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Bear with me here; I have a bit to say.
I've finished opening my chakras here just recently, and it's been on my mind for some reason that I would encounter enemy influence ov some sort. So I cleanse my aura/chakras and do the AoP daily, as Father Satan suggested, and I didn't think I was having any issues. Sure, things aren't going as they should; but it's just common happenstance- nothing sinister or oppresive.
However, I've found myself angry and lashing out at my girlfriend lately, even when I'm happy and stress-free. No rhyme or reason, just snippy towards her increasingly more often. I just chalked it up to stress, but then I started an argument (quite literally over nothing) and she said to me "You're too good at controlling your energy to feel like this towards me for no reason."
Immediately, in my mind, I heard "ENEMY INFLUENCE." It felt like my thoughts, but too powerful, if that makes any sense; like it was planted there. I can't explain any better than that. So I told her she was right, asked for silence, slipped into a light trance, and performed a cleaning and AoP that extended over both ov us. Since then I've felt fine and we've gotten along swimmingly.
I know that the enemy excels at playing on your weaknesses, but I'm also a fairly paranoid individual. Normally I'd pass it off purely as paranoia, but that voice... I've never had a thought just SLAM into my mind like that. Neither that suddenly nor with that much conviction. So I can't decide now whether I'm still adjusting to my newfound emotions (opening my chakras obliterated my emotional detachment) and hit a breakthrough, or if it really was the enemy trying to drag me down and stop her from waking up (she's finally accepting our ineffable truths). How can I know for sure? And if it is the enemy, how can I identify them? Or do I even need to in order to return their curses? Will a generalized retaliation serve my purpose?
And since I'm on the subject, I can no longer find the schedule for RTRs. I saw the list ov dates for Torah readings a while back, but I can't seem to dig it up on here now. I can still do the RTRs ov course, but group rituals just have SO much energy.
Anyway, thanks in advance to whoever reads and responds. And for the continual support and guidance from our SS family and ministry.
Hail Satan!
I've finished opening my chakras here just recently, and it's been on my mind for some reason that I would encounter enemy influence ov some sort. So I cleanse my aura/chakras and do the AoP daily, as Father Satan suggested, and I didn't think I was having any issues. Sure, things aren't going as they should; but it's just common happenstance- nothing sinister or oppresive.
However, I've found myself angry and lashing out at my girlfriend lately, even when I'm happy and stress-free. No rhyme or reason, just snippy towards her increasingly more often. I just chalked it up to stress, but then I started an argument (quite literally over nothing) and she said to me "You're too good at controlling your energy to feel like this towards me for no reason."
Immediately, in my mind, I heard "ENEMY INFLUENCE." It felt like my thoughts, but too powerful, if that makes any sense; like it was planted there. I can't explain any better than that. So I told her she was right, asked for silence, slipped into a light trance, and performed a cleaning and AoP that extended over both ov us. Since then I've felt fine and we've gotten along swimmingly.
I know that the enemy excels at playing on your weaknesses, but I'm also a fairly paranoid individual. Normally I'd pass it off purely as paranoia, but that voice... I've never had a thought just SLAM into my mind like that. Neither that suddenly nor with that much conviction. So I can't decide now whether I'm still adjusting to my newfound emotions (opening my chakras obliterated my emotional detachment) and hit a breakthrough, or if it really was the enemy trying to drag me down and stop her from waking up (she's finally accepting our ineffable truths). How can I know for sure? And if it is the enemy, how can I identify them? Or do I even need to in order to return their curses? Will a generalized retaliation serve my purpose?
And since I'm on the subject, I can no longer find the schedule for RTRs. I saw the list ov dates for Torah readings a while back, but I can't seem to dig it up on here now. I can still do the RTRs ov course, but group rituals just have SO much energy.
Anyway, thanks in advance to whoever reads and responds. And for the continual support and guidance from our SS family and ministry.
Hail Satan!