Info For Captain Alex Tank!

[Eugene Sp]

Hello my forever friend! I was wondering how you were & where you've been & how the competition with "Track and Field" has been going for you. In your last email, you said, "I let my team down because I wasn't fast enough." Now Captain, you've got to change that type of (negative) thinking; because it only plants the seed for the next race or whatever you are facing in life. What if Father Satan had said, "I let my team down because I wasn't strong enough" (after the battle). What do you think the team (the Demons/Demonesses) would have thought of Him? No, Father didn't even let that thought enter His mind! He set the proper example for the team & "us!" Together we are all united and we are strong & we are going to win "The Big Race!" Take comfort that Father knows how you feel--he's been there & done that--but never again will we lose! Marquis MARCHOSIAS is a warrior! Looking at her picture do you get the feeling she blames herself (or anyone else)? NO,
she is proud & she wants you to be a warrior with her. You also said that it was difficult to see your rivals get their medals. It happens my friend--let that be the fuel that will enable you to excell the next time. Spiritual Satanism is "The Left Hand Path!" It's all about taking the energy within & (outside ourselves) and manipulating it to work for us. It's not an easy path my friend, but knowing what I know to be true, I would never ever go back into the world to be of the "plastic people!" They can have their "jew up a stick!" I know how you feel about the human race--I'm right there with you. I've had a very difficult life too & I've had to work very, very hard to be where I am (SS). There's no one & nothing that's going to take that from me! I don't have much--materially, but with this Path, I have everything!!! Regarding your dream, I believe it's a premonition that things are about to get much better for you. I am thinking to move East later
this year; (not New Orleans), but I do need to visit with my family there: I haven't seen them for three years now. There is a possibility I'll be in Florida on personal business at that time. If things come together, we might get to meet each other. I don't know where I will move to as of yet though. You asked if I had anything to tell you. Yes, I do. There are two things I need to tell you & one question to ask. I want you to know that Marquis MARCHOSIAS knows that you appreciate Her & that She's aware of & with you more often than you realize. (Print Her picture out & meditate on it. Her picture is at the "image" link under Her sigil link.) The last time I communicated with Her using the pendulum, your name came up on a couple of the questions! She's in your corner & got your back--She's with you always! The other thing I am to tell you is that you should study all you can about the "Cheetah!" There's more to it than about it's speed & winning races!
By studying this animal, some things are suppose to come to you (knowledge--strategy--tactics, etc.). I'm only to pass this info to you. I don't know what it's about. Now the question I want to ask might sound strange, but it came to me to ask you, so please do not take offense. Does "Sancti Spiritus, Cuba" mean anything to you or your family? In closing, it's always good to hear from you Alex. Keep in contact. If I don't answer an email after a day or two, it means I haven't received it. You've yet to tell me of your plans after graduation. Ok my friend. Dark Blessings to you. Hail to Lady Marquis MARCHOSIAS & to Mother Lilith, the Demons/Demonesses of Father & Hail SATAN!!! friend jene.

 

[Eugene Sp]

Hello Alex. I have not forgotten you. I've had you on my mind quite a bit; just been busy these days--I added a few meditations to my daily routine. It's always great to hear from you. Sounds like your confidence is stronger these days, as you were not as anxious at the race on March 1st. Regarding your mile time being at 5:02 instead of the previous 4:54, that's only an 8 second difference! You will not only make that up, but do even better very soon! My possible business trip to Florida later this year would only include myself, as I am only visiting family in New Orleans for an extended stay. When I was younger, I traveled all over Florida. I like the East Coast side of the State the most--the Atlantic Ocean is so beautiful. I've been close to where you live! What are your favorite places to hang out, have fun & spend time? Do you have a favorite restaurant there you enjoy the most? The food is so good down there, especially the seafood. Regarding
college, have you possibly considered attending a junior college the first two years, then transferring to get your Bachelor's Degree? This would be much less expensive & I'm sure there are some track & field scholarships available. Also, you seem to me that you'd be great at debating, as you stated that you like to challenge xians with "deeply probing questions." There might be scholarships in this activity as well. What are your plans for living arrangements (dorm vs apt)? Sorry for so many questions, I'm just interested in your plans as well as those for the summer. I understand that you like the Performing Arts. My youngest child (a daughter from a previous marriage) who is in college, just finished a play in Los Angeles as the "lead" character. She's been in quite a number of productions on stage & backstage (lighting, director, etc.). At first, she was thinking to major in Theatre, but now is considering Communications with an interest in expose'
documentaries. You mentioned that you enjoy drawing. Have you printed out Lady Marquis MARCHOSIAS' picture (not the sigil), and tried to sketch her picture (the one where she's holding the sword)? Doing so would strengthen your bond with her, increase the bioelectricity connection, & subconsciously, it would deepen the telepathic link between the two of you! Give it a try! Yes, I always want to know whatever is on your mind. You have become a true friend to me Alex, and if there is anything I can ever do for you, please ask & I will definitely be there for you. As the Ministry has said, many Spiritual Satanists are closer to each other than they are with their own families! I wish I could come to your graduation, but I feel that we will see each other later this year. As for myself, it's just me & my two cats. When I move, I want to take them with me, but that might depend on how far I move; I haven't decided yet. For a number of years, I was a private
math tutor. I enjoyed mentoring pre-teens/teens. A number of my students went on to receive full four year scholarships at universities. What really thrilled me was to lecture "math intensives" during the summer when I could teach an entire course in "two weeks (4hrs weekdays for 2 weeks)!" I enjoy writing essays--the kind that make people stop & think!!! I've also worked in Hospice & was a "vigil sitter," (where you attend bedside comforting someone during their final hours of life, staying with them until they pass away). On a different note, I read Tarot cards & until recently, I played Poker at the local community center. Poker involves strategy & psychology & time. I had to let it go for now as it was interfering with my meditation & SS studies. (I wasn't addicted to it, but as a serious player, one has to play a lot of hands (practice). One of the last hands I won with was with the almost impossible "Royal Flush!" Maybe again one day! You wanted
to know a little about me, so I hope this helps. Please try to answer back the questions I asked you. Take care my forever friend & please keep in touch. Dark Blessings & the greatest success in all of your dreams. Hail to all the Demons/Demonesses of Father, Hail Mother Lilith, Hail Marquis MARCHOSIAS, & Hail Father SATAN!!! friend jene.