I might have some jewish blood...

[cape.tsoe]

so some of you might remember me posting something about me having a probability of having a jewish blood several months ago.. people said that i can get cold and detached and jewish like personality coz of the current  society and after that i calmed down and stopped thinking bout it... 
but then some months later that i noticed that my dad might have some jewish features .. ( long head long nose ), my mom is a pure gentile coz i know her ancestry but my dad's is a bit .. complicated. and some weeks before i was thinking that i might really have some jewish blood in me, i dont know if yehuborim are attacking me or not but i do cleansing very usually, and the thought wasnt very depressing sad or in anyway negative. it was just me being really curious and thinking bout the possibilites. so i start looking in the mirror a lot and i even try to observe myself while im laughing or smiling with open mouth to see if my tongue wud stick out, but it didnt ( and im pretty tall and such so i thought im not a jew after all ) 
but just now i went to the toilet and noticed my ears... ( i did check them before ) and i noticed that the top part is unusually longer and has a lot of "space" of skin.. non bumpy kinda skin and kinda sticks out.  i noticed normal people's ears and they barely have this much spacey skin on their ears, only yehuborim have it... 
and now that i think bout it i have a really weak constitution, i take a good care of my body , i eat healthy but i kinda have movement deficiency ( oops ), i do yogas and im in a good shape, but damn my constitution is really bad and i constantly catch colds. and  since childhood i have this personality problem, i couldnt understand myself i was just so rude and mean and i didnt like it and i had probably spent most of my days crying in the corner being confused bout myself ( sorry this post is getting long D: ). and because of that i even created " CAPE " its a .. erm .. a story that i created ( if any one wishes to hear bout it i can write bout it on my blog and send the link, its a pretty long story so.. ). 
and btw another reason i didnt think i had jewish blood was because im really creative, and sensitive .. erm towards animals.. i can get cruel with humans and i remember myself looking down upon people that are " useless " and i still have that disgusting trait in myself but i just , push it away... and i used to despise people who are " stupid ... " ...
well nevermined me having a jewish blood or not wont change anything except me being more aware of my thoughts and probably observing them. i just wanted to hear Zevists thoughts ( i am not sure if it will be offensive if i call you guys a family, its fine if i you dont like, i understand ) 
anyways i am Forever Father Satans!!! He gave me my meaning for life and he is the reason why i no longer cut myself when im depressed COZ OF THIS FRIGGIN JEWISH JUNK IN MY FRIGGIN VEIN !!!... figure of the past nevermind.. and i think part of me felt, disturbed a bit when i noticed my ears so i probably wanted to share... so.. thanks for reading this awfully long post... 
Ave Zeus!!!!

 

[Lucius Oria1]

You can get your picture checked by a senior member of the groups or a High priest/priestess if this is really bothering you.

Lucius Oria

Ave Zeus

 

[cape.tsoe]

dont worry i think i do have some jewish blood in myself. and yes Satan does accept me , and so does my Guardian Demon. and i wont let my "jewish side" do anything on these groups. actually i feel better than these past years of my life because now i know why i never understood myself, why i hated this one part of myself. and now that i think about it my Gentile mother calls my dad and me a " crazy scientists " because... well we are very creative people , aand... we both have some serious emotional issues. 
my ex was a half jew maybe like 40% jew ( god his mother looked like a pure jew , i found bout his mother later ofc... ) and he was a dedicated Zevist who did chakra meditations and rituals with me. And Satan actually helped him 1-2 times. And probably another God ( i think maybe his Guardian Demon ) offered him some aid and stuff.. what im trying to say is, i have a jew blood, but remember that most of me is Gentile aswell and importantly i serve Satan and i am Forever Satan's. 
Ive been thinking bout this impure blood a lot yesterday night and i found out a lot of traits of mine and of my dad's that are really corrupted being. But we didnt do anything than to cause problems to my family by us being emotionally unstable and talking bout suicide to my mom and such.... it is a hard life to live guys, and i really despise it. But ill make use of it. 
Ave Zeus!!! 

 

[the_fire_starter666]

Obvious troll is obvious.
 

--- In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

dont worry i think i do have some jewish blood in myself. and yes Satan does accept me , and so does my Guardian Demon. and i wont let my "jewish side" do anything on these groups. actually i feel better than these past years of my life because now i know why i never understood myself, why i hated this one part of myself. and now that i think about it my Gentile mother calls my dad and me a " crazy scientists " because... well we are very creative people , aand... we both have some serious emotional issues. 
my ex was a half jew maybe like 40% jew ( god his mother looked like a pure jew , i found bout his mother later ofc... ) and he was a dedicated Zevist who did chakra meditations and rituals with me. And Satan actually helped him 1-2 times. And probably another God ( i think maybe his Guardian Demon ) offered him some aid and stuff.. what im trying to say is, i have a jew blood, but remember that most of me is Gentile aswell and importantly i serve Satan and i am Forever Satan's. 
Ive been thinking bout this impure blood a lot yesterday night and i found out a lot of traits of mine and of my dad's that are really corrupted being. But we didnt do anything than to cause problems to my family by us being emotionally unstable and talking bout suicide to my mom and such.... it is a hard life to live guys, and i really despise it. But ill make use of it. 
Ave Zeus!!! 

