this_email67
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I was Christian for the first 12 years of my life and soon after turned to atheism. I've been atheist for almost 4 years and I've messed with some meditation and witchcraft rituals but nothing serious. I haven't done any ceremonies or anything official to dedicate my life to Satan just meditation and trying to summon demons and i can admit that the part on the website about positive coincidences did happen. But I have one question. What is there to expect? Will there ever be anything more "physical" that I can actually see? I can't base an entire belief system on "feeling" something because thats too much like faith and all the Christian bullshit that gets shoved down my throat everyday. So what will I have to expect if I continue in Satanism? And will it ever get more real?