I had a severe depression strike me real hard lately as I got home real late from my parents and (stupidly) chose not to meditate that evening, which meant I didn't meditate that as I meditate adter 11pm at night. (Got home at 3am) sgortly after the enemy used this depression that struck the next morning to get everyone around me to put me into a mental hospital to 'recover'. With help of Father Satan as I was at work I would slightly isolate myself so I could vibrate his name into my soul while asking him and my GD to help me get out of there.
As soon as I got out, halfway through the time I was supposed to be there, I looked up a lot on the Yahoo group and the forum to find ways to heal my mental trouble and hang ups from a mentally abusive childhood leaving me with a lot of trouble and looking for ways to keep those who kept trying to force me into mental health care from forcing me there.
So I am right now doing the healing psychological damage rune working from Lydia and as soon as the next full moon comes around my meditation schedule will double up as I have five people I need to perform binding spells for, and even though I am reducing the rune reps for my AoP and the healing (also to be sure I have the overall power to maintain 5 x 88 rep binding spells along with my other meditations every day)
So after my complete and total breakdown after one late and troubled night where I didn't meditate, I have now picked up my meditations again and things are really turning around. I saw a post by HP mageson on the forum where he said that it really is a common reason for meditating people who skip a day or shortly stop for a couple of days, they get a lot of trouble.
So if you have already been meditating, that might have been a reason for the depression.
And even if that did not cause the depression, start a rune working for your mental stability as soon as the moon hits a good sign. And double up your meditations, I really am noticing that now that I am doing my meditations again so that really shows how much meditation can help with depression.
So I hope my actually really recent depression and recovery will be of help for you.
HAIL SATAN
HAIL GAMORI
HAIL ALL THE GODS OF DU'AT