You are NOT an idiot so do not think poorly of yourself.
What really matters in ANY Dedication to Our Father and Lord Satan is what is in your heart. Hell my Dedication was not perfect. The same can be said for a lot of our people but we are ALL loyal Sons and Daughters of Satan.
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