I'm so confused, I think I'm transgender.

[Nyan]

Heya all, I hope your having lovely days,

I've been thinking about myself and I feel like I'd prefer living life as a woman, what I mean is I feel more "feminine" in my identity, I don't know what to think so I came here wondering what Spiritual Satanist (other than me) would think, cause I think I'm being biased for wanting to go through with transtitioning.

If I transitioned it would be difficult and since I'm an adult now it would be even harder, I wasn't able to transition at a younger age so then I though I could just get on with being a man but it's just not working for me, every time I look at how masculine I am it feels wrong. I'm worried that if I did transition I'd just end up ruining my body/any chance of being a man or woman, I'd just be half-and-half.

As I said I'm colouring transitioning in my mind as the right choice but obviously it doesn't seem like that....

So what do you all think?

Thanks In Advance.

 

[laurentum]

You might want to start a working of this type first.
So that you can be sure of your convictions and the fact that there is no external influence, seen or unseen.

 

[Brandonn]

Greetings

There a demons who are both male and female and as such i believe you'd find a better answer going through this with them. As far as how you feel about yourself that will always change. In the end our aim is going beyond the chains that hold us now, but in the end you'll be choosing how you end up.

I'd suggest you approach this with a clear mind. Doing some void meditations before acting on anything.

Fully understand who you are so that what ever decisions you make afterwards you make with a certain mind and confident heart.

Best wishes

 

[Recycler1337]

You can show your traits all you want, love and have sex, but taking chemical hormones and going under the knife is a BAD idea...if you don't do it I think you'll be fine.

 

[Nyan]

I actually feel better after reading these comments, I feel like I'm finally getting the idea in my head that transitioning would be unhealthy for me to do. Like I am a man, I'm not a woman, and if I was to try change that I'd just weaken my perfect physical health. Thank you all so much.

Ave Zeus!!!!

 

[HailTheSerpent]

Heya all, I hope your having lovely days,

I've been thinking about myself and I feel like I'd prefer living life as a woman, what I mean is I feel more "feminine" in my identity, I don't know what to think so I came here wondering what Spiritual Satanist (other than me) would think, cause I think I'm being biased for wanting to go through with transtitioning.

If I transitioned it would be difficult and since I'm an adult now it would be even harder, I wasn't able to transition at a younger age so then I though I could just get on with being a man but it's just not working for me, every time I look at how masculine I am it feels wrong. I'm worried that if I did transition I'd just end up ruining my body/any chance of being a man or woman, I'd just be half-and-half.

As I said I'm colouring transitioning in my mind as the right choice but obviously it doesn't seem like that....

So what do you all think?

Thanks In Advance.

I am a man. My energy is extremely feminine for a man, probably more than most transgenders. However, I do not feel like a woman at all. I feel like a man, and I feel good as a man. It has nothing to do with how feminine your energy is. What you are dealing with is programming from the enemy. "Man=bad". The reason for this programming is because men are the frontline in defense. Dissociation from your identity also brings insanity, which helps for tyranny to take over. My suggestion; do a working to deprogram from enemy programs. Look up list Lydia's list of magickal workings, there is a working there meant for deprogramming. Rituals will also help get rid of a lot of this negative programming.