First of all, hello everyone.
I've been interested in music and rap music for a long time. My biggest dream is to become a sound engineer and become a popular singer.
I often feel very inadequate when it comes to making music. About writing lyrics, making beats.
I don't know what to do to be a popular musician. I live in Turkey but Turkish write the song sounds like torture.
I speak English better but I don't know how to market if I make an English song. Also, I am very afraid that after publishing a song, it will not be listened to or people won't like it. Although I normally am an incredibly self-confident person, I am very afraid that the songs I make will be called something.
I also want to be like satanist singers like lil uzi vert, kid buu, smokepurpp. I never get over my spiritual advancement and spirituality is very important to me, but I want to be rich.
When I did a past life regression, I've been striving to get rich almost all my lives. : /
I want help from the gods, but I am not good enough at talking to the gods and I wanted to consult you before bothering them.
Thank you all.