I have some serious questions I hope you or Satan can answer

[montagnardradio]

Greetings,This will be a bit lengthy, but it need be. I am an American living in Asia for nearly the last 15 years. I am very interested in this Spiritual Satanism. I have been a long term meditator for roughly 7 years. I have made some progress, perhaps even a good deal of progress, yet nothing earth shattering has happened. I know through personal dealings with Buddhist monks in Thai, Cambodia, china, Myanmar, and adherents to zen in Japan, that they are making, for the most part, no more progress than I. Many times, even less. It has become discouraging. One good thing to have come out of all this however, is that what you call void meditation, I can do as long as I want. Also, I have had many amazing insights, which I won't go into here.By and large, it seems most of the monks in Buddhism, are chronically full of shit, and just lazy. In addition, it seems anything that becomes an organized religion, becomes corrupted immediately, in order that industry and a priest class can profit from it. In fact, I've come to the point in life, where I see most people as nothing more than con men. If not for money, then at least to satiate their ever fragile egos. Hell, what is social networking like Facebook, but another scam for people to sell them selves. I see no honesty in people these days. The world has become infested with a  plague Called megalomania. All of which is based on no merit.I can see where this has come from, as can anyone paying attention. Media. Media, has corrupted every facet of humanity.Regarding the Christians: well, I've known for a very long time that they are nothing more than a means for controlling the masses while fleecing them of whatever weath they have. So, I truly have no hang ups with religion. And the Jews... Don't get me started about that race of rats.I have a few concerns regarding signing on the red line. First, the people i met in high school and university who were getting immersed in satanism, were the biggest duds I knew. They were never too bright, never popular, had shitty personalities, and were desperate to find sex, as they were getting none. I worry that that may be the people that make up this group. Those people were weak as shit, and I am not. I want to experience the real mc coy, and I am pretty fearless when searching for the truth, or anything else for that matter.Secondly, I have children which I love very much. I would absolutely want them, in no way, affected by something I commit myself to. If it turned out to be real, and a beneficial thing, when they are adults, I would never discourage it, but conversely, I would never tell my family about any of this.Third, I'd really like to hear of any real experiences of people who have made great progress. Coming from a background of meditation, I am looking to see some REAL results. Not, some pie in the sky, imaginative horseshit.Fourthly, I desire no material gain. I have more money than I need, and I've never had a shortage of sex. So there is nothing I really want, more than just to become truly free.Fifth lay, regards the subject of succubus. Is this true?! I'd never heard of such a thing on my life. If it is true, I'd really like to experience such a relationship. Has anyone TRULEY experienced such? I am married, but it's a pretty empty deal. Kinda like an arrangement to share kids and money. I'd like to experience something much deeper, coupled with friendship and guidance.Anyway, if any of you are sincere, and not full of shit, I'd love to hear from you. If you are a dungeons and dragons gamer, dressing up like some emo, then please fuck off. I have no need for such people.Thanks.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Hi. Nice to see you here, welcome.
There's no particular order to what I am going to write. On the subject of Incubus/Succubus, yes, it's real. Some dedicated Spiritual Satanists are with Them. Some are polygamous, others are monogamous. Myself, I have a husband who is a God/Demon who resides on Duat. He's Chinese, like me. Lord Satan set this up, which I appreciate greatly. I have had to work to win his hand, though. An eternal relationship and a God doesn't come easy, or free. I still am working to win him through spiritual warfare.We haven't consummated our marriage yet, although He has made himself known to me through an oracle deck, the tarot and the runes, when I was divining through them. He is also my Guardian and teacher. He sends signs to me through the physical realm, and told me a bit about Himself recently through the tarot and signs on the physical.
If you're unhappy with your marriage, and want something absolutely soul-fulfilling and truly wonderful and sacred, and do not prefer mortal women, then perhaps such a relationship is for you. However, I suggest you do the meditations on Joy of Satan website, they will open your soul, empower your astral senses and make you more sensitive to energy, as well as able to see, hear and feel  the Gods. 
It'd be nice to share what I have read of other's experiences, but these groups are full of infiltrators and the enemy, whether Gentile or jew. To speak about one's experiences and progress in meditation is one thing, to talk about the powers and gifts a person has accumulated from said meditations is a big no-no. "Silence is golden." I know you are just curious and genuinely want to know, but I assure you that some people can do things that are mind blowing, because of meditation, particularly the ones from the JoS site. It takes months if not years of practice though. Some people bring these gifts from past lives, others gain new ones in this lifetime through practicing often on strengthening them.
Lord Satan and the Powers of Hell will put an aura of protection around those you love, once you dedicate. I noticed this with some relatives of mine. I was even told that some became GDs of a relative of mine, whom I love, although they are agnostic and not Satanist.
I don't know how family we love would be affected negatively. Meaning, they won't be, by your choice to dedicate to Lord Satan and Spiritual Satanism. They haven't,  but in fact, Lord Satan looked out for one of them during a trying time and saved her just in time, for which I am very thankful and grateful. Said relative is doing fine and happy now.
Have you also seen the Joy of Satan forums?
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/

