I keep seeing and feeling weird things please help?!

[CatrinaS]

I keep seeing strange flashes of blue light And i dont know why either they are bright electric sapphire blue and go by very quickly they arent always in the corner of my eye sometimes they are right in front of me and look very realistic as if someone shone a blue light in that direction then turned it off and when i see them its as if i feel a weird electrical feeling through my body that also goes away very quickly Are they something spiritual or are they just a vision problem that i need to get worked out? also i have a sensitivity to any electrical devises (tv sets
hospital equipment,computers) basically anything that runs on higher amounts of electricity i dont have it happen with smaller things like video game devices and radios and cd players or mp3 players..
i dont think that has anything to do with it but i could be mistaken..
i feel a weird electrical feeling and hear a high pitched buzzing or ringing noise in my ears whenever im around high amounts of electricity
it also makes me feel funny sometimes dizzy too if im around it for too long i start to feel tingly and fuzzy and highish and just weird i cant explain it sometimes the feeling is so overwhelming that i need to leave the area..
Im 20 years old going on 21 iv been a spiritual satanist since i was 16 but there were a few years when i wasnt really into this as much as i needed too be but iv been trying alot harder as of lately and been making progress i really wanna be able to open up my third eye and start using magic properly and helping out everyone who is fighting the xians and so on... sadly im living with and around christian parents so i cant do certain rituals or practices like i want to do.. and i have not been able to open up my third eye yet nor do i know how to read my aura so i dont know how strong mine is or weak or what i dont know why i feel these things either its almost like i can feel energy waves coming off of certain things through my whole body it leaves the inside of my body feeling tingly and the outside fuzzy thats the only way i can explain it.. im just asking for help so i can understand myself more and know why these things happen to me so i dont feel so weirded out by them.. so any help understanding this would be most appreciated thank you!..

Hail Satan!

 

[Allison P]

Well, not sure what to make of the electrical feelings/hum or
whatever, but as for the blue lights...I wouldn't worry overmuch about
those sis. I think those lights are just the Gods' way of letting you
know that they are around and watching out for you.

On 4/1/13, CatrinaS <catrinasyla@... wrote:
I keep seeing strange flashes of blue light And i dont know why either they
are bright electric sapphire blue and go by very quickly they arent always
in the corner of my eye sometimes they are right in front of me and look
very realistic as if someone shone a blue light in that direction then
turned it off and when i see them its as if i feel a weird electrical
feeling through my body that also goes away very quickly Are they something
spiritual or are they just a vision problem that i need to get worked out?
also i have a sensitivity to any electrical devises (tv sets
hospital equipment,computers) basically anything that runs on higher amounts
of electricity i dont have it happen with smaller things like video game
devices and radios and cd players or mp3 players..
i dont think that has anything to do with it but i could be mistaken..
i feel a weird electrical feeling and hear a high pitched buzzing or ringing
noise in my ears whenever im around high amounts of electricity
it also makes me feel funny sometimes dizzy too if im around it for too long
i start to feel tingly and fuzzy and highish and just weird i cant explain
it sometimes the feeling is so overwhelming that i need to leave the area..
Im 20 years old going on 21 iv been a spiritual satanist since i was 16 but
there were a few years when i wasnt really into this as much as i needed too
be but iv been trying alot harder as of lately and been making progress i
really wanna be able to open up my third eye and start using magic properly
and helping out everyone who is fighting the xians and so on... sadly im
living with and around christian parents so i cant do certain rituals or
practices like i want to do.. and i have not been able to open up my third
eye yet nor do i know how to read my aura so i dont know how strong mine is
or weak or what i dont know why i feel these things either its almost like i
can feel energy waves coming off of certain things through my whole body it
leaves the inside of my body feeling tingly and the outside fuzzy thats the
only way i can explain it.. im just asking for help so i can understand
myself more and know why these things happen to me so i dont feel so weirded
out by them.. so any help understanding this would be most appreciated thank
you!..

Hail Satan!

 

[Dino Dizdarevic]

Hello there. Blue light you see is probably energy, try looking at the moon, it has vibrant blue energy, i meditate on it often. that way you can compare light you see and the light from the moon, the blue light. As for electricity, there is an explanation but on physics level, which i am not really familiar with, there is a section on JoS somewhere, i think it is in Satanic meditation section, saying how we can feel, see and fix electric machines and such, because your energy is electricity, look up Magnum Opus in Meditation section, there you have electricity and magnetism about energy explained. Hope i helped, and i would recommend you to type 'clearer' next time, it is hard to understand what you want to say  
From: CatrinaS <catrinasyla@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, April 1, 2013 10:48 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I keep seeing and feeling weird things please help?!

