in a strange situation

[mikeostricher]

I come from a fundie background. my parents are both very active and teach sunday school. I questioned many of the things that the xian church was doing. Because of this I began searching for the truth. I dedicated myself to Father a few weeks ago.

The main problem is that I am not totally sure what I should do. My fiancé is a pastor's daughter, and I am still at a bible college. I want to leave, but that would mean being disowned by my family and losing my fiancé.

I know there are no mediators in Satanism, but am just looking for some advice.

Any guidance would be appreciated
Hail Satan!!!

 

[Dino Dizdarevic]

I can't tell you what to do exactly, you know yourself the best. BUT, if your fiance can't accept the fact that you are not xian, then does she really deserves to be your fiance? my girlfriend, with who i am 2 years in a relationship now, is a muslim, and she was pretty much shocked when i told her that i am a Satanist, but after i explained her everything, she respects my religion now and even had little interest back then. As for your family, i don't know ... Family is always a problem when that comes in mind; tell them that you are an atheist, not a Satanist? my parents would freak out aswell if they knew i am a Satanist, but most parents are old-fashioned and they simply can't understand some things, so don't bother. I am just saying that about your fiance, so you don't fuck up your life. If you decide to carry on with SS, which you will i suppose since you dedicated, do you know how hard it will be to do rituals and meditations while living with your fiance?? think about that. If someone had problem with me being Satanist, well he might aswell never talk to me again, i don't care, because those are ignorant and do not really care about us. Even when someone says that he doesn't want to know anything about Satanism, and doesn't want to talk with you about that, but still wants to be your friend, that is ok, because some are too much indoctrinated with xian and jewish lies that they are scared to see the truth.
HAIL SATAN!!
From: mikeostricher <mikeostricher@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, April 8, 2013 5:15 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] in a strange situation

  I come from a fundie background. my parents are both very active and teach sunday school. I questioned many of the things that the xian church was doing. Because of this I began searching for the truth. I dedicated myself to Father a few weeks ago.

The main problem is that I am not totally sure what I should do. My fiancé is a pastor's daughter, and I am still at a bible college. I want to leave, but that would mean being disowned by my family and losing my fiancé.

I know there are no mediators in Satanism, but am just looking for some advice.

Any guidance would be appreciated
Hail Satan!!!

 

[Light Yagami]

I believe that firstly you should talk to Satan. Don't be afraid to ask of His help. Personally He has helped me many times, and in times that I was rather desperate and didn't know what was going to happen Satan was there for me. Of course this will not always happen, as we learn to empower ourselves and be able to extinguish each obstacle that may stand in our way.So, I really believe you should talk to Satan about those problems/obstacles of yours and ask Him for a sign.. or for His help.. He listens, believe me.
Secondly, your fiancée... is she making you happy? For all I know, as soon as you start empowering yourself greatly you will be able to sense when the others are having too much "negative" energy on them (I mean the enemy's energy and by praying, going to churches etc, the enemy is literally "feeding" on them) and this will bother you.I think you should make a decision, or at least I think I would if I were in your place. You should start a plan in order to escape that place because it does you no good... (sorry if I'm harsh, this is just my own opinion)
Απο: mikeostricher <mikeostricher@...
Προς: [email protected]
Στάλθηκε: 6:15 μ.μ. Δευτέρα, 8 Απριλίου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] in a strange situation

  I come from a fundie background. my parents are both very active and teach sunday school. I questioned many of the things that the xian church was doing. Because of this I began searching for the truth. I dedicated myself to Father a few weeks ago.

The main problem is that I am not totally sure what I should do. My fiancé is a pastor's daughter, and I am still at a bible college. I want to leave, but that would mean being disowned by my family and losing my fiancé.

I know there are no mediators in Satanism, but am just looking for some advice.

Any guidance would be appreciated
Hail Satan!!!

 

[Allison P]

First off, welcome to the family Brother! As to your problem,
well...it is hard to counsel you on this matter. It's your life, and
you yourself will be able to determine the best course, ultimately.
However, I agree with Light on this one. Talk to Father; you don't
have to do a formal ritual if you don't want, or cannot because of
privacy issues. Just talk to him in your mind, and ask him what you
ought to do. Father Satan knows us, and he knows what is truly best
for us, because he is the one who sees far. Perhaps this bible college
thing could even be used to your own advantage, somehow. Look at it
this way...you will, through this, possess an intimate knowledge of
their methods and ways of indoctrination. You will have a great
understanding of their mentality and suchlike. Personally, I would
never stay at such an institution, but I know with fundy, maniacal
parents, leaving is doubtless easier said than done in your case. But
why don't you ask Father what you ought to do, and just be open to
answers from him. Oftentimes, answers from the Gods do not come in the
ways we expect. And, in the meantime, just do the best you can with
meditations and empowering your soul, so you can eventually be free! I
wish you the best of success, whatever may happen! Hail Father Satan
always! Hail Lord Andras!

On 4/9/13, Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@... wrote:
I believe that firstly you should talk to Satan.
Don't be afraid to ask of His help. Personally He has helped me many times,
and in times that I was rather desperate and didn't know what was going to
happen Satan was there for me. Of course this will not always happen, as we
learn to empower ourselves and be able to extinguish each obstacle that may
stand in our way.
So, I really believe you should talk to Satan about those problems/obstacles
of yours and ask Him for a sign.. or for His help.. He listens, believe me.


Secondly, your fiancée... is she making you happy? For all I know, as soon
as you start empowering yourself greatly you will be able to sense when the
others are having too much "negative" energy on them (I mean the enemy's
energy and by praying, going to churches etc, the enemy is literally
"feeding" on them) and this will bother you.
I think you should make a decision, or at least I think I would if I were in
your place. You should start a plan in order to escape that place because it
does you no good... (sorry if I'm harsh, this is just my own opinion)


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Στάλθηκε: 6:15 μ.μ. Δευτέρα, 8 Απριλίου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] in a strange situation



I come from a fundie background. my parents are both very active and teach
sunday school. I questioned many of the things that the xian church was
doing. Because of this I began searching for the truth. I dedicated myself
to Father a few weeks ago.

The main problem is that I am not totally sure what I should do. My fiancé
is a pastor's daughter, and I am still at a bible college. I want to leave,
but that would mean being disowned by my family and losing my fiancé.

I know there are no mediators in Satanism, but am just looking for some
advice.

Any guidance would be appreciated
Hail Satan!!!