The moderators are JoS clergy and they do a pretty good job of keeping the forums productive and clean, like here in the groups.
Some Spiritual Satanists are of the strongest and nicest people I know, some of them are good friends to me.






On Thursday, June 12, 2014 5:35:39 PM, "montagnardradio@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Greetings,This will be a bit lengthy, but it need be. I am an American living in Asia for nearly the last 15 years. I am very interested in this Spiritual Satanism. I have been a long term meditator for roughly 7 years. I have made some progress, perhaps even a good deal of progress, yet nothing earth shattering has happened. I know through personal dealings with Buddhist monks in Thai, Cambodia, china, Myanmar, and adherents to zen in Japan, that they are making, for the most part, no more progress than I. Many times, even less. It has become discouraging. One good thing to have come out of all this however, is that what you call void meditation, I can do as long as I want. Also, I have had many amazing insights, which I won't go into here.By and large, it seems most of the monks in Buddhism, are chronically full of shit, and just lazy. In addition, it seems anything that becomes an organized religion, becomes corrupted immediately, in order that industry and a priest class can profit from it. In fact, I've come to the point in life, where I see most people as nothing more than con men. If not for money, then at least to satiate their ever fragile egos. Hell, what is social networking like Facebook, but another scam for people to sell them selves. I see no honesty in people these days. The world has become infested with a  plague Called megalomania. All of which is based on no merit.I can see where this has come from, as can anyone paying attention. Media. Media, has corrupted every facet of humanity.Regarding the Christians: well, I've known for a very long time that they are nothing more than a means for controlling the masses while fleecing them of whatever weath they have. So, I truly have no hang ups with religion. And the Jews... Don't get me started about that race of rats.I have a few concerns regarding signing on the red line. First, the people i met in high school and university who were getting immersed in satanism, were the biggest duds I knew. They were never too bright, never popular, had shitty personalities, and were desperate to find sex, as they were getting none. I worry that that may be the people that make up this group. Those people were weak as shit, and I am not. I want to experience the real mc coy, and I am pretty fearless when searching for the truth, or anything else for that matter.Secondly, I have children which I love very much. I would absolutely want them, in no way, affected by something I commit myself to. If it turned out to be real, and a beneficial thing, when they are adults, I would never discourage it, but conversely, I would never tell my family about any of this.Third, I'd really like to hear of any real experiences of people who have made great progress. Coming from a background of meditation, I am looking to see some REAL results. Not, some pie in the sky, imaginative horseshit.Fourthly, I desire no material gain. I have more money than I need, and I've never had a shortage of sex. So there is nothing I really want, more than just to become truly free.Fifth lay, regards the subject of succubus. Is this true?! I'd never heard of such a thing on my life. If it is true, I'd really like to experience such a relationship. Has anyone TRULEY experienced such? I am married, but it's a pretty empty deal. Kinda like an arrangement to share kids and money. I'd like to experience something much deeper, coupled with friendship and guidance.Anyway, if any of you are sincere, and not full of shit, I'd love to hear from you. If you are a dungeons and dragons gamer, dressing up like some emo, then please fuck off. I have no need for such people.Thanks.

 

[Sandra Waldron]

From what I am seeing here, you have a LOT of negativity. Speaking for myself, everything changed almost the instant
I dedicated to Father Satan. He is real! He is a warm and loving God. He cares about his people. If you are truly
serious, read the Joy of Satan website. Maxine took many hours in putting it together. She speaks the truth.
You can learn from her. And she is definitely on the up and up.


As far as a succubus or incubus goes, they ARE real! And they have feelings! They are also permanent! I suggest
your read very carefully what Maxine has to say on them, or about anything having to do with spiritual Satanism.


