is any of this normal?

[grauer_hans]

so I started basic power meditation not that long ago. nothing special - i just did what i was told at JoS.org...and I'm starting to see funny lights around people's heads.

1) I first began to notice this at school. With no prior expectation of doing able to do so, i began notice strange halos around peoples heads against a white or black surface under medium light. if i look not directly at it but at something nearby, i can see it real clear with my peripheral vision. it looks like a white mist or cloud about 1-2 inches thick that follows an outline around peoples bodies but seems concentrated particularly around the head.


2) can psychic power run in families?? i discovered recently, completely by accident, that my brother can see auras and even sense which chakras are active in a person! (he says my heart and naval chakras are strong but the rest are weak...whatever the hell that means...)Also, i grew up with a mother who, although she was not occultist per say, always taught me about the power of the mind. As a kid i asked her once "is it possible to move things with the mind" to which she responded "yes, and so much more"

3)I have sensed since I was a child that something was wrong with the world, that was a "hidden" dimension to the universe that was being hidden from me, that there was a greater power. looking back, I went through a period of time recently where under pressure from xtian aquanitances who got wind of some of my...secret behaviors...I began to almost consider giving up on occultism...but there was always this small voice in the back of my mind that wouldnt give up saying "you know this is real. you know they just want to take your power, subvert you into being just another lifeless pawn in their cult...you know this power is real. use it!" My question is...is that father Satan speaking to me???

Is there a "demon" that has been following me around since my childhood, preparing me to accept a greater destiny that i could never have imagined before?

 

[radzio_ss]

1) Well, xian halo is a corrupted allegory for the risen Serpent. But seeing lights probably shows that you are opening your astral vision.

2) Yes, psychic tendencies run in families. This is the reason why the xian inquisition murdered even innocent two year old babies down to the third generation of the witch's offspring, as they inherited those abilities.

3) You were probably a Satanist in the past life. You will have to find out that one on your own, but if one was of Satan, that person will be attracted to Satanism.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "grauer_hans" <anakinskywalker629@... wrote:

so I started basic power meditation not that long ago. nothing special - i just did what i was told at JoS.org...and I'm starting to see funny lights around people's heads.

1) I first began to notice this at school. With no prior expectation of doing able to do so, i began notice strange halos around peoples heads against a white or black surface under medium light. if i look not directly at it but at something nearby, i can see it real clear with my peripheral vision. it looks like a white mist or cloud about 1-2 inches thick that follows an outline around peoples bodies but seems concentrated particularly around the head.


2) can psychic power run in families?? i discovered recently, completely by accident, that my brother can see auras and even sense which chakras are active in a person! (he says my heart and naval chakras are strong but the rest are weak...whatever the hell that means...)Also, i grew up with a mother who, although she was not occultist per say, always taught me about the power of the mind. As a kid i asked her once "is it possible to move things with the mind" to which she responded "yes, and so much more"

3)I have sensed since I was a child that something was wrong with the world, that was a "hidden" dimension to the universe that was being hidden from me, that there was a greater power. looking back, I went through a period of time recently where under pressure from xtian aquanitances who got wind of some of my...secret behaviors...I began to almost consider giving up on occultism...but there was always this small voice in the back of my mind that wouldnt give up saying "you know this is real. you know they just want to take your power, subvert you into being just another lifeless pawn in their cult...you know this power is real. use it!" My question is...is that father Satan speaking to me???

Is there a "demon" that has been following me around since my childhood, preparing me to accept a greater destiny that i could never have imagined before?

 

[spencerlfa]

If you opened your 3rd eye I guess you are seeing auras, or atleast the beggining of it. Keep working on it to improve your clairvoyance.

I think everyone that takes part of SS has had that little voice on their head, saying the world couldn't be just what we saw in the TV. Welcome to the club!

If you dedicated already it's possible to feel the presence on Satan.

AVE SATANAS AND THE GODS OF DUAT

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "grauer_hans" <anakinskywalker629@... wrote:

so I started basic power meditation not that long ago. nothing special - i just did what i was told at JoS.org...and I'm starting to see funny lights around people's heads.

