If I'm Yehuborim...

[Eihwaz]

Just grow up... this is how life is. Just stop caring about it, probably is just self-sabotage so you don't need to do the job and can feel as a victim all the time.

In the ancient initiatory rites there was life treatening danger, you have to overcome fear.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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You need to clean and free your soul intensely. A potential person of the Gods can act like a Yehubor just from having immense levels of deep garbage in their soul and tying too much with enemy energy and crap. I speak from experience coming from an xian upbringing and all.

You really need to work hard to clean and free your soul from the enemy's filth like I had to. And you need to severely force yourself to fight against such temptations and break free from such interests whether you like it or not, because believe me you're not going to like the idea of making such changes for yourself.

It's going to suck and you're going to not want to do it, it's going to feel like a freedom being ripped away from you but I assure you it's not the kind of 'freedom' the gods encourage. They were relentlessly very stern with me to change myself drastically in my mid years. In the end I'm unbelievably grateful that I forced myself to do so even when I hated the idea of it, and I'm extremely appreciative of them showing me the real rights from wrongs, it was precisely like being a child having to learn how the world works all over again.

Trust me when I say once you break free you will be absolutely disgusted in the things you like now to the very core of your bones. Dealing with any regrets, guilt and shame afterwords is a whole other ballgame to work on, but that's just part of bettering yourself and advancing, it gets better.

 

[darkmonkey666]

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You need to clean and free your soul intensely. A potential person of the Gods can act like a Yehubor just from having immense levels of deep garbage in their soul and tying too much with enemy energy and crap. I speak from experience coming from an xian upbringing and all.

You really need to work hard to clean and free your soul from the enemy's filth like I had to. And you need to severely force yourself to fight against such temptations and break free from such interests whether you like it or not, because believe me you're not going to like the idea of making such changes for yourself.

It's going to suck and you're going to not want to do it, it's going to feel like a freedom being ripped away from you but I assure you it's not the kind of 'freedom' the gods encourage. They were relentlessly very stern with me to change myself drastically in my mid years. In the end I'm unbelievably grateful that I forced myself to do so even when I hated the idea of it, and I'm extremely appreciative of them showing me the real rights from wrongs, it was precisely like being a child having to learn how the world works all over again.

Trust me when I say once you break free you will be absolutely disgusted in the things you like now to the very core of your bones. Dealing with any regrets, guilt and shame afterwords is a whole other ballgame to work on, but that's just part of bettering yourself and advancing, it gets better.

I second this. While I never was to point of acting like a Yehubor or anything I grew up in a very strong xtian household it was much harder than I thought it would be to do so. I also notice how that programming had made it difficult to break free from drugs fully for awhile and I did some other dumb things.

It really kind of is hard one of the first steps should be the final Ritual several times a day and cleansing your aura/soul after doing the returning the curses thing.

Munka or a ansuz/uruz rune is also helpful Aquarius and Pisces moon is the next best Time for this. You could create an affirmation to be free of enemy programming or Islamic/xtian programming. Do it for 40 days.

Wunjo can be helpful in healing psychological issues.

Just work on things as they come along and that is good advice what Ghost in The Machine said.

 

[Wayofthegods]

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You need to clean and free your soul intensely. A potential person of the Gods can act like a Yehubor just from having immense levels of deep garbage in their soul and tying too much with enemy energy and crap. I speak from experience coming from an xian upbringing and all.

You really need to work hard to clean and free your soul from the enemy's filth like I had to. And you need to severely force yourself to fight against such temptations and break free from such interests whether you like it or not, because believe me you're not going to like the idea of making such changes for yourself.

It's going to suck and you're going to not want to do it, it's going to feel like a freedom being ripped away from you but I assure you it's not the kind of 'freedom' the gods encourage. They were relentlessly very stern with me to change myself drastically in my mid years. In the end I'm unbelievably grateful that I forced myself to do so even when I hated the idea of it, and I'm extremely appreciative of them showing me the real rights from wrongs, it was precisely like being a child having to learn how the world works all over again.

Trust me when I say once you break free you will be absolutely disgusted in the things you like now to the very core of your bones. Dealing with any regrets, guilt and shame afterwords is a whole other ballgame to work on, but that's just part of bettering yourself and advancing, it gets better.

Hey guys I feel like a Yehubor all the time and love evil.



...nah you're probably fine. I'm sure theres nothing weird goin on there....

 

[darkmonkey666]

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You need to clean and free your soul intensely. A potential person of the Gods can act like a Yehubor just from having immense levels of deep garbage in their soul and tying too much with enemy energy and crap. I speak from experience coming from an xian upbringing and all.

You really need to work hard to clean and free your soul from the enemy's filth like I had to. And you need to severely force yourself to fight against such temptations and break free from such interests whether you like it or not, because believe me you're not going to like the idea of making such changes for yourself.

It's going to suck and you're going to not want to do it, it's going to feel like a freedom being ripped away from you but I assure you it's not the kind of 'freedom' the gods encourage. They were relentlessly very stern with me to change myself drastically in my mid years. In the end I'm unbelievably grateful that I forced myself to do so even when I hated the idea of it, and I'm extremely appreciative of them showing me the real rights from wrongs, it was precisely like being a child having to learn how the world works all over again.

Trust me when I say once you break free you will be absolutely disgusted in the things you like now to the very core of your bones. Dealing with any regrets, guilt and shame afterwords is a whole other ballgame to work on, but that's just part of bettering yourself and advancing, it gets better.

Hey guys I feel like a Yehubor all the time and love evil.



...nah you're probably fine. I'm sure theres nothing weird goin on there....

This person could also have stuff in Scorpio. I think this gives a general tendency to be attracted to dark or even possibly evil things. I have stuff including Pluto both in Scorpio and the 8th house. In my personal experience this causes me to like dark things like for example Marilyn Manson like music or Horror movies etc.

Again I never was like oh I am so dark and evil or all of that and wanting to worship the devil in the enemy way. That is dumb but a person with this will like dark things and maybe have strong traits of being intelligent and knowing naturally psychological manipulation.

I only did that though when I was a little kid I would play 2 people against someone etc. I know their tricks but I am not Yehubor and I certainly don’t love evil in fact I can be too disgusted by certain people and judge mental against people I feel are evil or with the enemy sometimes.

Doesn’t mean I still don’t like dark themes and I confess that is what got me into Zevism to begin with but my goal starting out was not to want to worship the xtian devil in fact I wanted out of that and I wanted it to be wrong that is why I was a little fearful of this at first but wanting to look at it cause I liked dark themes. I quickly realized it wasn’t what this was about and joined in once I realized it was good and fit my goals.