acebiotric
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I am new to the Joy of Satan, but I am reading the website very thoroughly. Since I am new I was wondering what are the beginning steps to proceed with Satanism. I have no idea on where to start or what the requirements are.
To give a little history on myself: I am currently being raised in a christian house. Both my parents are Christians and they will definitely not like the idea of their first born son to not be a christian as well. The truth is I never really liked Christianity. My parents have forced it upon me and I have always felt as if Christianity is always holding people back, keeping them from their true potential because most of the messages tell you that your not supposed to be at the level of your true potential. To me most of it seemed fake, especially the bible. Most of the things in there contradict themselves and do not make sense. I do not mean make sense spiritually, for I do not look for that stuff, I mean analytically. My mind has always tried to look for the right answers but I can never find the truth on such things.... The farthest I have gotten is that everything is made of atoms,humans and objects alike, and atoms are made up of protons/neutrons/electrons. But I could never figure out what holds those in place *besides the magnetic attraction* or what causes atoms to form all the way into humans and other animals.... There has to be a guiding hand in the process. I have been reading Joy of Satan and some of it makes sense but not all of it. However I don't think I am anywhere near the point I need to be to understand it all... nor do I think I am supposed to.
Anyway I was just wondering where a good place to start would be.
To give a little history on myself: I am currently being raised in a christian house. Both my parents are Christians and they will definitely not like the idea of their first born son to not be a christian as well. The truth is I never really liked Christianity. My parents have forced it upon me and I have always felt as if Christianity is always holding people back, keeping them from their true potential because most of the messages tell you that your not supposed to be at the level of your true potential. To me most of it seemed fake, especially the bible. Most of the things in there contradict themselves and do not make sense. I do not mean make sense spiritually, for I do not look for that stuff, I mean analytically. My mind has always tried to look for the right answers but I can never find the truth on such things.... The farthest I have gotten is that everything is made of atoms,humans and objects alike, and atoms are made up of protons/neutrons/electrons. But I could never figure out what holds those in place *besides the magnetic attraction* or what causes atoms to form all the way into humans and other animals.... There has to be a guiding hand in the process. I have been reading Joy of Satan and some of it makes sense but not all of it. However I don't think I am anywhere near the point I need to be to understand it all... nor do I think I am supposed to.
Anyway I was just wondering where a good place to start would be.