Raven The_Dark_Wind
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- Apr 15, 2004
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i just had an epiphany regarding my Guardian Azazel and his existence as my Guardian and helping me out here and there in my life. Which I'm so fucking thankful for, it hit me full force today, which makes me sooooooooooooo incredibly happy. It's cool were the same element as well. Just saying. Anyways I'll get to how he gave me a blatant sign today. Just about 30 minutes ago i'd say, probably 36 to be exact, considering 36 is two 666s and nothing ever happens to be a coincidence, if it wasn't that long ago it wasn't, but my showers take some 20 minutes because of me using healing magic to get rid of a pilonidal cyst which i've shrunk from the size of a quarter to the size of less than a dime today 
Still gotta keep the working up the though, i'll probably perform it again tonight. BUT ANYWAYS I praised Satan in my room for everything he's done for me in my life and how thankful I am for what he's done, and after i finished putting a towel, boxers, socks, and gym shorts in the bathroom as i was about to take a shower, and then I realized again(Thinking of Azazels description on JoS I had just previously looked at before i put my things in the shower), Satan's quite busy and I'm sure isn't responsible for all the hard lessons I've learned throughout my life. So I thought of the planet Azazel ruled over, Saturn, The Teacher, Malignant and Despicable in all respects indeed(*chuckles to self looking back at all the hard lessons I've learned*), then thought of the most recent lesson I was taught(which was not to smoke weed ever again until after godhood, which i broke my over two month clean streak like 3 days ago or so D: shouldn't have but yet again I learned the hard way(threw away the weed too, cause it made me pissed at myself for what i did because i got psychically attacked and had energy lines reattached to me like a motherfucker)) So I remembered the number signs from Azazel are usually the number 6, of which I figured out some long time ago last year, it struck me again hard as fuck and re awoken that in myself big time, considering I just saw 6 palm trees waiting for my Sister to get out of her friends house(i waited patiently, had to ring the bell three times over the course of like 15-16 minutes =.= lol but I was patient). Alas the amount of weed I bought, which I plan to never buy ever again and not smoke again until i reach godhood was SIX dollars, both of those signs and all the others I remembered struck me all at once at that. Again, re awakening me big time, and also in that, reassured me i'm not jewish at all, because unfortunately for the last couple of days, not being worried or scared or stressed at all, have been frantically looking up the "know your enemy" file on the e groups and going through it like mad taking in all the information, found out I'm not jewish though even before i received the sign from Azazel today. Which what I asked him after I praised Satan and then Azazel after Satan, which I didn't mention earlier, is "could you please give me a sign regarding that you've been here for me, standing before me in my life" and next moment later, after I came back from the kitchen, and by the way, nobody at all was in the bathroom, the toilet paper roll was unrolled till the paper was touching the ground and it wasn't like that before. So I laughed a little to myself, and said "Hail Azazel!" quietly, because there was a stupid fucking xian bible study my parents were having in the other room at the immediate moment, so after that i more loudly said "haha had some fun there didn't you Azazel?" and the entire time i had this very calm strong feeling within myself the entire time, also like the energy bonds that i have to break again had been pulled out, even though he was hindering them despite they're still there. Anyways I'm proud and honored to be a son of Satan, Proud and honored to have Azazel as my guardian, Proud and honored to have my true Brethren as my true brethren, amongst i'll be extremely proud and extremely honored to walk among the Gods as one of them in the near future
HAIL ENKI!
HAIL AZAZEL!
HAIL THE TRUE GODS OF DUAT FOREVER!
HAIL HUMANITY! ENKI'S AMAZING CREATION!
DEATH TO THE RHP!
Your dearly Loving Brother,
Raven, The Dark Wind
Still gotta keep the working up the though, i'll probably perform it again tonight. BUT ANYWAYS I praised Satan in my room for everything he's done for me in my life and how thankful I am for what he's done, and after i finished putting a towel, boxers, socks, and gym shorts in the bathroom as i was about to take a shower, and then I realized again(Thinking of Azazels description on JoS I had just previously looked at before i put my things in the shower), Satan's quite busy and I'm sure isn't responsible for all the hard lessons I've learned throughout my life. So I thought of the planet Azazel ruled over, Saturn, The Teacher, Malignant and Despicable in all respects indeed(*chuckles to self looking back at all the hard lessons I've learned*), then thought of the most recent lesson I was taught(which was not to smoke weed ever again until after godhood, which i broke my over two month clean streak like 3 days ago or so D: shouldn't have but yet again I learned the hard way(threw away the weed too, cause it made me pissed at myself for what i did because i got psychically attacked and had energy lines reattached to me like a motherfucker)) So I remembered the number signs from Azazel are usually the number 6, of which I figured out some long time ago last year, it struck me again hard as fuck and re awoken that in myself big time, considering I just saw 6 palm trees waiting for my Sister to get out of her friends house(i waited patiently, had to ring the bell three times over the course of like 15-16 minutes =.= lol but I was patient). Alas the amount of weed I bought, which I plan to never buy ever again and not smoke again until i reach godhood was SIX dollars, both of those signs and all the others I remembered struck me all at once at that. Again, re awakening me big time, and also in that, reassured me i'm not jewish at all, because unfortunately for the last couple of days, not being worried or scared or stressed at all, have been frantically looking up the "know your enemy" file on the e groups and going through it like mad taking in all the information, found out I'm not jewish though even before i received the sign from Azazel today. Which what I asked him after I praised Satan and then Azazel after Satan, which I didn't mention earlier, is "could you please give me a sign regarding that you've been here for me, standing before me in my life" and next moment later, after I came back from the kitchen, and by the way, nobody at all was in the bathroom, the toilet paper roll was unrolled till the paper was touching the ground and it wasn't like that before. So I laughed a little to myself, and said "Hail Azazel!" quietly, because there was a stupid fucking xian bible study my parents were having in the other room at the immediate moment, so after that i more loudly said "haha had some fun there didn't you Azazel?" and the entire time i had this very calm strong feeling within myself the entire time, also like the energy bonds that i have to break again had been pulled out, even though he was hindering them despite they're still there. Anyways I'm proud and honored to be a son of Satan, Proud and honored to have Azazel as my guardian, Proud and honored to have my true Brethren as my true brethren, amongst i'll be extremely proud and extremely honored to walk among the Gods as one of them in the near future HAIL ENKI!
HAIL AZAZEL!
HAIL THE TRUE GODS OF DUAT FOREVER!
HAIL HUMANITY! ENKI'S AMAZING CREATION!
DEATH TO THE RHP!
Your dearly Loving Brother,
Raven, The Dark Wind
