I was a visitor JoS- but not initiate memeber even though I had good signals that can become a member but I was too stubborn. I was practicing magic without protection and Astral larva some negative entity thought form that firstly attacked the my genitals then the physical and psychological level and almost killed me he was due to my neighbor who is a Christian and who hates me and mentally and physically very damaging me.I could not of fatigue and fear can hardly walk I lay down on the bed knowing I was going to die I was sure that I was dead, and this is my place. and this is this is my end.
My nerves in the brain were the blocked I could clearly thinking, When I looked in the mirror I saw my dead man's eyes.My body has changed colour.half dead..But suddenly in the agony and weaknesses I remembered Enki and JoS -site and I started crying and invoking Enki to save me from that enemy Astral Entities larvae- maind form. I felt a force that opposed the force that attacking me i I lit a candle and started call upon father Enki and it has established a powerful force over my head this force over me fighting with the other force. Never in my life something like that I have not experienced.Fight continues over me through the night I spoke the words like, save me father Enki accept me save me from this that attacks me, save my soul!.Each replay Enki he encouraged me.and chased this other force away from me. In the depth of sleep i dreaming strange entities I saw in a dream Familiar spirit. Now Im better.Im steel and shocked and under panic..I came to my senses. and tomorrow I immediately do the initiation rites. My soul I will dedicate to father Enki I hope he will forgive me and my wandering.This can be a good warning to those who think that they could themselves go through a world of magic and astral without protection. I nearly ended up dead.Enki saved my life.Glory to father Enki who gave me new lifeApologies for my bad english I'm not from the USA
My nerves in the brain were the blocked I could clearly thinking, When I looked in the mirror I saw my dead man's eyes.My body has changed colour.half dead..But suddenly in the agony and weaknesses I remembered Enki and JoS -site and I started crying and invoking Enki to save me from that enemy Astral Entities larvae- maind form. I felt a force that opposed the force that attacking me i I lit a candle and started call upon father Enki and it has established a powerful force over my head this force over me fighting with the other force. Never in my life something like that I have not experienced.Fight continues over me through the night I spoke the words like, save me father Enki accept me save me from this that attacks me, save my soul!.Each replay Enki he encouraged me.and chased this other force away from me. In the depth of sleep i dreaming strange entities I saw in a dream Familiar spirit. Now Im better.Im steel and shocked and under panic..I came to my senses. and tomorrow I immediately do the initiation rites. My soul I will dedicate to father Enki I hope he will forgive me and my wandering.This can be a good warning to those who think that they could themselves go through a world of magic and astral without protection. I nearly ended up dead.Enki saved my life.Glory to father Enki who gave me new lifeApologies for my bad english I'm not from the USA