  I keep seeing strange flashes of blue light And i dont know why either they are bright electric sapphire blue and go by very quickly they arent always in the corner of my eye sometimes they are right in front of me and look very realistic as if someone shone a blue light in that direction then turned it off and when i see them its as if i feel a weird electrical feeling through my body that also goes away very quickly Are they something spiritual or are they just a vision problem that i need to get worked out? also i have a sensitivity to any electrical devises (tv sets
hospital equipment,computers) basically anything that runs on higher amounts of electricity i dont have it happen with smaller things like video game devices and radios and cd players or mp3 players..
i dont think that has anything to do with it but i could be mistaken..
i feel a weird electrical feeling and hear a high pitched buzzing or ringing noise in my ears whenever im around high amounts of electricity
it also makes me feel funny sometimes dizzy too if im around it for too long i start to feel tingly and fuzzy and highish and just weird i cant explain it sometimes the feeling is so overwhelming that i need to leave the area..
Im 20 years old going on 21 iv been a spiritual satanist since i was 16 but there were a few years when i wasnt really into this as much as i needed too be but iv been trying alot harder as of lately and been making progress i really wanna be able to open up my third eye and start using magic properly and helping out everyone who is fighting the xians and so on... sadly im living with and around christian parents so i cant do certain rituals or practices like i want to do.. and i have not been able to open up my third eye yet nor do i know how to read my aura so i dont know how strong mine is or weak or what i dont know why i feel these things either its almost like i can feel energy waves coming off of certain things through my whole body it leaves the inside of my body feeling tingly and the outside fuzzy thats the only way i can explain it.. im just asking for help so i can understand myself more and know why these things happen to me so i dont feel so weirded out by them.. so any help understanding this would be most appreciated thank you!..

Hail Satan!

 

[CatrinaS]

Thanks for the reply, hmm that makes some since about the blue lights!
yeah i dont know what to make out about the electricity feeling or hum i experience either.. the hum sometimes is a low pitched one sometimes its a high pitched ringing too and its not a problem with my ears cause it only happens when im around strong electrical sources. its as if i can almost feel the currents of electricity going through out my whole body tingling and surging and also ill feel a weird tickle on the back of my head right or left side that will usually travel down my spine and give me an intense body chill as if id been hit by cold wind all of a sudden and got chilly.. if that helps any sorry if it further confuses anyone.. see i wanna know why these things happen to me cause i want to be the best i can be thats why im asking for any help about that so i know and understand myself better see the question of why they happen has been plaguing my mind since iv been a small child. and since iv been a small child iv also experienced other sorts of unusual things that i wont go into now, i normally only share this with people i know and trust.. because i know theyll belive me and they wont think im crazy
people who dont understand anything truly spiritual write those happenings that some people experience off as insanity and i cant have certain people in my life thinking im crazy.. lol.

thanks for taking the time to read and listen to this..
another thing i have is randomly ill see an sapphire/indigo blue colored haze around my finger tips im not sure if its me being able to sort of see my aura or not but it dosnt always happen and its very very hard to make it happen again after its already happened. im really interested in this though i wanna learn more about all of these things i wanna better understand myself and what i can be capable of doing. and how much effort ill need to put into it etc..

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Well, not sure what to make of the electrical feelings/hum or
whatever, but as for the blue lights...I wouldn't worry overmuch about
those sis. I think those lights are just the Gods' way of letting you
know that they are around and watching out for you.

 

[cthulhuscream]

It almost sounds like electromagnetic hypersensitivity. But I am no doctor. Google those symptoms!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Well, not sure what to make of the electrical feelings/hum or
whatever, but as for the blue lights...I wouldn't worry overmuch about
those sis. I think those lights are just the Gods' way of letting you
know that they are around and watching out for you.