Only you as a human know how sincere you are. But Father Satan WILL also know just how sincere you are. This is NOT something to take lightly. So, like I said, read all you can on the website, think about it long and hard, then,
if you are truly sincere and know with all your heart that you want to dedicate to Father Satan, then, by
all means, do so. But dedicating to Father Satan is permanent. So, take all things into consideration.
Hail Father Satan! Hail Anubis! Hail Isis!
--------------------------------------------

On Wed, 6/11/14, montagnardradio@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I have some serious questions I hope you or Satan can answer
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wednesday, June 11, 2014, 10:26 AM


 









Greetings,This
will be a bit lengthy, but it need be. I am an American
living in Asia for nearly the last 15 years. I am very
interested in this Spiritual Satanism. I have been a long
term meditator for roughly 7 years. I have made some
progress, perhaps even a good deal of progress, yet nothing
earth shattering has happened. I know through personal
dealings with Buddhist monks in Thai, Cambodia, china,
Myanmar, and adherents to zen in Japan, that they are
making, for the most part, no more progress than I. Many
times, even less. It has become discouraging. One good thing
to have come out of all this however, is that what you call
void meditation, I can do as long as I want. Also, I have
had many amazing insights, which I won't go into
here.By and large, it seems most of the
monks in Buddhism, are chronically full of shit, and just
lazy. In addition, it seems anything that becomes an
organized religion, becomes corrupted immediately, in order
that industry and a priest class can profit from it. In
fact, I've come to the point in life, where I see most
people as nothing more than con men. If not for money, then

at least to satiate their ever fragile egos. Hell, what is
social networking like Facebook, but another scam for people
to sell them selves. I see no honesty in people these days.
The world has become infested with a  plague Called
megalomania. All of which is based on no
merit.I can see where this has come
from, as can anyone paying attention. Media. Media, has
corrupted every facet of
humanity.Regarding the Christians: well,
I've known for a very long time that they are nothing
more than a means for controlling the masses while fleecing
them of whatever weath they have. So, I truly have no hang
ups with religion. And the Jews... Don't get me started
about that race of rats.I have a few
concerns regarding signing on the red
line. First, the people i met in high
school and university who were getting immersed in satanism,
were the biggest duds I knew. They were never too bright,
never popular, had shitty personalities, and were desperate
to find sex, as they were getting none. I worry that that
may be the people that make up this group. Those people were
weak as shit, and I am not. I want to experience the real mc
coy, and I am pretty fearless when searching for the truth,
or anything else for that
matter.Secondly, I have children which I
love very much. I would absolutely want them, in no way,
affected by something I commit myself to. If it turned out
to be real, and a beneficial thing, when they are adults, I
would never discourage it, but conversely, I would never
tell my family about any of this.Third,
I'd really like to hear of any real experiences of
people who have made great progress. Coming from a
background of meditation, I am looking to see some REAL
results. Not, some pie in the sky, imaginative
horseshit.Fourthly, I desire no material
gain. I have more money than I need, and I've never had
a shortage of sex. So there is nothing I really want, more
than just to become truly free.Fifth lay,
regards the subject of succubus. Is this true?! I'd
never heard of such a thing on my life. If it is true,
I'd really like to experience such a relationship. Has
anyone TRULEY experienced such? I am married, but it's a
pretty empty deal. Kinda like an arrangement to share kids
and money. I'd like to experience something much deeper,
coupled with friendship and guidance.Anyway, if any
of you are sincere, and not full of shit, I'd love to
hear from you. If you are a dungeons and dragons gamer,
dressing up like some emo, then please fuck off. I have no
need for such people.Thanks.









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[montagnardradio]

Also, another thing: having been living and doing business for the last 6 years in china, and Japan for another 8, I have been living in the world of contracts. One thing I have truly learned is that only a fool signs a contract straight off, without amending said contract to insure their desires are met.Although I am very game to see if satanism is what you all make it out to be, I'm in no way in a hurry to sign over control of my life and/or rights to anyone else.I see that this world of duality is all a delusional dream. However, the alternative is the big melt into the godhead, which the way I understand it, is the big source of consciousness which is creating this big fantasy. At this point, I'm not too keen to lose everything and melt back into the Borg. However, I see control...be it by any source, as evil. Be they countries, friends, family, gods, satan, etc. I want to go into anything, on an equal footing. Don't misunderstand, I do see myself as a student in dire need of a real teacher, and thus, would really like the guidance of satan and demons. Of course, that's only if they are really on my side.To make a long story short, anyone with any contact to satan, can you do me a favor? Please ask if I can make amendments to this original blood oath. I can make a good student, and in time ally, but don't want to be controlled by anyone. I also want everyone near and dear to me, to be left alone.Thank you.

