I'm so confused, I think I'm transgender.

[Nyan]

Heya all, I hope your having lovely days,

I've been thinking about myself and I feel like I'd prefer living life as a woman, what I mean is I feel more "feminine" in my identity, I don't know what to think so I came here wondering what Spiritual Satanist (other than me) would think, cause I think I'm being biased for wanting to go through with transtitioning.

If I transitioned it would be difficult and since I'm an adult now it would be even harder, I wasn't able to transition at a younger age so then I though I could just get on with being a man but it's just not working for me, every time I look at how masculine I am it feels wrong. I'm worried that if I did transition I'd just end up ruining my body/any chance of being a man or woman, I'd just be half-and-half.

As I said I'm colouring transitioning in my mind as the right choice but obviously it doesn't seem like that....

So what do you all think?

Thanks In Advance.

 

[laurentum]

You might want to start a working of this type first.
So that you can be sure of your convictions and the fact that there is no external influence, seen or unseen.

 

[Brandonn]

Greetings

There a demons who are both male and female and as such i believe you'd find a better answer going through this with them. As far as how you feel about yourself that will always change. In the end our aim is going beyond the chains that hold us now, but in the end you'll be choosing how you end up.

I'd suggest you approach this with a clear mind. Doing some void meditations before acting on anything.

Fully understand who you are so that what ever decisions you make afterwards you make with a certain mind and confident heart.

Best wishes

 

[Power of Justice [SG]]

Why must you "transition"? There are plenty of men who have feminine characteristics who have no issues with their identity.

Living as someone else in your head and detaching from reality on such a deep level, such as believing yourself to be the opposite gender, done for long enough will only set you up with mental illnesses such as personality disorders, dissociation and many others.

Can you explain your thought process and why exactly you feel the way you do? Such "transitions" are extremely taxing on the body and often there is no way to go back.

It isn't natural, it's something that's never been done in human history up until now, and it's not only because people lacked the technology.

 

[Lucius Invictus [NG]]

Everyone who has replied to you speaks truly. As already asked, what makes you "feel" feminine? I think if you tell us we can alleviate your impulse. Another thing to be aware of, you don't have the ability to actually know what it feels like to be a women, as you are not. Do not mistake this femininity for womanhood.

 

[Recycler1337]

You can show your traits all you want, love and have sex, but taking chemical hormones and going under the knife is a BAD idea...if you don't do it I think you'll be fine.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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Dysphoria is a condition that is present not just in what you experience, but also in people who want to have plastic surgery, or take steroids, or other physical modifications. The root cause is a lack of self-acceptance, as well as not finding healthy outlets for your self-expressions.

Give yourself time to develop your soul in a healthy way, where you feel comfortable as a man who can express his feminine side. This is certainly possible.

Remember that true happiness comes from within, and those who go through these external modifications still feel uncomfortable with themselves afterward $50,000 of surgery and hormones. Yet, as Satanists we can create self-love through the lower chakras/planets, and healthy degrees of femininity through the upper chakras/planets.

In other words, work on BOTH your Sun/Mars and Moon/Venus energies, rather than attempting destructive physical modifications which falsely mirror feminine energies.

 

[Nyan]

I actually feel better after reading these comments, I feel like I'm finally getting the idea in my head that transitioning would be unhealthy for me to do. Like I am a man, I'm not a woman, and if I was to try change that I'd just weaken my perfect physical health. Thank you all so much.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[Asterion666]

I actually feel better after reading these comments, I feel like I'm finally getting the idea in my head that transitioning would be unhealthy for me to do. Like I am a man, I'm not a woman, and if I was to try change that I'd just weaken my perfect physical health. Thank you all so much.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

Good that you came to your senses.

I encourage you to do the workings presented by our members, the JoS website and also the working our Guardian, Blitzkrieg presented.

You are a man and you need to appreciate the aspects of being one.

Here is the Mars square working with every detail explained like when to do the working, repetitions etc.:
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Mars_Square.html

 

[HailTheSerpent]

Heya all, I hope your having lovely days,

I've been thinking about myself and I feel like I'd prefer living life as a woman, what I mean is I feel more "feminine" in my identity, I don't know what to think so I came here wondering what Spiritual Satanist (other than me) would think, cause I think I'm being biased for wanting to go through with transtitioning.

If I transitioned it would be difficult and since I'm an adult now it would be even harder, I wasn't able to transition at a younger age so then I though I could just get on with being a man but it's just not working for me, every time I look at how masculine I am it feels wrong. I'm worried that if I did transition I'd just end up ruining my body/any chance of being a man or woman, I'd just be half-and-half.

As I said I'm colouring transitioning in my mind as the right choice but obviously it doesn't seem like that....

So what do you all think?

Thanks In Advance.

I am a man. My energy is extremely feminine for a man, probably more than most transgenders. However, I do not feel like a woman at all. I feel like a man, and I feel good as a man. It has nothing to do with how feminine your energy is. What you are dealing with is programming from the enemy. "Man=bad". The reason for this programming is because men are the frontline in defense. Dissociation from your identity also brings insanity, which helps for tyranny to take over. My suggestion; do a working to deprogram from enemy programs. Look up list Lydia's list of magickal workings, there is a working there meant for deprogramming. RTRs will also help get rid of a lot of this negative programming.

 

[Yurei]

No, you are not a "transgender"
You are the biological sex you were born into.