I want to know

[williamn2314]

I want to know more, I want to know how we were made, where we came from, the origins and workings of the universe, I want to know more about what I have been reading on Satanism, I want to know what is true and what isn't, I want to know this all.

I didn't expect to find what I did here; and I'm not sure what to make of it. I come out of curiosity, interest, a pursuit of knowledge, but mostly; to ask.

I once imagined what it would be like to hear both sides, ask what was refereed to as a demon Satan's side, just to see if what I had believed (but only parts of it) for the last few years was true or not.

This is why I am here. I want to talk to someone, something, that can give me insight, I want to know. But honestly, I am hesitant to go too far without seeing it for myself. I read on the site (joyofsatan) that I should really be ready spiritually before trying to contact a demon, but this is where it gets hairy for me.

I cannot just put faith in this anymore than I can put faith in Christianity, in that I want to "see it to believe it".

I'm not sure what to do, I guess basically I want to talk to a 'demon', or whatever the proper terminology is, before I do anything. I want to learn as much as I possibly can before deciding anything.

I mean, what is it like? When you call upon a demon? Are they physically there? When I call onto Auras and energy do I physically see it? When I telepathically communicate is it a faint voice that is no more concise than my thinking in my head, or is it louder and obviously different? How would I know the difference between me imagining it and it being real when doing a ritual? If I can't sense it with the five senses, how will I know it is there?

 

[the_fire_starter666]

When contacting a God, this is not on the physical, it is in the astral. You have to awaken your astral senses with power meditation to see them telepathetically, and know they are here. There are many other newbie ways you can feel a God if you haven't opened your astral senses, like as separate thoughts if your head, dreams e.t.c. A dream that came by a God contacting you is very different than a normal dream.


You can know that you aren't imagining because an imagination can be interrupted if you tell yourself (its's just imagination, I'll get back to reality) and get your mind to think of something else. But a communication with a God can't be interrupted if you do this same thing.

--- In [email protected], "williamn2314" <williamn2314@... wrote:

I want to know more, I want to know how we were made, where we came from, the origins and workings of the universe, I want to know more about what I have been reading on Satanism, I want to know what is true and what isn't, I want to know this all.

I didn't expect to find what I did here; and I'm not sure what to make of it. I come out of curiosity, interest, a pursuit of knowledge, but mostly; to ask.

I once imagined what it would be like to hear both sides, ask what was refereed to as a demon Satan's side, just to see if what I had believed (but only parts of it) for the last few years was true or not.

This is why I am here. I want to talk to someone, something, that can give me insight, I want to know. But honestly, I am hesitant to go too far without seeing it for myself. I read on the site (joyofsatan) that I should really be ready spiritually before trying to contact a demon, but this is where it gets hairy for me.

I cannot just put faith in this anymore than I can put faith in Christianity, in that I want to "see it to believe it".

I'm not sure what to do, I guess basically I want to talk to a 'demon', or whatever the proper terminology is, before I do anything. I want to learn as much as I possibly can before deciding anything.

I mean, what is it like? When you call upon a demon? Are they physically there? When I call onto Auras and energy do I physically see it? When I telepathically communicate is it a faint voice that is no more concise than my thinking in my head, or is it louder and obviously different? How would I know the difference between me imagining it and it being real when doing a ritual? If I can't sense it with the five senses, how will I know it is there?

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Greetings,
Check out Lost Book of Enk[/IMG] www.scribd.com/doc/33965/Zecharia-Sitch ... -Revisited Genesis Revisited is a good book to read also.Hope this helps.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Wed, 2/2/11, williamn2314 <williamn2314@... wrote:

From: williamn2314 <williamn2314@...
Subject: I want to know
To: [email protected]

  I want to know more, I want to know how we were made, where we came from, the origins and workings of the universe, I want to know more about what I have been reading on Satanism, I want to know what is true and what isn't, I want to know this all.

I didn't expect to find what I did here; and I'm not sure what to make of it. I come out of curiosity, interest, a pursuit of knowledge, but mostly; to ask.

I once imagined what it would be like to hear both sides, ask what was refereed to as a demon Satan's side, just to see if what I had believed (but only parts of it) for the last few years was true or not.

This is why I am here. I want to talk to someone, something, that can give me insight, I want to know. But honestly, I am hesitant to go too far without seeing it for myself. I read on the site (joyofsatan) that I should really be ready spiritually before trying to contact a demon, but this is where it gets hairy for me.

I cannot just put faith in this anymore than I can put faith in Christianity, in that I want to "see it to believe it".

I'm not sure what to do, I guess basically I want to talk to a 'demon', or whatever the proper terminology is, before I do anything. I want to learn as much as I possibly can before deciding anything.

I mean, what is it like? When you call upon a demon? Are they physically there? When I call onto Auras and energy do I physically see it? When I telepathically communicate is it a faint voice that is no more concise than my thinking in my head, or is it louder and obviously different? How would I know the difference between me imagining it and it being real when doing a ritual? If I can't sense it with the five senses, how will I know it is there?

[/TD]

 

[Belial_666]

I'm currently reading the Lost book of Enki, and am really enjoying it...

Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!

--- In [email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Greetings,
Check out Lost Book of Enki by Sitchen.You can get it pdf on this site.www.scribd.com/doc/33965/Zecharia-Sitchin-Genesis-Revisited Genesis Revisited is a good book to read also.Hope this helps.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Wed, 2/2/11, williamn2314 <williamn2314@... wrote:

From: williamn2314 <williamn2314@...
Subject: I want to know
To: [email protected]
Date: Wednesday, February 2, 2011, 2:57 AM







 









I want to know more, I want to know how we were made, where we came from, the origins and workings of the universe, I want to know more about what I have been reading on Satanism, I want to know what is true and what isn't, I want to know this all.



I didn't expect to find what I did here; and I'm not sure what to make of it. I come out of curiosity, interest, a pursuit of knowledge, but mostly; to ask.



I once imagined what it would be like to hear both sides, ask what was refereed to as a demon Satan's side, just to see if what I had believed (but only parts of it) for the last few years was true or not.



This is why I am here. I want to talk to someone, something, that can give me insight, I want to know. But honestly, I am hesitant to go too far without seeing it for myself. I read on the site (joyofsatan) that I should really be ready spiritually before trying to contact a demon, but this is where it gets hairy for me.



I cannot just put faith in this anymore than I can put faith in Christianity, in that I want to "see it to believe it".



I'm not sure what to do, I guess basically I want to talk to a 'demon', or whatever the proper terminology is, before I do anything. I want to learn as much as I possibly can before deciding anything.



I mean, what is it like? When you call upon a demon? Are they physically there? When I call onto Auras and energy do I physically see it? When I telepathically communicate is it a faint voice that is no more concise than my thinking in my head, or is it louder and obviously different? How would I know the difference between me imagining it and it being real when doing a ritual? If I can't sense it with the five senses, how will I know it is there?