I have been attacked in recent months

[Amun'Ra Son]

None of you know me well, but I am also a skilled and well-known writer in my country. I have a sort of personal novel project about writing about our gods in a beautifully subtle way, so that my real believes in them isn't revealed. The intention was to occasionally reveal certain truths in a dramatic, fictional form. What I've noticed and realized is that whenever I return to writing more parts of it, many bad things happen to me: failures in my work despite my efforts, difficult personal problems, a feeling of suffocation while sleeping, nightmares, and sometimes even sleep paralysis... and finally, with all these difficulties, I relapse...

I'm writing about this to figure out what I should do. I often cleanse, meditate, do yoga etc... but these things don't end... I previously read an article here about that those who work for our gods and strive to reveal the truth are fiercely attacked.

So what should I do exactly? I often think about stopping writing, but I promised Azazel before that I wouldn't.

 

[the_eye_of_anubis]

Greetings dear brother.

Let me start by saying that your project is truly noble and you must absolutely follow through with it. Writing is a form of art and it's also obvious that Lord Apollo told you not to stop, because He Himself is a Creator of Art and Beauty. He would surely want his disciple to cultivate his artistic talent, the Gods WANT US to do that!
Writing is a way in which thoughts, emotions, and visions take shape through words. Its value grows even more when it is set down on paper, because it becomes something permanent, capable of enduring through time. It is no coincidence that we can still read manuscripts and testimonies from the past today: they have remained intact, like bridges connecting distant eras and allowing us to still hear the voices of those who came before us.


What is happening to you, although difficult and negative, is "normal" for two reasons:

- The enemy hates anything related to Art and Creativity, as he himself is incapable of creating. This can be seen in the fact that everything present in his lies is a poor copy of what belongs to our Religion.

- You want to talk about the Gods. In a subtle way, ok , but you still want to spread the Truth about Them. Do I need to say more? He doesn't want people to discover the Truth, because that would expose his whole charade (which is slowly already happening).

Therefore, please don't give up and bring your project to life. Strengthen your AoP, ask your GD to support and help you if the situation becomes unbearable, but don't stop. You'll see that in the end, it will have been worth it.

Take care and HAIL ZEUS!!