I got no option, its very sad for me, i totally need some one right

[andrewmonm45]

My father criticizes that I have an empty life, life in school has been total bull shit, they past one year since I left school after finishing high school, I hoped to have changed my situation, but I do not, i get more worse, I am still medicated by a poop called ADHD of which although they tell me it does not exist, I know what happens With my body, my aggressive impulses, my depression, my frustration, my father says that all I think are bullshit, that they do not serve anything, that i do not insult your useless god that never really helped in anything, to finish giving me I have never had real options, it has always been the obligation to study, suffer all my problems in the classroom and with others, the only damn help I have is a therapist who is not a deity that can help me to get out of this , And a doctor of crap to which if I tell him what happens he will only prescribe pills of crap that do not solve anything,Sometimes I just want to dieI'm already tired of suffering and hurting myself with my situations,What makes me sad is that I have no optionStudy or work, no more, work for the situation i haveIt would ruin my life totallyAnd studying has been the most chaste of my lifeI know everything that happens with my body and of being a damn loser with some untapped talent that I do not recognizeWhat can I do friends?
I do not want that day to come where I am totally bitter and unhappy with my own life because I can never do whatI really wanted to do with herI NEVER HAD AN OPTIONNEVER IMPROVEI NEVER WORK WITH NOTHINGSURROUNDINGS ONLY I SEE CRITICSI'm SUFFERING MY LIFEI LOST FAITH IN WHAT I WANTEDAND I DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING AGAIN, I NEVER HAD AN OPTIONI NEED A FRIEND, I NEED REAL GOOD HELP I TOTALLY NEED HEALTH AND A BETTER LIFE
IM OUT, I NEED TO BE A NEW ME 

 

[yamans123]

@andrewmonm45
First of all, you need to know all the advices i will give is from my own experiences and my own unsuccessful life.
I dont know if you are dedicated or for how long ıf you did, but i think opening your hearth to Father Satan will not disappoint you. There is one thing i think about suffering and problems, they are necessary and intentionally given by Father Satan to show us our weak points so we can improve. This advice may require someone with better knowledge but personally i dont trust modern medicines as they are mostly controlled by Jews. I had allergies and I was taking drug shots for 2 years. For a few months i stop taking medicine and I never experienced allergy crisis after that. All i did was using herbal medicines. One more important thing I can advise is working out. My kin is circassian but Turkish leader Mustafa Kemal Ataturk always inspired me and one of his words:"A healthy mind in a healthy body."
Also i think your family do not have to know everything about you, you can hide things ıf you want. My GPA was 0.8 this year but they dont have to know even as I live with them.
Note: My spiritual knowledge is not too much but i am always a good listener feel free to contact me.
Hail Father Satan!

 

[adept mage]

Hi..first don't own the problems... "My problems,my suffering" This better stop bro.Secondly if you have read the PDFs written by our high priests and priestess, you should know that we are at war with the humanoids(Jews).These cast deathly destructive energies onto gentiles.The only way is to help yourself..dedicate your soul to prince Satan,meditate on cleansing  and empowering your soul.Also after dedication you will have a guardian Demon who will help you in this path.Good luck.

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On Sat, 17 Jun 2017 at 3:55, andrewmonm45@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   My father criticizes that I have an empty life, life in school has been total bull shit, they past one year since I left school after finishing high school, I hoped to have changed my situation, but I do not, i get more worse, I am still medicated by a poop called ADHD of which although they tell me it does not exist, I know what happens With my body, my aggressive impulses, my depression, my frustration, my father says that all I think are bullshit, that they do not serve anything, that i do not insult your useless god that never really helped in anything, to finish giving me I have never had real options, it has always been the obligation to study, suffer all my problems in the classroom and with others, the only damn help I have is a therapist who is not a deity that can help me to get out of this , And a doctor of crap to which if I tell him what happens he will only prescribe pills of crap that do not solve anything,Sometimes I just want to dieI'm already tired of suffering and hurting myself with my situations,What makes me sad is that I have no optionStudy or work, no more, work for the situation i haveIt would ruin my life totallyAnd studying has been the most chaste of my lifeI know everything that happens with my body and of being a damn loser with some untapped talent that I do not recognizeWhat can I do friends?
I do not want that day to come where I am totally bitter and unhappy with my own life because I can never do whatI really wanted to do with herI NEVER HAD AN OPTIONNEVER IMPROVEI NEVER WORK WITH NOTHINGSURROUNDINGS ONLY I SEE CRITICSI'm SUFFERING MY LIFEI LOST FAITH IN WHAT I WANTEDAND I DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING AGAIN, I NEVER HAD AN OPTIONI NEED A FRIEND, I NEED REAL GOOD HELP I TOTALLY NEED HEALTH AND A BETTER LIFE
IM OUT, I NEED TO BE A NEW ME 

 

[Ana Zurick]

You are not inferior, you have talents and skills that need to work! It's like a diamond that needs to be shine.
You have to believe in yourself and the things you do.
Sometimes it is necessary to leave the family to take care of your life because people are being manipulated by negative entities and all they do is point out their mistakes, making you feel really bad! I noticed that.
You have to get to know yourself better and give yourself value when you do it I'm sure you'll change your life.
Do the exercises below:
SURYAE for the sun is really very good, stay in the light of Father Satan.
How To Vibrate Suryae 

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Returning Curses
Returning Curses Part 2: Building a Powerful Aura of Protection
40 daySelf Empowerment Programm
Joy of Satan

On Saturday, June 17, 2017 5:18 PM, "adept mage adept.mage@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hi..first don't own the problems... "My problems,my suffering" This better stop bro.Secondly if you have read the PDFs written by our high priests and priestess, you should know that we are at war with the humanoids(Jews).These cast deathly destructive energies onto gentiles.The only way is to help yourself..dedicate your soul to prince Satan,meditate on cleansing  and empowering your soul.Also after dedication you will have a guardian Demon who will help you in this path.Good luck.

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  My father criticizes that I have an empty life, life in school has been total bull shit, they past one year since I left school after finishing high school, I hoped to have changed my situation, but I do not, i get more worse, I am still medicated by a poop called ADHD of which although they tell me it does not exist, I know what happens With my body, my aggressive impulses, my depression, my frustration, my father says that all I think are bullshit, that they do not serve anything, that i do not insult your useless god that never really helped in anything, to finish giving me I have never had real options, it has always been the obligation to study, suffer all my problems in the classroom and with others, the only damn help I have is a therapist who is not a deity that can help me to get out of this , And a doctor of crap to which if I tell him what happens he will only prescribe pills of crap that do not solve anything,Sometimes I just want to dieI'm already tired of suffering and hurting myself with my situations,What makes me sad is that I have no optionStudy or work, no more, work for the situation i haveIt would ruin my life totallyAnd studying has been the most chaste of my lifeI know everything that happens with my body and of being a damn loser with some untapped talent that I do not recognizeWhat can I do friends?
I do not want that day to come where I am totally bitter and unhappy with my own life because I can never do whatI really wanted to do with herI NEVER HAD AN OPTIONNEVER IMPROVEI NEVER WORK WITH NOTHINGSURROUNDINGS ONLY I SEE CRITICSI'm SUFFERING MY LIFEI LOST FAITH IN WHAT I WANTEDAND I DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING AGAIN, I NEVER HAD AN OPTIONI NEED A FRIEND, I NEED REAL GOOD HELP I TOTALLY NEED HEALTH AND A BETTER LIFE
IM OUT, I NEED TO BE A NEW ME