I'm stuck with spirituality

[dignityofthefallen]

So it will be a 2 years since i'm dedicated satanist. But i was loosing the connection with spiritual realm, it begun 8months ago. Now, when i meditate i can't feel all these energies and my soul. I was more powerful, i had this spark inside of me. But i begun to be sceptic. I begun to see world through a science and now i am on the not good way to atheism. But i had contact with my guarian demon, even with satan. I feel that they left me and now the astral and magick realm is in some way closed for me. It started when i was getting even stronger. I've felt like super sayian sometimes, my energy was bursting through and out. And then, it started decreasing slowly until now. When nothing was left from that times. Now It's hard for me to feel energy. Back then it was easy and natural for me. I don't want to give up so i'm begging for advice.

 

[kinghenrythefowler]

What exact meditations did you do and when?

 

[Little Wolf1]

Keep up on meditating daily. It’s probably just your imagination (or enemy attack who knows). Satan dosen’t leave people unless they ask him to

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How long has it been since youve meditated on your chakra's, spinning and empowering them? if its been awhile try doing that, the necromonicon medittions are strong i would try thesehttp://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... tions.html

 

[jessica stonewhite]

You also might want to do the meditation for detachment unwanted entities and people from your aura as well

  So it will be a 2 years since i'm dedicated satanist. But i was loosing the connection with spiritual realm, it begun 8months ago. Now, when i meditate i can't feel all these energies and my soul. I was more powerful, i had this spark inside of me. But i begun to be sceptic. I begun to see world through a science and now i am on the not good way to atheism. But i had contact with my guarian demon, even with satan. I feel that they left me and now the astral and magick realm is in some way closed for me. It started when i was getting even stronger. I've felt like super sayian sometimes, my energy was bursting through and out. And then, it started decreasing slowly until now. When nothing was left from that times. Now It's hard for me to feel energy. Back then it was easy and natural for me. I don't want to give up so i'm begging for advice.

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[jessica stonewhite]

Are you currently meditating regularly? If not you should establish a routine again I can't find the link to the 40-day program but it starts out by cleaning out your chakras doing an order of protection I think five rounds of the foundation of breath of the foundation of breath a 2 minute void meditation twice a day then for 5 days builds up from there

  So it will be a 2 years since i'm dedicated satanist. But i was loosing the connection with spiritual realm, it begun 8months ago. Now, when i meditate i can't feel all these energies and my soul. I was more powerful, i had this spark inside of me. But i begun to be sceptic. I begun to see world through a science and now i am on the not good way to atheism. But i had contact with my guarian demon, even with satan. I feel that they left me and now the astral and magick realm is in some way closed for me. It started when i was getting even stronger. I've felt like super sayian sometimes, my energy was bursting through and out. And then, it started decreasing slowly until now. When nothing was left from that times. Now It's hard for me to feel energy. Back then it was easy and natural for me. I don't want to give up so i'm begging for advice.

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[Magus Immortalis]

http://web.archive.org/web/201503302044 ... stries.pdf


  Are you currently meditating regularly? If not you should establish a routine again I can't find the link to the 40-day program but it starts out by cleaning out your chakras doing an order of protection I think five rounds of the foundation of breath of the foundation of breath a 2 minute void meditation twice a day then for 5 days builds up from there

  So it will be a 2 years since i'm dedicated satanist. But i was loosing the connection with spiritual realm, it begun 8months ago. Now, when i meditate i can't feel all these energies and my soul. I was more powerful, i had this spark inside of me. But i begun to be sceptic. I begun to see world through a science and now i am on the not good way to atheism. But i had contact with my guarian demon, even with satan. I feel that they left me and now the astral and magick realm is in some way closed for me. It started when i was getting even stronger. I've felt like super sayian sometimes, my energy was bursting through and out. And then, it started decreasing slowly until now. When nothing was left from that times. Now It's hard for me to feel energy. Back then it was easy and natural for me. I don't want to give up so i'm begging for advice.

 

[dignityofthefallen]

I've opened all my chakras, then i've started to practice pranic tube techniques.

 

[dignityofthefallen]

Thanks for your answers, you've given me hope. I'm starting as fast as possible to regular meditations
Hail Satan, the true God and our liberator