 

[magnum.arcanum]

I've recently started to learn about the occult.  Only been at it for 3 months, but in my travels I have discovered that without a doubt, there are many realms that spiritual beings call home.  You my friend sound like you may be from an alien realm i.e. you are here with a purpose and you are from a place other than earth.  This is good - because as already indicated you are much smarter than the idiots floating around this giant turd ball.  Such beings often don't realize this.  They are drawn to it however.  After you learn the truth, which I'm finding out is Spiritual Satanism, you will be able to learn more about the realms.  Being married to a human women is merely an affirmation of your desire to survive.  Survival involves more than self.  You are doing it right even though you may not find it satisfying.  Don't screw it up.  Just learn what your purpose is here.  Once you do, the sex and family survival purpose will become sublimated to a creative thought that meets your true goals.  Most aliens I've talked to that have a purpose here are "quite focused" often to the point of seeming cold to humans.  A chunk of your survival power comes from having a wife and children.  Its just a game.  Games consist of freedoms, barriers and purposes.  Once you learn the truth in Spiritual Satanism and your power and ability and understanding of your own purpose increases exponentially, then the rest will be a simple game.  

 

[montagnardradio]

I just re-read my post. Maybe I do sound negative. Should I be so positive though? I know every cloud has a silver lining, but still 99% of the cloud is realistically dark.

Sent from my iPhone

On Jun 13, 2014, at 12:53 PM, "Sandra Waldron simsmotal@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  From what I am seeing here, you have a LOT of negativity. Speaking for myself, everything changed almost the instant
I dedicated to Father Satan. He is real! He is a warm and loving God. He cares about his people. If you are truly
serious, read the Joy of Satan website. Maxine took many hours in putting it together. She speaks the truth.
You can learn from her. And she is definitely on the up and up.

As far as a succubus or incubus goes, they ARE real! And they have feelings! They are also permanent! I suggest
your read very carefully what Maxine has to say on them, or about anything having to do with spiritual Satanism.

Only you as a human know how sincere you are. But Father Satan WILL also know just how sincere you are. This is NOT something to take lightly. So, like I said, read all you can on the website, think about it long and hard, then,
if you are truly sincere and know with all your heart that you want to dedicate to Father Satan, then, by
all means, do so. But dedicating to Father Satan is permanent. So, take all things into consideration.
Hail Father Satan! Hail Anubis! Hail Isis!
--------------------------------------------
On Wed, 6/11/14, montagnardradio@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I have some serious questions I hope you or Satan can answer
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wednesday, June 11, 2014, 10:26 AM


 









Greetings,This
will be a bit lengthy, but it need be. I am an American
living in Asia for nearly the last 15 years. I am very
interested in this Spiritual Satanism. I have been a long
term meditator for roughly 7 years. I have made some
progress, perhaps even a good deal of progress, yet nothing
earth shattering has happened. I know through personal
dealings with Buddhist monks in Thai, Cambodia, china,
Myanmar, and adherents to zen in Japan, that they are
making, for the most part, no more progress than I. Many
times, even less. It has become discouraging. One good thing
to have come out of all this however, is that what you call
void meditation, I can do as long as I want. Also, I have
had many amazing insights, which I won't go into
here.By and large, it seems most of the
monks in Buddhism, are chronically full of shit, and just
lazy. In addition, it seems anything that becomes an
organized religion, becomes corrupted immediately, in order
that industry and a priest class can profit from it. In
fact, I've come to the point in life, where I see most
people as nothing more than con men. If not for money, then

