Is is normal to get horny in a ritual?

[One Wire Phenomenon]

I did my very first RTR
I was half way there then Maxine voice turned me on it was almost like dancing my voice and her voice were in resonance and thats when i got Very very lusty.i could not control myself
I feel like a new human but im having guilt.
I hope i did not fuckup the ritual..
Must i do it agian ?
I want to say im sorry but i doent know if its surpous to be like that ???

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

A large percentage of the soul is made of sexual type energies. Doing the RTR, and also doing other kinds of meditations and yoga, remove blockages from your body/soul and allow more of your soul's energies to flow through you. And some of these energies are sexual, so that can increase too. All of this is normal and healthy.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I did my very first RTR
I was half way there then Maxine voice turned me on it was almost like dancing my voice and her voice were in resonance and thats when i got Very very lusty.i could not control myself
I feel like a new human but im having guilt.
I hope i did not fuckup the ritual..
Must i do it agian ?
I want to say im sorry but i doent know if its surpous to be like that ???

No you didn't mess up nothing to feel bad about but you should do it again every single day multiple times if you like even.

 

[Sundara]

I did my very first RTR
I was half way there then Maxine voice turned me on it was almost like dancing my voice and her voice were in resonance and thats when i got Very very lusty.i could not control myself
I feel like a new human but im having guilt.
I hope i did not fuckup the ritual..
Must i do it agian ?
I want to say im sorry but i doent know if its surpous to be like that ???

Don’t feel guilty, let your feels flow through and out. Guilt may come from a religious background or some other shitty experiences. If you suppress yourself too much you may misinterpret feelings occasionally, even if not misinterpreted it’s no big deal and you don’t have to repeat any rituals.

I actually made a lot of similar mistakes that were very distracting from the Gods and rituals early on. I way overemphasized my own thoughts and fleeting feelings of any form. The more suppression the more out of line the intrusive thoughts become that don’t even hold place in your own genuine feelings. Any doubts that I’d felt or any feelings and thoughts that weren’t completely in line, I’d get completely devastated over in not wanting to be disrespectful and this was awful. You should honor all of your emotions and love them as they are because they’re you and they hold the key to spiritual power and health. Things like fear, guilt, doubt, they’re misleading and tying into them is unhealthy. I even use to feel guilty about feeling guilty, because I knew that guilt was wrong and then I’d just beat myself up over it. Just let yourself be free and happy.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Thanx guys for helping me understand
I appreciate it