 

[cape.tsoe]

 ahh nevermind... just delete this post... i got over emotional. 

--- In [email protected], <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Obvious troll is obvious.
 

--- In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

dont worry i think i do have some jewish blood in myself. and yes Satan does accept me , and so does my Guardian Demon. and i wont let my "jewish side" do anything on these groups. actually i feel better than these past years of my life because now i know why i never understood myself, why i hated this one part of myself. and now that i think about it my Gentile mother calls my dad and me a " crazy scientists " because... well we are very creative people , aand... we both have some serious emotional issues. 
my ex was a half jew maybe like 40% jew ( god his mother looked like a pure jew , i found bout his mother later ofc... ) and he was a dedicated Zevist who did chakra meditations and rituals with me. And Satan actually helped him 1-2 times. And probably another God ( i think maybe his Guardian Demon ) offered him some aid and stuff.. what im trying to say is, i have a jew blood, but remember that most of me is Gentile aswell and importantly i serve Satan and i am Forever Satan's. 
Ive been thinking bout this impure blood a lot yesterday night and i found out a lot of traits of mine and of my dad's that are really corrupted being. But we didnt do anything than to cause problems to my family by us being emotionally unstable and talking bout suicide to my mom and such.... it is a hard life to live guys, and i really despise it. But ill make use of it. 
Ave Zeus!!! 

 

[cape.tsoe]

 its probably me being desperate to find an explanation about my personality.. .just like "CAPE" 
but ill still consider me having a jewish blood in the future. and i personally think if a gentile with a jewish blood wishes to meditate and be of use to Satan then it is her own choice. 
just coz i have a jewish blood im not gonna quit Zevism and live my life waiting for myself to die and then get reincarnated again... 

--- In [email protected], <cape.tsoe@... wrote:

 ahh nevermind... just delete this post... i got over emotional. 

--- In [email protected], <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Obvious troll is obvious.
 

--- In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

dont worry i think i do have some jewish blood in myself. and yes Satan does accept me , and so does my Guardian Demon. and i wont let my "jewish side" do anything on these groups. actually i feel better than these past years of my life because now i know why i never understood myself, why i hated this one part of myself. and now that i think about it my Gentile mother calls my dad and me a " crazy scientists " because... well we are very creative people , aand... we both have some serious emotional issues. 
my ex was a half jew maybe like 40% jew ( god his mother looked like a pure jew , i found bout his mother later ofc... ) and he was a dedicated Zevist who did chakra meditations and rituals with me. And Satan actually helped him 1-2 times. And probably another God ( i think maybe his Guardian Demon ) offered him some aid and stuff.. what im trying to say is, i have a jew blood, but remember that most of me is Gentile aswell and importantly i serve Satan and i am Forever Satan's. 
Ive been thinking bout this impure blood a lot yesterday night and i found out a lot of traits of mine and of my dad's that are really corrupted being. But we didnt do anything than to cause problems to my family by us being emotionally unstable and talking bout suicide to my mom and such.... it is a hard life to live guys, and i really despise it. But ill make use of it. 
Ave Zeus!!! 

 

[cape.tsoe]

 and yes i was unsure if i really had a jewish blood or not. so from what ive wrote i wanted you guys to probably give me an answer... or give me more knowledge bout how a Gentile's ears can be a bit different and stuff... i dont know. it was wrong of me to expect and assume. 

--- In [email protected], <cape.tsoe@... wrote:

 ahh nevermind... just delete this post... i got over emotional. 

--- In [email protected], <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Obvious troll is obvious.
 

--- In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

dont worry i think i do have some jewish blood in myself. and yes Satan does accept me , and so does my Guardian Demon. and i wont let my "jewish side" do anything on these groups. actually i feel better than these past years of my life because now i know why i never understood myself, why i hated this one part of myself. and now that i think about it my Gentile mother calls my dad and me a " crazy scientists " because... well we are very creative people , aand... we both have some serious emotional issues. 
my ex was a half jew maybe like 40% jew ( god his mother looked like a pure jew , i found bout his mother later ofc... ) and he was a dedicated Zevist who did chakra meditations and rituals with me. And Satan actually helped him 1-2 times. And probably another God ( i think maybe his Guardian Demon ) offered him some aid and stuff.. what im trying to say is, i have a jew blood, but remember that most of me is Gentile aswell and importantly i serve Satan and i am Forever Satan's. 
Ive been thinking bout this impure blood a lot yesterday night and i found out a lot of traits of mine and of my dad's that are really corrupted being. But we didnt do anything than to cause problems to my family by us being emotionally unstable and talking bout suicide to my mom and such.... it is a hard life to live guys, and i really despise it. But ill make use of it. 
Ave Zeus!!! 