On 4/1/13, CatrinaS <catrinasyla@... wrote:
I keep seeing strange flashes of blue light And i dont know why either they
are bright electric sapphire blue and go by very quickly they arent always
in the corner of my eye sometimes they are right in front of me and look
very realistic as if someone shone a blue light in that direction then
turned it off and when i see them its as if i feel a weird electrical
feeling through my body that also goes away very quickly Are they something
spiritual or are they just a vision problem that i need to get worked out?
also i have a sensitivity to any electrical devises (tv sets
hospital equipment,computers) basically anything that runs on higher amounts
of electricity i dont have it happen with smaller things like video game
devices and radios and cd players or mp3 players..
i dont think that has anything to do with it but i could be mistaken..
i feel a weird electrical feeling and hear a high pitched buzzing or ringing
noise in my ears whenever im around high amounts of electricity
it also makes me feel funny sometimes dizzy too if im around it for too long
i start to feel tingly and fuzzy and highish and just weird i cant explain
it sometimes the feeling is so overwhelming that i need to leave the area..
Im 20 years old going on 21 iv been a spiritual satanist since i was 16 but
there were a few years when i wasnt really into this as much as i needed too
be but iv been trying alot harder as of lately and been making progress i
really wanna be able to open up my third eye and start using magic properly
and helping out everyone who is fighting the xians and so on... sadly im
living with and around christian parents so i cant do certain rituals or
practices like i want to do.. and i have not been able to open up my third
eye yet nor do i know how to read my aura so i dont know how strong mine is
or weak or what i dont know why i feel these things either its almost like i
can feel energy waves coming off of certain things through my whole body it
leaves the inside of my body feeling tingly and the outside fuzzy thats the
only way i can explain it.. im just asking for help so i can understand
myself more and know why these things happen to me so i dont feel so weirded
out by them.. so any help understanding this would be most appreciated thank
you!..

Hail Satan!

 

[Dino Dizdarevic]

You seem to be very psychic. Feeling in back of your head, it could be your pineal gland, surging to bottom of your spine could be energy passing through chakras i presume, since you feel that chill, it is very similar .. but really i don't know why is it happening to you like that, we do feel energy bursts once in a while, atleast i do, maybe it's the same with you ... and you can say everything here, we are all considered a bit insane by others who are without, but that is their problem as for color around your fingers, yes it is aura you are seeing, there is section in Meditation about auras.
From: CatrinaS <catrinasyla@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, April 4, 2013 3:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I keep seeing and feeling weird things please help?!

  Thanks for the reply, hmm that makes some since about the blue lights!
yeah i dont know what to make out about the electricity feeling or hum i experience either.. the hum sometimes is a low pitched one sometimes its a high pitched ringing too and its not a problem with my ears cause it only happens when im around strong electrical sources. its as if i can almost feel the currents of electricity going through out my whole body tingling and surging and also ill feel a weird tickle on the back of my head right or left side that will usually travel down my spine and give me an intense body chill as if id been hit by cold wind all of a sudden and got chilly.. if that helps any sorry if it further confuses anyone.. see i wanna know why these things happen to me cause i want to be the best i can be thats why im asking for any help about that so i know and understand myself better see the question of why they happen has been plaguing my mind since iv been a small child. and since iv been a small child iv also experienced other sorts of unusual things that i wont go into now, i normally only share this with people i know and trust.. because i know theyll belive me and they wont think im crazy
people who dont understand anything truly spiritual write those happenings that some people experience off as insanity and i cant have certain people in my life thinking im crazy.. lol.

thanks for taking the time to read and listen to this..
another thing i have is randomly ill see an sapphire/indigo blue colored haze around my finger tips im not sure if its me being able to sort of see my aura or not but it dosnt always happen and its very very hard to make it happen again after its already happened. im really interested in this though i wanna learn more about all of these things i wanna better understand myself and what i can be capable of doing. and how much effort ill need to put into it etc..

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Well, not sure what to make of the electrical feelings/hum or
whatever, but as for the blue lights...I wouldn't worry overmuch about
those sis. I think those lights are just the Gods' way of letting you
know that they are around and watching out for you.

 

[CatrinaS]

Thanks for responding, yea im starting to think i am
my mom has told me of Some very psychic sounding stuff she had
gone through but now shes a christian so she thinks its either evil
or it was a gift from god... ugh.. anyway thats why i cant discuss this with her, if i could that would help alot.. I just had a vision while working with sex magic usually ill have premonition dreams but this was an actual Vision of a even that occurred literally seconds after i had it. i saw my parents coming to the door and walking in the house and that if i dont stop with the sex magic i could be caught so i jumped up got dressed ran to the door and opened it only to see the same setting i had just visualized of my parents exiting the car coming to the door and walking inside. it was very exciting
never before have i had a vision while being awake so this was very interesting and new to me. =) im hoping to work with what i have and get it stronger id like to use my abilities to help us in the fight against our enemies, someday once i have advanced more.
thanks for the reply btw. im just trying to learn more about these things so i understand myself better!


