hiimcordell2
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I believe everything. Or at least I thought I did. Everything I've read about satanism and correlated to history makes sense, but I don't know how to prove it to myself that this is all real. I don't want to question it, but I can't help it. I need to believe in something I know is real, but I don't know how to erase the doubt. What do I have to do to experience some solid phenomena?
Christianity is just completely unintelligent. Satanism seems legitimate, and seems to be based on fact. But I cannot commit to something without a prior experience to back up everything I have read. I've tried the meditations, but as a procrastinator I didn't have the self discipline to meditate regularly for more than a week. I would be able to if I made even the slightest progress. But I have experienced nothing.
Christianity is just completely unintelligent. Satanism seems legitimate, and seems to be based on fact. But I cannot commit to something without a prior experience to back up everything I have read. I've tried the meditations, but as a procrastinator I didn't have the self discipline to meditate regularly for more than a week. I would be able to if I made even the slightest progress. But I have experienced nothing.