at least to satiate their ever fragile egos. Hell, what is
social networking like Facebook, but another scam for people
to sell them selves. I see no honesty in people these days.
The world has become infested with a  plague Called
megalomania. All of which is based on no
merit.I can see where this has come
from, as can anyone paying attention. Media. Media, has
corrupted every facet of
humanity.Regarding the Christians: well,
I've known for a very long time that they are nothing
more than a means for controlling the masses while fleecing
them of whatever weath they have. So, I truly have no hang
ups with religion. And the Jews... Don't get me started
about that race of rats.I have a few
concerns regarding signing on the red
line. First, the people i met in high
school and university who were getting immersed in satanism,
were the biggest duds I knew. They were never too bright,
never popular, had shitty personalities, and were desperate
to find sex, as they were getting none. I worry that that
may be the people that make up this group. Those people were
weak as shit, and I am not. I want to experience the real mc
coy, and I am pretty fearless when searching for the truth,
or anything else for that
matter.Secondly, I have children which I
love very much. I would absolutely want them, in no way,
affected by something I commit myself to. If it turned out
to be real, and a beneficial thing, when they are adults, I
would never discourage it, but conversely, I would never
tell my family about any of this.Third,
I'd really like to hear of any real experiences of
people who have made great progress. Coming from a
background of meditation, I am looking to see some REAL
results. Not, some pie in the sky, imaginative
horseshit.Fourthly, I desire no material
gain. I have more money than I need, and I've never had
a shortage of sex. So there is nothing I really want, more
than just to become truly free.Fifth lay,
regards the subject of succubus. Is this true?! I'd
never heard of such a thing on my life. If it is true,
I'd really like to experience such a relationship. Has
anyone TRULEY experienced such? I am married, but it's a
pretty empty deal. Kinda like an arrangement to share kids
and money. I'd like to experience something much deeper,
coupled with friendship and guidance.Anyway, if any
of you are sincere, and not full of shit, I'd love to
hear from you. If you are a dungeons and dragons gamer,
dressing up like some emo, then please fuck off. I have no
need for such people.Thanks.









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[montagnardradio]

Thank you for your reply. Do you live inn china? I'm in CQ. Actually, the succubus thing is just a curious side note. It's not really anything I care that much for. Mostly, I want to greatly improve my abilities which have not been going far from years of meditation.In addition, although I am a happy, mild mannered guy, I've seen enough terrible shit in this world, and would like to have the ability to take some decisive actions on my own part, to rid the world of some filth.Shishi ni, pengyou!

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On Jun 14, 2014, at 8:15 AM, "Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Hi. Nice to see you here, welcome.
There's no particular order to what I am going to write. On the subject of Incubus/Succubus, yes, it's real. Some dedicated Spiritual Satanists are with Them. Some are polygamous, others are monogamous. Myself, I have a husband who is a God/Demon who resides on Duat. He's Chinese, like me. Lord Satan set this up, which I appreciate greatly. I have had to work to win his hand, though. An eternal relationship and a God doesn't come easy, or free. I still am working to win him through spiritual warfare.We haven't consummated our marriage yet, although He has made himself known to me through an oracle deck, the tarot and the runes, when I was divining through them. He is also my Guardian and teacher. He sends signs to me through the physical realm, and told me a bit about Himself recently through the tarot and signs on the physical.
If you're unhappy with your marriage, and want something absolutely soul-fulfilling and truly wonderful and sacred, and do not prefer mortal women, then perhaps such a relationship is for you. However, I suggest you do the meditations on Joy of Satan website, they will open your soul, empower your astral senses and make you more sensitive to energy, as well as able to see, hear and feel  the Gods. 
It'd be nice to share what I have read of other's experiences, but these groups are full of infiltrators and the enemy, whether Gentile or jew. To speak about one's experiences and progress in meditation is one thing, to talk about the powers and gifts a person has accumulated from said meditations is a big no-no. "Silence is golden." I know you are just curious and genuinely want to know, but I assure you that some people can do things that are mind blowing, because of meditation, particularly the ones from the JoS site. It takes months if not years of practice though. Some people bring these gifts from past lives, others gain new ones in this lifetime through practicing often on strengthening them.
Lord Satan and the Powers of Hell will put an aura of protection around those you love, once you dedicate. I noticed this with some relatives of mine. I was even told that some became GDs of a relative of mine, whom I love, although they are agnostic and not Satanist.
I don't know how family we love would be affected negatively. Meaning, they won't be, by your choice to dedicate to Lord Satan and Spiritual Satanism. They haven't,  but in fact, Lord Satan looked out for one of them during a trying time and saved her just in time, for which I am very thankful and grateful. Said relative is doing fine and happy now.
Have you also seen the Joy of Satan forums?
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/

The moderators are JoS clergy and they do a pretty good job of keeping the forums productive and clean, like here in the groups.
Some Spiritual Satanists are of the strongest and nicest people I know, some of them are good friends to me.






