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Hello, All,
I am new to this group, and Satanism in general. I am finishing reading the website and already started on the beginners meditations.
Before I dedicate myself, I wanted to make sure I am strong enough at meditation to make sure that I can handle the infiltrators because I see what they have done to me so far, and I know they will get much stronger once they see I joined Satanism. I actually had to tell my angels to get away from me recently because their presence made me confused and lost even though they acted like they were trying to help me. If I insisted on them helping me they would give me really sound advice, but I would have to get stern and really mad. So I knew something was not right.
I have been a medium (partially psychic) my entire life. I am an empath, with major intuitive abilities. The website really resonates with me. I feel lots of positive energy when I read it. I also feel that all of Satan's values are the very values I had my entire life. I am super righteous, very just, and very strict about respect, free will, human potential maximization, etc. I have always been the friend to people that they would come to for empowerment, talk therapy even though I am not a licensed therapist, and during any emergency. Unfortunately, that is the only time friends come around. Otherwise, they go off acting all too human and do not include me because I am too grounded for them and come off as to strict. So sometimes life gets lonely. But when shit hits the fan I get a call at 2 am even though they have not spoken to me in 6 months and need advice in that very moment. I do take that as a compliment though- I know better than not too.
So anyways, I actually found that everything Satanism stands for is EXACTLY what I stood for my entire life, and have gained a reputation for being as (minus the satanist part
But as any empath, introvert, and of the philosopher type, I do my research as time permits. I have read 90% of the site, and will finish soon, but like I said, I started the meditations already. I want to make sure that I UNDERSTAND what my duties of reciprocity are and that I am able to carry them out. I also want to make sure I have a schedule in place of where I want to be in the future with Satanism, and the steps necessary to get there so that I start fully prepared and informed, not only out of respect for Satan, and me also, but also to protect myself and act upon my values with integrity.
In the mean time, I noticed that the link to power words is broken. I have learned about power words before from a teacher but they would not tell me what they were. Does any one know what they are, and if so, may you please respond to me- I would really appreciate it. And believe me, when someone shows any positive energy to me, I am naturally wired to reciprocate with positive energy back. That is just how I have been since I could remember which is back to infancy. I am huge on reciprocity (really huge).
Thank you to all who took the time to read by rather lengthy email, and I look forward to hearing from you.
Take care,
Julia
I am new to this group, and Satanism in general. I am finishing reading the website and already started on the beginners meditations.
Before I dedicate myself, I wanted to make sure I am strong enough at meditation to make sure that I can handle the infiltrators because I see what they have done to me so far, and I know they will get much stronger once they see I joined Satanism. I actually had to tell my angels to get away from me recently because their presence made me confused and lost even though they acted like they were trying to help me. If I insisted on them helping me they would give me really sound advice, but I would have to get stern and really mad. So I knew something was not right.
I have been a medium (partially psychic) my entire life. I am an empath, with major intuitive abilities. The website really resonates with me. I feel lots of positive energy when I read it. I also feel that all of Satan's values are the very values I had my entire life. I am super righteous, very just, and very strict about respect, free will, human potential maximization, etc. I have always been the friend to people that they would come to for empowerment, talk therapy even though I am not a licensed therapist, and during any emergency. Unfortunately, that is the only time friends come around. Otherwise, they go off acting all too human and do not include me because I am too grounded for them and come off as to strict. So sometimes life gets lonely. But when shit hits the fan I get a call at 2 am even though they have not spoken to me in 6 months and need advice in that very moment. I do take that as a compliment though- I know better than not too.
So anyways, I actually found that everything Satanism stands for is EXACTLY what I stood for my entire life, and have gained a reputation for being as (minus the satanist part
But as any empath, introvert, and of the philosopher type, I do my research as time permits. I have read 90% of the site, and will finish soon, but like I said, I started the meditations already. I want to make sure that I UNDERSTAND what my duties of reciprocity are and that I am able to carry them out. I also want to make sure I have a schedule in place of where I want to be in the future with Satanism, and the steps necessary to get there so that I start fully prepared and informed, not only out of respect for Satan, and me also, but also to protect myself and act upon my values with integrity.
In the mean time, I noticed that the link to power words is broken. I have learned about power words before from a teacher but they would not tell me what they were. Does any one know what they are, and if so, may you please respond to me- I would really appreciate it. And believe me, when someone shows any positive energy to me, I am naturally wired to reciprocate with positive energy back. That is just how I have been since I could remember which is back to infancy. I am huge on reciprocity (really huge).
Thank you to all who took the time to read by rather lengthy email, and I look forward to hearing from you.
Take care,
Julia