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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Dino Dizdarevic <dinodizdarevic211@... wrote:

You seem to be very psychic. Feeling in back of your head, it could be your pineal gland, surging to bottom of your spine could be energy passing through chakras i presume, since you feel that chill, it is very similar .. but really i don't know why is it happening to you like that, we do feel energy bursts once in a while, atleast i do, maybe it's the same with you ... and you can say everything here, we are all considered a bit insane by others who are without, but that is their problem as for color around your fingers, yes it is aura you are seeing, there is section in Meditation about auras.

 

[Dino Dizdarevic]

I understand completely, i learn something new about myself everyday. Try doing research on psychology, psychics, biology, and alchemy. You will understand everything much better, i can pretty much explain now to anyone anything that is possible, and how it is possible. HAIL SATAN !!
From: CatrinaS <catrinasyla@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, April 8, 2013 2:14 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I keep seeing and feeling weird things please help?!

  Thanks for responding, yea im starting to think i am
my mom has told me of Some very psychic sounding stuff she had
gone through but now shes a christian so she thinks its either evil
or it was a gift from god... ugh.. anyway thats why i cant discuss this with her, if i could that would help alot.. I just had a vision while working with sex magic usually ill have premonition dreams but this was an actual Vision of a even that occurred literally seconds after i had it. i saw my parents coming to the door and walking in the house and that if i dont stop with the sex magic i could be caught so i jumped up got dressed ran to the door and opened it only to see the same setting i had just visualized of my parents exiting the car coming to the door and walking inside. it was very exciting
never before have i had a vision while being awake so this was very interesting and new to me. =) im hoping to work with what i have and get it stronger id like to use my abilities to help us in the fight against our enemies, someday once i have advanced more.
thanks for the reply btw. im just trying to learn more about these things so i understand myself better!

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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Dino Dizdarevic <dinodizdarevic211@... wrote:

You seem to be very psychic. Feeling in back of your head, it could be your pineal gland, surging to bottom of your spine could be energy passing through chakras i presume, since you feel that chill, it is very similar .. but really i don't know why is it happening to you like that, we do feel energy bursts once in a while, atleast i do, maybe it's the same with you ... and you can say everything here, we are all considered a bit insane by others who are without, but that is their problem as for color around your fingers, yes it is aura you are seeing, there is section in Meditation about auras.

 

[Aquarian Clown]

The Demon Dantalian has a blue aura . try reading bout him in the JoS.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "CatrinaS" <catrinasyla@... wrote:

I keep seeing strange flashes of blue light And i dont know why either they are bright electric sapphire blue and go by very quickly they arent always in the corner of my eye sometimes they are right in front of me and look very realistic as if someone shone a blue light in that direction then turned it off and when i see them its as if i feel a weird electrical feeling through my body that also goes away very quickly Are they something spiritual or are they just a vision problem that i need to get worked out? also i have a sensitivity to any electrical devises (tv sets
hospital equipment,computers) basically anything that runs on higher amounts of electricity i dont have it happen with smaller things like video game devices and radios and cd players or mp3 players..
i dont think that has anything to do with it but i could be mistaken..
i feel a weird electrical feeling and hear a high pitched buzzing or ringing noise in my ears whenever im around high amounts of electricity
it also makes me feel funny sometimes dizzy too if im around it for too long i start to feel tingly and fuzzy and highish and just weird i cant explain it sometimes the feeling is so overwhelming that i need to leave the area..
Im 20 years old going on 21 iv been a spiritual satanist since i was 16 but there were a few years when i wasnt really into this as much as i needed too be but iv been trying alot harder as of lately and been making progress i really wanna be able to open up my third eye and start using magic properly and helping out everyone who is fighting the xians and so on... sadly im living with and around christian parents so i cant do certain rituals or practices like i want to do.. and i have not been able to open up my third eye yet nor do i know how to read my aura so i dont know how strong mine is or weak or what i dont know why i feel these things either its almost like i can feel energy waves coming off of certain things through my whole body it leaves the inside of my body feeling tingly and the outside fuzzy thats the only way i can explain it.. im just asking for help so i can understand myself more and know why these things happen to me so i dont feel so weirded out by them.. so any help understanding this would be most appreciated thank you!..

Hail Satan!