On Thursday, June 12, 2014 5:35:39 PM, "montagnardradio@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  Greetings,This will be a bit lengthy, but it need be. I am an American living in Asia for nearly the last 15 years. I am very interested in this Spiritual Satanism. I have been a long term meditator for roughly 7 years. I have made some progress, perhaps even a good deal of progress, yet nothing earth shattering has happened. I know through personal dealings with Buddhist monks in Thai, Cambodia, china, Myanmar, and adherents to zen in Japan, that they are making, for the most part, no more progress than I. Many times, even less. It has become discouraging. One good thing to have come out of all this however, is that what you call void meditation, I can do as long as I want. Also, I have had many amazing insights, which I won't go into here.By and large, it seems most of the monks in Buddhism, are chronically full of shit, and just lazy. In addition, it seems anything that becomes an organized religion, becomes corrupted immediately, in order that industry and a priest class can profit from it. In fact, I've come to the point in life, where I see most people as nothing more than con men. If not for money, then at least to satiate their ever fragile egos. Hell, what is social networking like Facebook, but another scam for people to sell them selves. I see no honesty in people these days. The world has become infested with a  plague Called megalomania. All of which is based on no merit.I can see where this has come from, as can anyone paying attention. Media. Media, has corrupted every facet of humanity.Regarding the Christians: well, I've known for a very long time that they are nothing more than a means for controlling the masses while fleecing them of whatever weath they have. So, I truly have no hang ups with religion. And the Jews... Don't get me started about that race of rats.I have a few concerns regarding signing on the red line. First, the people i met in high school and university who were getting immersed in satanism, were the biggest duds I knew. They were never too bright, never popular, had shitty personalities, and were desperate to find sex, as they were getting none. I worry that that may be the people that make up this group. Those people were weak as shit, and I am not. I want to experience the real mc coy, and I am pretty fearless when searching for the truth, or anything else for that matter.Secondly, I have children which I love very much. I would absolutely want them, in no way, affected by something I commit myself to. If it turned out to be real, and a beneficial thing, when they are adults, I would never discourage it, but conversely, I would never tell my family about any of this.Third, I'd really like to hear of any real experiences of people who have made great progress. Coming from a background of meditation, I am looking to see some REAL results. Not, some pie in the sky, imaginative horseshit.Fourthly, I desire no material gain. I have more money than I need, and I've never had a shortage of sex. So there is nothing I really want, more than just to become truly free.Fifth lay, regards the subject of succubus. Is this true?! I'd never heard of such a thing on my life. If it is true, I'd really like to experience such a relationship. Has anyone TRULEY experienced such? I am married, but it's a pretty empty deal. Kinda like an arrangement to share kids and money. I'd like to experience something much deeper, coupled with friendship and guidance.Anyway, if any of you are sincere, and not full of shit, I'd love to hear from you. If you are a dungeons and dragons gamer, dressing up like some emo, then please fuck off. I have no need for such people.Thanks.

 

[montagnardradio]

I have a lot of negativity?! Are you for real? By asking questions about stuff I don't know?! I think You are the one with some hang ups lady.
By the way, I've read just about everything on the site, and it sounds good. However, I've learned to dig as deep as possible in everything in life. Especially something as important as this. Only a moron would jump in without investigation.


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On Jun 13, 2014, at 12:53 PM, "Sandra Waldron simsmotal@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Father Satan, then, by
all means, do so. But dedicating to Father Satan is permanent. So, take all things

 

[iexya108]

we don't sign our life over to Satan, we get it back! Satanism=freedom
He gives us knowledge so we can do things ourselves and evolve spiritually/physically/mentally/etc.
 He loves us and cares for us, he's not controlling like the rhp religions say. And life&Godhead are not a fantasy or illusion, it's real.Power meditations open up parts of us that have been sealed by rhp religions(http://www.luciferianliberationfront.org/borg.html) that opens us up to everything like the astral.
And no one can talk to Satan for you and altering the dedication ritual isn't a good idea in any way.
Just read everything on joyofsatan.org to get a better understanding of SS.
Satanic Information for Atheists & Other Skeptics  

 

[magus.immortalis1]

You're welcome. I live in Canada currently, but I look forward to visiting China in the future. It is possible to get rid filth in this world. There is a Summer Solstice ritual coming soon, you can participate in the group ritual posted here in the groups (also be sure to check out the Joy of Satan forums ^_^) and also you can do rituals and black magick workings on your own. Black magick in Spiritual Satanism is for doling out justice as you see fit. 
However, it's good to be good at, at least familiar with working with white magick first before going to black magick.
The group rituals which the JoS clergy posts are for everyone to participate. They are not difficult at all and will help make this world a better place. We are currently at war.

