I have a question about interference with my workings

[Cast Cat]

I've noticed this lately.

OK say let's say I make a psi-ball to throw one of my roommates out or something.

When I program it and say his name my mind (or something) tries to insert my name.

This happen's with other rituals as well.

Let's say I want to kill someone using the aura and affirmations.

The same thing happens.

When it comes to insert their name my name pop's up in my mind.

It's pretty damn frustrating.

I clean my aura, do AoP, return curses, Ritual's and do void daily.

Thanks!

 

[Noobslayer123]

Probably psychic attacks just ignore. Magic is based on faith, just believe that your magic works the way you want and it will

 

[Sunny]

You need to improve your focus.

 

[Eric13]

Maybe try practicing with the flame meditation. It helps with laser focus. The whole idea of that meditation is the flame is being pulled from your focus, this simulates distracting thoughts, then you pull the flame back to center and you’re back on track. This could help a lot.

 

[Sawitchra95]

Debes aprender a controlar tu mente antes de hacer estos trabajos, hay muchas meditaciones que ayudan con esto como la meditación del vacío para controlar tus pensamientos etc. Pero algo que tienes que tener en cuenta es que lo que estas haciendo es magia negra y la magia negra solo la deben practicar los mas expertos ya que puede ser peligroso, sino tienes mucha experiencia se te puede devolver, con esto en mente es recomendable que empieces a practicar primero la magia blanca junto con las meditaciones ya teniendo este control veras que se te hará mas fácil hacer otros trabajos.
Buena suerte
Alabado sea Satanás.

 

[Cast Cat]

I actually did consider flame med but wasn't so sure it would fix this, I'll try it again (used to do it a long time ago).

Thanks!

 

[Cast Cat]

So I've been doing the flame med and it definitely helps a lot but I wanted to mention that I've been through some physical abuse and in my mind's eye if I'm near to someone I see them hitting or slapping me. I even get paranoid sometimes and fantasize that somebody is going to shoot or stab me. I see it all in my mind. I'm wondering if repeating Satanama would help me? I don't know how to do it outside of raising energies for Ritual's though. Are we supposed to vibrate it the same way and how many times per session? Would this help or is there something else I should consider? I thank you so much for your assistance!

 

[Eric13]

So I've been doing the flame med and it definitely helps a lot but I wanted to mention that I've been through some physical abuse and in my mind's eye if I'm near to someone I see them hitting or slapping me. I even get paranoid sometimes and fantasize that somebody is going to shoot or stab me. I see it all in my mind. I'm wondering if repeating Satanama would help me? I don't know how to do it outside of raising energies for Ritual's though. Are we supposed to vibrate it the same way and how many times per session? Would this help or is there something else I should consider? I thank you so much for your assistance!

Yeah, as Blitzkreig, said, a Munka working could be useful for getting rid of negative karma, but in my experience what helps so much with these emotional hangups, is work on the throat chakra. I’ve been through much abuse and life turmoil that had caused me to develop varying levels of irrational behavior in the past. Paranoia, lingering obsessive thoughts, etc. When these would come, work on the throat chakra cleared it up, as these are where emotional blocks are primarily stored. So I would start there. As well as a working to heal from these issues. You could use the suns energy now that it’s in Leo, you could use runes, Sanskrit words, there’s many options.

 

[Sunny]

So I've been doing the flame med and it definitely helps a lot but I wanted to mention that I've been through some physical abuse and in my mind's eye if I'm near to someone I see them hitting or slapping me. I even get paranoid sometimes and fantasize that somebody is going to shoot or stab me. I see it all in my mind. I'm wondering if repeating Satanama would help me? I don't know how to do it outside of raising energies for Ritual's though. Are we supposed to vibrate it the same way and how many times per session? Would this help or is there something else I should consider? I thank you so much for your assistance!

I would advise you not to strain your eyes too much over the candle flame. Work more on emptiness meditation with its different techniques and skills and on concentration and visualisation of symbols and other things. Do you have the Spiritual Training Program for Satanists?

 

[Cast Cat]

So I've been doing the flame med and it definitely helps a lot but I wanted to mention that I've been through some physical abuse and in my mind's eye if I'm near to someone I see them hitting or slapping me. I even get paranoid sometimes and fantasize that somebody is going to shoot or stab me. I see it all in my mind. I'm wondering if repeating Satanama would help me? I don't know how to do it outside of raising energies for Ritual's though. Are we supposed to vibrate it the same way and how many times per session? Would this help or is there something else I should consider? I thank you so much for your assistance!

Yeah, as Blitzkreig, said, a Munka working could be useful for getting rid of negative karma, but in my experience what helps so much with these emotional hangups, is work on the throat chakra. I’ve been through much abuse and life turmoil that had caused me to develop varying levels of irrational behavior in the past. Paranoia, lingering obsessive thoughts, etc. When these would come, work on the throat chakra cleared it up, as these are where emotional blocks are primarily stored. So I would start there. As well as a working to heal from these issues. You could use the suns energy now that it’s in Leo, you could use runes, Sanskrit words, there’s many options.

I will keep this in mind, thank you so much for your advice Eric!