importance of the SHIELD paid off last night!

[firebird894]

I never and I mean NEVER wake up from a deep sleep in the night, once I'm out I'm out till someone turns a fire hose on me the next morning! Well you get the idea I am a deep sleeper.

The only times I have woken up like that my mother was sick, or something was going to catch fire. I woke up like this last year and couldn't work out why thought maybe it was a dream. I sat up and then my heater just turned itself on and had I been asleep could have easily started a fire. So last night I was thinking ok whats wrong... summer so no heaters I thought something is wrong. I couldn't get up right away I felt very heavy and then this awfull feeling came over me that I was being stared at intensly. I knew it wouldn't be anything from Satan or the demons because he just wouldn't do that he has done nothing to frighten me or wake me out of a deep sleep like that and if he or a demon did it would be for a good reason.

This felt off... I couldn't see anything and told myself I was imagining things but I just could not shake it. I turned all the the lights on and still felt it so I focussed on my shield I have been building each day and it paid off, whatever it was left and I was able to get back to sleep. So I could have imagined it I can't be certain but regardless it does no harm to work on protection. If it was something unhealthy it couldn't get at me.
I havn't had much trouble really so far since dedicating. Maybe because I have been more into my meditations and getting somewhere and talking about that prayer and ritual yesterday I don't know. My shield is gold... I imagine it as solid thick gold but it is invisible until something nasty hits it then it zaps it like an electric fence. I also imagine a white light within it surrounding me.

 

[Allison P]

Cool! Thanks for posting. Yes, the aura of protection is indeed
important. I've been working on strengthening my own shield. Hail
Father Satan!

On 2/23/12, firebird894 <firebird894@... wrote:
I never and I mean NEVER wake up from a deep sleep in the night, once I'm
out I'm out till someone turns a fire hose on me the next morning! Well you
get the idea I am a deep sleeper.

The only times I have woken up like that my mother was sick, or something
was going to catch fire. I woke up like this last year and couldn't work out
why thought maybe it was a dream. I sat up and then my heater just turned
itself on and had I been asleep could have easily started a fire. So last
night I was thinking ok whats wrong... summer so no heaters I thought
something is wrong. I couldn't get up right away I felt very heavy and then
this awfull feeling came over me that I was being stared at intensly. I knew
it wouldn't be anything from Satan or the demons because he just wouldn't do
that he has done nothing to frighten me or wake me out of a deep sleep like
that and if he or a demon did it would be for a good reason.

This felt off... I couldn't see anything and told myself I was imagining
things but I just could not shake it. I turned all the the lights on and
still felt it so I focussed on my shield I have been building each day and
it paid off, whatever it was left and I was able to get back to sleep. So I
could have imagined it I can't be certain but regardless it does no harm to
work on protection. If it was something unhealthy it couldn't get at me.
I havn't had much trouble really so far since dedicating. Maybe because I
have been more into my meditations and getting somewhere and talking about
that prayer and ritual yesterday I don't know. My shield is gold... I
imagine it as solid thick gold but it is invisible until something nasty
hits it then it zaps it like an electric fence. I also imagine a white light
within it surrounding me.

 

[firebird894]

The void meditations also and the stretching and stuff Ive been doing the power meds all of it. I was riding a horse today, new horse and had an incident my saddle slipped and the horse started going really fast, but my muscles were loose and stronger especially mid section and my mind stayed totally calm I didn't panic at all and managed to regain control and not fall off. The horse was also very calm with me. Had I not been doing this work on myself I could have had a very bad accident.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Cool! Thanks for posting. Yes, the aura of protection is indeed
important. I've been working on strengthening my own shield. Hail
Father Satan!

On 2/23/12, firebird894 <firebird894@... wrote:
I never and I mean NEVER wake up from a deep sleep in the night, once I'm
out I'm out till someone turns a fire hose on me the next morning! Well you
get the idea I am a deep sleeper.

The only times I have woken up like that my mother was sick, or something
was going to catch fire. I woke up like this last year and couldn't work out
why thought maybe it was a dream. I sat up and then my heater just turned
itself on and had I been asleep could have easily started a fire. So last
night I was thinking ok whats wrong... summer so no heaters I thought
something is wrong. I couldn't get up right away I felt very heavy and then
this awfull feeling came over me that I was being stared at intensly. I knew
it wouldn't be anything from Satan or the demons because he just wouldn't do
that he has done nothing to frighten me or wake me out of a deep sleep like
that and if he or a demon did it would be for a good reason.

This felt off... I couldn't see anything and told myself I was imagining
things but I just could not shake it. I turned all the the lights on and
still felt it so I focussed on my shield I have been building each day and
it paid off, whatever it was left and I was able to get back to sleep. So I
could have imagined it I can't be certain but regardless it does no harm to
work on protection. If it was something unhealthy it couldn't get at me.
I havn't had much trouble really so far since dedicating. Maybe because I
have been more into my meditations and getting somewhere and talking about
that prayer and ritual yesterday I don't know. My shield is gold... I
imagine it as solid thick gold but it is invisible until something nasty
hits it then it zaps it like an electric fence. I also imagine a white light
within it surrounding me.

 

[deadizbetter]

yes once you have the hang of using a shield, mental wall, fire or any such means to keep the filthy things away u should not have much problems. I still get the awareness when they are looking toward me but it has been years since they have been able to be in the same space as me . ---- and I know my little input isn't needed here but I just want to say I love having the group to help further my knowledge - it is so nice not to be completely alone in my experiences and have you all and these posts to reflect on

BETTERDEAD666

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@... wrote:

I never and I mean NEVER wake up from a deep sleep in the night, once I'm out I'm out till someone turns a fire hose on me the next morning! Well you get the idea I am a deep sleeper.

The only times I have woken up like that my mother was sick, or something was going to catch fire. I woke up like this last year and couldn't work out why thought maybe it was a dream. I sat up and then my heater just turned itself on and had I been asleep could have easily started a fire. So last night I was thinking ok whats wrong... summer so no heaters I thought something is wrong. I couldn't get up right away I felt very heavy and then this awfull feeling came over me that I was being stared at intensly. I knew it wouldn't be anything from Satan or the demons because he just wouldn't do that he has done nothing to frighten me or wake me out of a deep sleep like that and if he or a demon did it would be for a good reason.

This felt off... I couldn't see anything and told myself I was imagining things but I just could not shake it. I turned all the the lights on and still felt it so I focussed on my shield I have been building each day and it paid off, whatever it was left and I was able to get back to sleep. So I could have imagined it I can't be certain but regardless it does no harm to work on protection. If it was something unhealthy it couldn't get at me.
I havn't had much trouble really so far since dedicating. Maybe because I have been more into my meditations and getting somewhere and talking about that prayer and ritual yesterday I don't know. My shield is gold... I imagine it as solid thick gold but it is invisible until something nasty hits it then it zaps it like an electric fence. I also imagine a white light within it surrounding me.

 

[C Y]

I visualize my self in a very bright white golden sun, very bright. I use that visualization for empowering my aura.