Initiation Ritual/Ceremony help

[jadakissmagic666]

Hello I just had my Initiation ritual. I am very excited about my new life and the positive changes that I have experienced since I have found "JOS" and to say the least they have been beyond words. Ever since I discovered "JOS" I felt like I found the home I have been searching for all my life after countless attempts in the so called "occult". I wanted to educate myself to the fullest and prepare myself as much as possible before fully initiating myself even though I felt I have been initiated already on the astral level like described for teens who have issues at home and can't have an official ritual. I have already developed psychic senses from meditating, telekinesis, clairvoyance, and other experiences and felt our father in my heart from the very beginning in finding "JOS". To better prepare I have done several power meditations and read everything on "JOS" except a few sermons. After reading several sermons tonight I read one that said "do not wait" and I realized tonight was the night I wanted to be fully initiated. So I did the ritual but as I was pricking myself to sign with blood I was overwhelmed with tremendous nausea then realizing I had eaten a large meal about an hour before which isnt really that good for trying to make yourself bleed. I couldn't get myself to bleed enough for the signature due to the nausea so I decided to sign it in ink and then burn the paper since I didn't see the reason to wait any longer to get officially started. I was concerned that I "voided" my initiation because I didn't have it in me to fully bleed however I felt the warm presence of father that he understood and I could hear "it worked". I know I should be fully confident in my initiation however I just wanted to hear from anyone else that could possibly give me some insight to whether or not it was a full initiation because I know its best not to do these types of things more then once because once is all it takes and knowing in your heart your true intentions. I am confident I'm just wondering if anyone has heard or gone through something similar or has any advice thanks!

 

[Poncho]

It don't matter how much blood .our father understands and it's what you felt in the heart while you were burning it and did it .I have 3days now myself I commited to our father and I have been meditating and and done alot of the meditations and I been doing it more often and more now it feels great   HAIL SATANAMA OUR FATHER 

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On Nov 10, 2013, at 7:38 PM, "jadakissmagic666" <jadakissmagic666@... wrote:

  Hello I just had my Initiation ritual. I am very excited about my new life and the positive changes that I have experienced since I have found "JOS" and to say the least they have been beyond words. Ever since I discovered "JOS" I felt like I found the home I have been searching for all my life after countless attempts in the so called "occult". I wanted to educate myself to the fullest and prepare myself as much as possible before fully initiating myself even though I felt I have been initiated already on the astral level like described for teens who have issues at home and can't have an official ritual. I have already developed psychic senses from meditating, telekinesis, clairvoyance, and other experiences and felt our father in my heart from the very beginning in finding "JOS". To better prepare I have done several power meditations and read everything on "JOS" except a few sermons. After reading several sermons tonight I read one that said "do not wait" and I realized tonight was the night I wanted to be fully initiated. So I did the ritual but as I was pricking myself to sign with blood I was overwhelmed with tremendous nausea then realizing I had eaten a large meal about an hour before which isnt really that good for trying to make yourself bleed. I couldn't get myself to bleed enough for the signature due to the nausea so I decided to sign it in ink and then burn the paper since I didn't see the reason to wait any longer to get officially started. I was concerned that I "voided" my initiation because I didn't have it in me to fully bleed however I felt the warm presence of father that he understood and I could hear "it worked". I know I should be fully confident in my initiation however I just wanted to hear from anyone else that could possibly give me some insight to whether or not it was a full initiation because I know its best not to do these types of things more then once because once is all it takes and knowing in your heart your true intentions. I am confident I'm just wondering if anyone has heard or gone through something similar or has any advice thanks!

 

[James Makela]

As long as you got at least a drop of blood on the paper then it worked if you didn't get any blood on the paper then it's not valid.

Hail Satan!

On Nov 10, 2013, at 7:38 PM, "jadakissmagic666" <jadakissmagic666@... wrote:

Hello I just had my Initiation ritual. I am very excited about my new life and the positive changes that I have experienced since I have found "JOS" and to say the least they have been beyond words. Ever since I discovered "JOS" I felt like I found the home I have been searching for all my life after countless attempts in the so called "occult". I wanted to educate myself to the fullest and prepare myself as much as possible before fully initiating myself even though I felt I have been initiated already on the astral level like described for teens who have issues at home and can't have an official ritual. I have already developed psychic senses from meditating, telekinesis, clairvoyance, and other experiences and felt our father in my heart from the very beginning in finding "JOS". To better prepare I have done several power meditations and read everything on "JOS" except a few sermons. After reading several sermons tonight I read one that said "do not wait" and I realized tonight was the night I wanted to be fully initiated. So I did the ritual but as I was pricking myself to sign with blood I was overwhelmed with tremendous nausea then realizing I had eaten a large meal about an hour before which isnt really that good for trying to make yourself bleed. I couldn't get myself to bleed enough for the signature due to the nausea so I decided to sign it in ink and then burn the paper since I didn't see the reason to wait any longer to get officially started. I was concerned that I "voided" my initiation because I didn't have it in me to fully bleed however I felt the warm presence of father that he understood and I could hear "it worked". I know I should be fully confident in my initiation however I just wanted to hear from anyone else that could possibly give me some insight to whether or not it was a full initiation because I know its best not to do these types of things more then once because once is all it takes and knowing in your heart your true intentions. I am confident I'm just wondering if anyone has heard or gone through something similar or has any advice thanks!



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