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So, not too long ago I posted asking some questions about Satanism. I was very skeptical. I'm very happy to say that I've become one 
I've found so much joy in Satan in the past few days than in my entire life of being Christian.
I didn't follow the procedure with the paper and such word for word,
but it was basically the same, and I definately felt a presence.
See, I was tired of life never working out and having no one.
My boyfriend had just dumped me because of some things out of our hands and I was devastated (we had a really good relationship going, or so I thought)
I was tired of life being crap and was really depressed, and after I decided to give mylife to him I felt GREAT! Truly AMAZING.
And still do. A peace and joy nothing else has ever made me feel,
and I feel in control of my life for the first time.
Thanks to everybody here for answering my questions!
I still have so much to learn, but I know it'll all go just fine.
If anyone has any advice or anything for me, please, tell me!
Oh, and you make your own rituals right?
THere's not any certain ones to follow..
I mean I'm a bit confused on that,
I've been making my own (involving blood, candles, alter,
the closest i could come to a robe/cloak whatever ya wanna call it)
but like I said, it's only been three days so, I'm not exactly sure.
I've found so much joy in Satan in the past few days than in my entire life of being Christian.
I didn't follow the procedure with the paper and such word for word,
but it was basically the same, and I definately felt a presence.
See, I was tired of life never working out and having no one.
My boyfriend had just dumped me because of some things out of our hands and I was devastated (we had a really good relationship going, or so I thought)
I was tired of life being crap and was really depressed, and after I decided to give mylife to him I felt GREAT! Truly AMAZING.
And still do. A peace and joy nothing else has ever made me feel,
and I feel in control of my life for the first time.
Thanks to everybody here for answering my questions!
I still have so much to learn, but I know it'll all go just fine.
If anyone has any advice or anything for me, please, tell me!
Oh, and you make your own rituals right?
THere's not any certain ones to follow..
I mean I'm a bit confused on that,
I've been making my own (involving blood, candles, alter,
the closest i could come to a robe/cloak whatever ya wanna call it)
but like I said, it's only been three days so, I'm not exactly sure.