1) I first began to notice this at school. With no prior expectation of doing able to do so, i began notice strange halos around peoples heads against a white or black surface under medium light. if i look not directly at it but at something nearby, i can see it real clear with my peripheral vision. it looks like a white mist or cloud about 1-2 inches thick that follows an outline around peoples bodies but seems concentrated particularly around the head.


2) can psychic power run in families?? i discovered recently, completely by accident, that my brother can see auras and even sense which chakras are active in a person! (he says my heart and naval chakras are strong but the rest are weak...whatever the hell that means...)Also, i grew up with a mother who, although she was not occultist per say, always taught me about the power of the mind. As a kid i asked her once "is it possible to move things with the mind" to which she responded "yes, and so much more"

3)I have sensed since I was a child that something was wrong with the world, that was a "hidden" dimension to the universe that was being hidden from me, that there was a greater power. looking back, I went through a period of time recently where under pressure from xtian aquanitances who got wind of some of my...secret behaviors...I began to almost consider giving up on occultism...but there was always this small voice in the back of my mind that wouldnt give up saying "you know this is real. you know they just want to take your power, subvert you into being just another lifeless pawn in their cult...you know this power is real. use it!" My question is...is that father Satan speaking to me???

Is there a "demon" that has been following me around since my childhood, preparing me to accept a greater destiny that i could never have imagined before?

 

[Anakin Skywalker]

**Celebration dance moves!**
  SERIOUSLY?!!! AWESOME!!!     I dont approve of Anton Lavey anymore than you do, but I know that Zeena Schreck, who defected from the church of Satan and who hates it as much as you do, has said during multiple televised interviews that she does not beleive in such things as "redemption" or "conversion" and that Satanists are BORN, not MADE. All my life people have gotten down on me for actually wanting to retaliate against somebody for hurting or abusing me, for example. whereas i was taught to simply be passive and tolerate all manner of abuse and to submit to authority, even if it was unjust. There was always a part of me that said "fuck you! I'll NEVER abuse somebody for no reason, but if you strike my cheek for no reason I wont turn my other one, I will SMASH YOU ON YOURS!!"  I have always believed, and been criticized for beleiving in, goodness to those who deserve it instead of compassion wasted on ingrates. I have always sensed that my mind was more powerful than I could imagine and hated this mindless clusterfuck about "trust in daaa loooord" (who never does anythign anyway) that was pounded relentlessly into my skull when i mistakely chose to become an xtian cuz i was afraid of hell.     Just curious though...is their any connection between the royal bloodlines of Europe and psychic powers? Because<em> I shit you not</em> although i've lived in the USA my whole life, as have my imediate ancestors, I trace my lineage back to European royalty.

 

[Lamont Green]

I can relate, my great great grandfather was a bastardly child to charles ii.
Hail Satan!

On Nov 2, 2012 4:27 PM, "Anakin Skywalker" <anakinskywalker629@... wrote:

**Celebration dance moves!**
  SERIOUSLY?!!! AWESOME!!!     I dont approve of Anton Lavey anymore than you do, but I know that Zeena Schreck, who defected from the church of Satan and who hates it as much as you do, has said during multiple televised interviews that she does not beleive in such things as "redemption" or "conversion" and that Satanists are BORN, not MADE. All my life people have gotten down on me for actually wanting to retaliate against somebody for hurting or abusing me, for example. whereas i was taught to simply be passive and tolerate all manner of abuse and to submit to authority, even if it was unjust. There was always a part of me that said "fuck you! I'll NEVER abuse somebody for no reason, but if you strike my cheek for no reason I wont turn my other one, I will SMASH YOU ON YOURS!!"  I have always believed, and been criticized for beleiving in, goodness to those who deserve it instead of compassion wasted on ingrates. I have always sensed that my mind was more powerful than I could imagine and hated this mindless clusterfuck about "trust in daaa loooord" (who never does anythign anyway) that was pounded relentlessly into my skull when i mistakely chose to become an xtian cuz i was afraid of hell.     Just curious though...is their any connection between the royal bloodlines of Europe and psychic powers? Because<em> I shit you not</em> although i've lived in the USA my whole life, as have my imediate ancestors, I trace my lineage back to European royalty.