiritual evolution. In other words, there was definitely a lack of self respect.
If you wanna stay on this planet and keep incarnating with the Muslims, Jews and Christians, then keep up the lack of effort!



On Sunday, March 1, 2015 1:47 AM, "taylorhoward34@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I made the decision to dedicate myself to Father about 3 years ago. But since then, I regret to say I have basically been the worst Satanist ever. like really. I got so caught up in little petty things and strayed away, I let the enemy get into my head and I regret it profusely.
I want to redo the dedication ritual, but if it's not recommended or if it shouldn't be done twice I will not. I just feel like I have to make up for my lack of effort and the way I have not stayed on this path all this time. Father says He will never abandon us but I feel like it may be too late for me and I have ruined my relationship with Him... any thoughts you guys?

 

[the_fire_starter666]

@Vib Triple:"Sure, once you transcend the body there is no time, but the body is here as a vehicle for the evolution of the spirit to transcend matter and the curse of gravity by which you are currently bound quite effectively"
No, not at all. If you read the site and the posts in this group, Spiritual Satanism is about reaching physical immortality together with spiritual powers. It's not about losing the body, but quite the other way around, making it impossible to lose. The physical body is as important in Spiritual Satanism as your soul or spirit, you can't progress spiritually without a physical body and it will be very boring without it. You pretty much can do nothing without a physical body.
Make sure you read this post by HP Maxine, it explains that the magnum Opus, which is the ultimate working in Spiritual Satanism, is about becoming immortal physically as well as reversing aging and becoming free of diseases:
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ages/31545

 

[Steven Black]

If You don't come back, You have "ruined" it. And the adversary wins.

On Saturday, February 28, 2015 6:48 PM, "taylorhoward34@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I made the decision to dedicate myself to Father about 3 years ago. But since then, I regret to say I have basically been the worst Satanist ever. like really. I got so caught up in little petty things and strayed away, I let the enemy get into my head and I regret it profusely.
I want to redo the dedication ritual, but if it's not recommended or if it shouldn't be done twice I will not. I just feel like I have to make up for my lack of effort and the way I have not stayed on this path all this time. Father says He will never abandon us but I feel like it may be too late for me and I have ruined my relationship with Him... any thoughts you guys?