 

[magus.immortalis1]

Godhead in spiritual Satanism means physical, mental and spiritual immortality, no long caught in the cycles of reincarnation. Power Meditation, yoga, awakening and raising the Serpent completely are the steps to take. Once you have risen your serpent completely, your Guardians Demon(s) help you to finish the Magnum Opus. Everything is on the JoS site to accomplish this, that is Godhood. 
I have noticed that the Gods don't control my relatives whom they also look out for. But they don't let harm come to them either. 
There are no mediators in Satanism. May I suggest just talking to Lord Satan, either quietly or in your head, telepathically? Just be honest and respectful. Tell him what is in your heart and mind, your worries and concerns. He hears everything. He will answer you, maybe not in the way you expect (as in hearing His voice, which can happen, but not always) through signs on the physical or in dreams. Just be open and aware.
Lord Satan and the Powers of Hell are on our side, if we are on theirs. They are our friends, teachers, protectors (until we are able to best protect ourselves and be spiritually and physically independent).When we are newbies and new to the path, our Guardians help us out  but as we advance, we are expected to know more, be able to do more, and take care of things on our own. That doesn't mean we depend on everything to be from the Gods, but to do everything in our power to take care of ourselves, whether we are new or not. 
You don't lose control or your rights when you dedicate your soul to Lord Satan. It's *your* life, you make your choices.
The blood part in the dedication ritual is necessary, it contains your DNA and is more confirming of your dedication then signature alone. You are dedicating your *soul* to Lord Satan. When we dedicate, we are able to advance in meditation, study and power with the protection, guidance and watchful eye of Lord Satan and the Powers of Hell. In return, we participate in spiritual warfare to rid the earth of the jewish plague of jews, christianity and islam, awakening Gentiles to their birthright. We also meditate everyday and evolve ourselves. Personally, both are a pleasure for me and also a responsibility as one of Lord Satan's own children. 

 

[magus.immortalis1]

Godhead in spiritual Satanism means physical, mental and spiritual immortality, no long caught in the cycles of reincarnation. Power Meditation, yoga, awakening and raising the Serpent completely are the steps to take. Once you have risen your serpent completely, your Guardians Demon(s) help you to finish the Magnum Opus. Everything is on the JoS site to accomplish this, that is, Godhood. 
I have noticed that the Gods don't control my relatives whom they also look out for. But they don't let harm come to them either. 
There are no mediators in Satanism. May I suggest just talking to Lord Satan, either quietly or in your head, telepathically? Just be honest and respectful. Tell him what is in your heart and mind, your worries and concerns. He hears everything. He will answer you, maybe not in the way you expect (as in hearing His voice, which can happen) through signs on the physical or in dreams. Just be open and aware.
Lord Satan and the Powers of Hell are on our side, if we are on theirs. They are our friends, teachers, protectors (until we are able to best protect ourselves and be spiritually and physically independent).When we are newbies and new to the path, our Guardians help us out  but as we advance, we are expected to know more, be able to do more, and take care of things on our own. That doesn't mean we depend on everything to be from the Gods, but to do everything in our power to take care of ourselves, whether we are new or not. 
You don't lose control or your rights when you dedicate your soul to Lord Satan. It's *your* life, you make your choices.
The blood part in the dedication ritual is necessary, it contains your DNA and is more confirming of your dedication then signature alone. You are dedicating your *soul* to Lord Satan. When we dedicate, we are able to advance in meditation, study and power with the protection, guidance and watchful eye of Lord Satan and the Powers of Hell. In return, we participate in spiritual warfare to rid the earth of the jewish plague of jews, christianity and islam, awakening Gentiles to their birthright. We also meditate everyday and evolve ourselves. 

