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- Jun 27, 2005
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I am really new to JoS, one of my friends from school showed me and I have to say it's pretty amazing.. The empowerment of humanity is what I strive to achieve, until I saw what JoS believe in. I found out about the glorification of HItler, the neo-nazi views. And although I will never judge anyone who believes this is the right way for humanity, and that I do have an inclination towards it, I catch myself hating on people. I find myself hating on Christians and Jews. And although I do understand that these 'religious' atrocities poison humanity, there are good people among them. I attended a Christian school, and many were loving people - they even accepted my homosexuality with a warm embrace. My step-dad's dad is also Jewish and although I hate my step-dad, his father shows a great deal of kindness. My friend, the satanist - who has performed his dedication ritual and beckons me towards Satan (He believes I was meant for the path of Satan, considering my alignment with Aquarius and how our meetings were understandably tied with fate).
But as the title suggests, I HATE to HATE.
What do I do, I want to dedicate but I can;t hate Christians and Jews, and I can't advocate the promotion of right-winged politics, because it repels me, it literally makes me sick to think of the promotion of anything but equality and although that in unachievable, why can't we strive towards it as far as we can?
Do you see the tug of war I am having within myself?
But as the title suggests, I HATE to HATE.
What do I do, I want to dedicate but I can;t hate Christians and Jews, and I can't advocate the promotion of right-winged politics, because it repels me, it literally makes me sick to think of the promotion of anything but equality and although that in unachievable, why can't we strive towards it as far as we can?
Do you see the tug of war I am having within myself?