captain_cannonball4him
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halo everybody im new to the world of satanism.
I,ve had a terrible past.
by chanc i one day stumbled on a comforting thought of being loved.
i was holding a knife to my heart about to end the life wich caused the end and troulbes of so many,but something stoped me.
soon comfort evneloped my body and i started crying.i thought i was going crazy.i started dancing around saying words like thank you i love you take my soul.over the next couple of days ,it felt like a powerfull force was revealing itself to me.i enjoyed being without human company and siting plus doing tasks in darkness.since then i've never felt alone some times ill sing songs of love to a father.i quikly started receving good feelings and i would dance around in form of waltz with what seemed to me to be lovley living beings ,i soon started calling them my brothers and sisters and a comfort overwhelmed me .then one day while i sat pondering the daily occurences it came to me almost like a revelation that satan loved me along with all the demons and that my life from then on would be good and with a purpose.my porpose ,it was told to me was to raise a sort of army.i was told i would not stand alone that i along with his other children would be the end of his opposers and the liars who live to destroy us.My entire family worships te fake god ,jehova,as its witnesses,i am only writng this because they've gone preaching and i have a window of time open to be alone.as ew to this life would any body care to send i deas wich i could use to demonstrate my love for our eternal loveing father satan.i have limited time and resourses and nobody knows of my love for satan ,since i embrased him though my life has been good and happy.I have a loving girlfriend ,many friends who im waiting to tell of my beliefs,and i contrast with my past a bright hope to lead the way.i would apreciate any comments or ideas to strengthen my love and worship for satan.
sincerly ,Jester of the lost.
I,ve had a terrible past.
by chanc i one day stumbled on a comforting thought of being loved.
i was holding a knife to my heart about to end the life wich caused the end and troulbes of so many,but something stoped me.
soon comfort evneloped my body and i started crying.i thought i was going crazy.i started dancing around saying words like thank you i love you take my soul.over the next couple of days ,it felt like a powerfull force was revealing itself to me.i enjoyed being without human company and siting plus doing tasks in darkness.since then i've never felt alone some times ill sing songs of love to a father.i quikly started receving good feelings and i would dance around in form of waltz with what seemed to me to be lovley living beings ,i soon started calling them my brothers and sisters and a comfort overwhelmed me .then one day while i sat pondering the daily occurences it came to me almost like a revelation that satan loved me along with all the demons and that my life from then on would be good and with a purpose.my porpose ,it was told to me was to raise a sort of army.i was told i would not stand alone that i along with his other children would be the end of his opposers and the liars who live to destroy us.My entire family worships te fake god ,jehova,as its witnesses,i am only writng this because they've gone preaching and i have a window of time open to be alone.as ew to this life would any body care to send i deas wich i could use to demonstrate my love for our eternal loveing father satan.i have limited time and resourses and nobody knows of my love for satan ,since i embrased him though my life has been good and happy.I have a loving girlfriend ,many friends who im waiting to tell of my beliefs,and i contrast with my past a bright hope to lead the way.i would apreciate any comments or ideas to strengthen my love and worship for satan.
sincerly ,Jester of the lost.