 

[enemyofjezzuz]

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--- In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

dont worry i think i do have some jewish blood in myself. and yes Satan does accept me , and so does my Guardian Demon. and i wont let my "jewish side" do anything on these groups. actually i feel better than these past years of my life because now i know why i never understood myself, why i hated this one part of myself. and now that i think about it my Gentile mother calls my dad and me a " crazy scientists " because... well we are very creative people , aand... we both have some serious emotional issues. 
my ex was a half jew maybe like 40% jew ( god his mother looked like a pure jew , i found bout his mother later ofc... ) and he was a dedicated Zevist who did chakra meditations and rituals with me. And Satan actually helped him 1-2 times. And probably another God ( i think maybe his Guardian Demon ) offered him some aid and stuff.. what im trying to say is, i have a jew blood, but remember that most of me is Gentile aswell and importantly i serve Satan and i am Forever Satan's. 
Ive been thinking bout this impure blood a lot yesterday night and i found out a lot of traits of mine and of my dad's that are really corrupted being. But we didnt do anything than to cause problems to my family by us being emotionally unstable and talking bout suicide to my mom and such.... it is a hard life to live guys, and i really despise it. But ill make use of it. 
Ave Zeus!!! 

 

[Charlie Olsen]

Im compassionate towards animals more than humans too. I still look down on the weak that don't contribute. I'm often emotionally detached.  (Actually I had the same thoughts about being Jewish at one point too) just saying.  If you really had jewish blood, you wouldn't be a Zevist. I doubt you'd even want to be a Zevist in the sense that Zevists are pro humanity. Besides, from what iv heard jewish blood is passed on from the mother. 

Hail be to the givers of true knowledge!

On 2013-09-03, at 3:28 PM, <cape.tsoe@... wrote:

  so some of you might remember me posting something about me having a probability of having a jewish blood several months ago.. people said that i can get cold and detached and jewish like personality coz of the current  society and after that i calmed down and stopped thinking bout it... 
but then some months later that i noticed that my dad might have some jewish features .. ( long head long nose ), my mom is a pure gentile coz i know her ancestry but my dad's is a bit .. complicated. and some weeks before i was thinking that i might really have some jewish blood in me, i dont know if yehuborim are attacking me or not but i do cleansing very usually, and the thought wasnt very depressing sad or in anyway negative. it was just me being really curious and thinking bout the possibilites. so i start looking in the mirror a lot and i even try to observe myself while im laughing or smiling with open mouth to see if my tongue wud stick out, but it didnt ( and im pretty tall and such so i thought im not a jew after all ) 
but just now i went to the toilet and noticed my ears... ( i did check them before ) and i noticed that the top part is unusually longer and has a lot of "space" of skin.. non bumpy kinda skin and kinda sticks out.  i noticed normal people's ears and they barely have this much spacey skin on their ears, only yehuborim have it... 
and now that i think bout it i have a really weak constitution, i take a good care of my body , i eat healthy but i kinda have movement deficiency ( oops ), i do yogas and im in a good shape, but damn my constitution is really bad and i constantly catch colds. and  since childhood i have this personality problem, i couldnt understand myself i was just so rude and mean and i didnt like it and i had probably spent most of my days crying in the corner being confused bout myself ( sorry this post is getting long D: ). and because of that i even created " CAPE " its a .. erm .. a story that i created ( if any one wishes to hear bout it i can write bout it on my blog and send the link, its a pretty long story so.. ). 
and btw another reason i didnt think i had jewish blood was because im really creative, and sensitive .. erm towards animals.. i can get cruel with humans and i remember myself looking down upon people that are " useless " and i still have that disgusting trait in myself but i just , push it away... and i used to despise people who are " stupid ... " ...
well nevermined me having a jewish blood or not wont change anything except me being more aware of my thoughts and probably observing them. i just wanted to hear Zevists thoughts ( i am not sure if it will be offensive if i call you guys a family, its fine if i you dont like, i understand ) 
anyways i am Forever Father Satans!!! He gave me my meaning for life and he is the reason why i no longer cut myself when im depressed COZ OF THIS FRIGGIN JEWISH JUNK IN MY FRIGGIN VEIN !!!... figure of the past nevermind.. and i think part of me felt, disturbed a bit when i noticed my ears so i probably wanted to share... so.. thanks for reading this awfully long post... 
Ave Zeus!!!!

 

[nicerattlesnake7]

Infiltrater.