 

[montagnardradio]

Hi Magnus,Thank you for your time, and well thought out reply. Your response is the most interesting thing I've read in quite some time. I wish I could understand more where you are coming from cuz a few things you said are spot on, and some of the terms used were really charged. Take the word game. How could you know that I have always considered life nothing but a game? Since a small child, I have been trying to piece everything together, and when insights and clues have been found, I've always referred to them as one more puzzle piece. This is going back to 4-5 years old, and I'm now in my 40s. What you've said about family life, was spot on as well. In addition, 2 other things have plagued me since early childhood to present. I've always felt an extreme urgency to get the puzzle finished, and I've felt something bad coming, that I can't define, but is ever present just beneath my thoughts.In addition, I've never been a greedy person, or cared much for money except as a means to free up time for constructing the puzzle, and obtain freedom. I've gotten to that point in the last few years, and am finally able to put my focus where it belongs. I'm super curious though- why alien? People do say I appear cold, and straight to the point of matters. Another person even said I was an alien cuz my eye color changes between blue and green. I thought it was funny, but in actuality, I've never met another such person.Blah, blah, blah... Thanks for your time

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On Jun 15, 2014, at 1:09 AM, "magnum.arcanum@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I've recently started to learn about the occult.  Only been at it for 3 months, but in my travels I have discovered that without a doubt, there are many realms that spiritual beings call home.  You my friend sound like you may be from an alien realm i.e. you are here with a purpose and you are from a place other than earth.  This is good - because as already indicated you are much smarter than the idiots floating around this giant turd ball.  Such beings often don't realize this.  They are drawn to it however.  After you learn the truth, which I'm finding out is Spiritual Satanism, you will be able to learn more about the realms.  Being married to a human women is merely an affirmation of your desire to survive.  Survival involves more than self.  You are doing it right even though you may not find it satisfying.  Don't screw it up.  Just learn what your purpose is here.  Once you do, the sex and family survival purpose will become sublimated to a creative thought that meets your true goals.  Most aliens I've talked to that have a purpose here are "quite focused" often to the point of seeming cold to humans.  A chunk of your survival power comes from having a wife and children.  Its just a game.  Games consist of freedoms, barriers and purposes.  Once you learn the truth in Spiritual Satanism and your power and ability and understanding of your own purpose increases exponentially, then the rest will be a simple game.  

 

[montagnardradio]

Thanks for the reply. Actually I don't doubt any of this is real. After meditating for years, and making progress, but then switching to this power meditation for only a short while, I can unequivocally say that these results are phenomenal. I guess if I have to be honest with myself, I'm a little frightened of the whole satan thing. Of course it's due to the Christian brainwashing and horror movies as a kid. Likewise, although I've been surfing for 20 years, the movie jaws did a helluva number on me too. I think there's a lot of detrimental shit shoved on young children, that really screw them up. In my life though, I've always been able to overcome fears, so I will this one too.

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On Jun 16, 2014, at 3:35 AM, "iexya108@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

 

we don't sign our life over to Satan, we get it back! Satanism=freedom
He gives us knowledge so we can do things ourselves and evolve spiritually/physically/mentally/etc.
 He loves us and cares for us, he's not controlling like the rhp religions say. And life&Godhead are not a fantasy or illusion, it's real.Power meditations open up parts of us that have been sealed by rhp religions(http://www.luciferianliberationfront.org/borg.html) that opens us up to everything like the astral.
And no one can talk to Satan for you and altering the dedication ritual isn't a good idea in any way.
Just read everything on joyofsatan.org to get a better understanding of SS.
Satanic Information for Atheists & Other Skeptics  

 

[sskyuu1111]

You could say that my succubus led me to this path so... yeah, they are very real and it's a mind-blowing experience. It took me a while to accept it as not a product of my imagination (and perhaps I'm still struggling with it). I mean, it defied everything I believed until then.
Spiritual Satanism answered most of the questions I had though, I admit it, even after receiving some proof I still find hard to believe in real aliens and stuff ._. Hope with time, after empowering myself with meditation and yoga the truth will come to me.
I was kinda like you but I assure you, it's not fantasy what most of the JoS dictates, at least from personal experience and... I'm not that advanced. I didn't even meditate when she came to me.
What I know is: our objective here is to reach true enlightenment and you're on the correct path.

Sorry if I offended anyone with my doubts but I think it's natural to have them after being lied so much (h0l0h4x). Hope the gods won't look down upon me. What do you think, guys? :I

 

[corrinamh]

No they will not look down on you. I tell mine all the time it is like to good to be true, and if I am dreaming I do not want woke up. I also tell him all the time I do not know how he does what he does to me. It is beyond words to describe and immense pleasure. Hail Satan/Lucifer

 

[erica6678]

Im going thru the same thing. if you want to email me with your email? Lots of positives voice not listen to negative.

 

[erinn12345]

I forgot to type did you mean gods husbands verses past life spirit husbands?in polygamous relationships. ..I was guessing there could only be one god husband ect. not two as I wouldn't have though especially with a god there would be more than one?