 

[andariel7]

Some say figure of the past was half jewish. I'm curious how's yours opinion on that?

 

[ikager]

As it has been previously stated, if you're really unsure, you should go to the gods with this question. And why does jewish blood have to be the only explanation for your emotional problems? Maybe you're a Gentile, and your chakras were really fucked up, putting you out of balance? Just a thought. But if you really do know you're Jew and, knowing that fact, still have the audacity to claim Satan, that is unacceptable and you are not welcome here. You've been warned...

 

[andariel7]

How many of you really speak with Satan about this?

 

[Inlovewithsatan1]

I think its an enemy tact. You dont need to be worried about that. 
I too feel that sometimes. But i have been visited by a demon,must be my guardian demon. His aura was sooo effing bright and shinning gold as just like a brilliant sun.
The doubt i had that i might be that parasituc shit too cuz i had lost my all creativity. I couldnt create anything on my own. 
I was so very creative in childhood to teenage but after that i have been spending years at home! We had got to know that someone did magic on me so all of a sudden i stopped studying and had no desire at all. 
The Demon who came in my dream but i know it was not a dream. It was so very real,still cant forget his so sweet calm gentle voice and that time i came to actually realised and felt the fact HP Pythia told on ToZ that demons do give very much individual attention. I felt so joyful happy i felt the feeling of getting attention. It was so really wonderful !!

 

[edwardtgao8]

Strange. Though I have never seen any Demon and  I am still hungry for the individual attantion, but when I was in such jew-trouble ready to commit suicide as a "holly act of spiritual warefare" I tried to post in a group, but yahoo fucked for some strange reason and at that moment I felt extreemely guilty...as if I offended Satan in some way...I never in my life sensed anything on the astral but then I just sensed feelings of "WTF you are doing?" bursted on me that were not mine and they were very intensive. I say they were not mine because I was surprised on them and failed to understand what was there offensive? I wanted to serve him - nothing else. After that spark I felt another burst of emotion - now completely mine - of tender, love and "dont worry, Treasure, it was only a question". I felt with my total being that I am not a jew, but I still asked people, and I still didnt believe my heart.Ask Tarot, if you like. Tarot never lie. It also said to me that I was gentile.

--- In [email protected], <inlovewithsatan@... wrote:

I think its an enemy tact. You dont need to be worried about that. 
I too feel that sometimes. But i have been visited by a demon,must be my guardian demon. His aura was sooo effing bright and shinning gold as just like a brilliant sun.
The doubt i had that i might be that parasituc shit too cuz i had lost my all creativity. I couldnt create anything on my own. 
I was so very creative in childhood to teenage but after that i have been spending years at home! We had got to know that someone did magic on me so all of a sudden i stopped studying and had no desire at all. 
The Demon who came in my dream but i know it was not a dream. It was so very real,still cant forget his so sweet calm gentle voice and that time i came to actually realised and felt the fact HP Pythia told on ToZ that demons do give very much individual attention. I felt so joyful happy i felt the feeling of getting attention. It was so really wonderful !!

 

[Inlovewithsatan1]

The one who is willing to serve SATAN & Fight for HIM. That person cant be a jew then. So leave it. Its surely the enemy implanting thoughts in our mind.  Void meditation would help and all other workings like breaking the enemy link, daily. 

 

[Inlovewithsatan1]

Yes,right. There is a huge difference. Gentile wouldnt get any feeling towards them except "Hatred".

 

[shantikami]

Why are you so determined that you *have* to be part-Jewish? I'm sorry, but it seems either you are obsessed with being part-Jewish in a group that is not for Jewish people. Your posts always have you finding traits that *have* to be Jewish! I mean, is that how you want to be? The tragic part-Jewish person struggling to be accepted in a group that is pointedly NOT for yehuborim? Do you want us to think Satan has granted you a pass because you are somehow chosen and special????

Or are you struggling against these supposed Jewish traits/Jewish blood, and your posts are a call for help?
Either way, you need to *do* something. Ask for help. Accept you may be Jewish, and go find another group that will accept you. But, please, stop posting huge messages that make you sound like a major drama queen who is oh-so tormented but is fiercely forging on or whatever.

--- In [email protected], <inlovewithsatan@... wrote:

Yes,right. There is a huge difference. Gentile wouldnt get any feeling towards them except "Hatred".

 

[coltonfontinel]

I have prayed to him about it then I don’t know how much longer afterwards a little thought came out of nowhere asking if you are a jew then why has he done so much for you? That's when I was like true so I’m not jewish since Satan wouldn’t help a jew. Sent from Windows Mail From: andariel7
Sent: ‎Wednesday‎, ‎September‎ ‎4‎, ‎2013 ‎3‎:‎34‎ ‎PM
To: [email protected]    How many of you really speak with Satan about this?