i feel like i was born abandon from satan and his demons.

[masterfulsatan]

i feel as if satan and his demons want nothing to do with me,
i feel very alone and empty inside due to my increasing self-awareness,

is it possible that in a past life,
i had done something to forever force him out of my reach?
like a special ritual or dedication of some sort that would permanently bind me to the right-hand-path?

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

No you didn't. The dedications/rites, etc. of xianity & other right-hand paths have little to no power and are not binding. How do you bind yourself to a thoughtform? They have no legitimacy so don't worry about that.

What you are likely experiencing is called in some circles the "dark night of the soul." It happens to virtually "everyone" from time to time and it can be very discouraging and frustrating because you either feel like you're just treading water or, worse, going backwards.

The good news: it's not permanent, although it can last for anywhere from days to months. Keep on with your power meditations EVEN WHEN IT SEEMS THEY'RE DOING NO GOOD and it feels like you are just going through the motions. This is important. You WILL come to the end of the tunnel.

--- In , "masterfulsatan" <masterfulsatan@... wrote:

i feel as if satan and his demons want nothing to do with me,
i feel very alone and empty inside due to my increasing self-awareness,

is it possible that in a past life,
i had done something to forever force him out of my reach?
like a special ritual or dedication of some sort that would permanently bind me to the right-hand-path?

 

[Yoyo]

--- In , "masterfulsatan" <masterfulsatan@... wrote:

i feel as if satan and his demons want nothing to do with me,
i feel very alone and empty inside due to my increasing self-awareness,

is it possible that in a past life,
i had done something to forever force him out of my reach?
like a special ritual or dedication of some sort that would permanently bind me to the right-hand-path?

The enemy tries to manipulate You.Satan is very loving and generous towards anyone.He has been there for Me anytime,anyplace,anywhere.From help inside dreams , to help into reality . From My own self made cages , to the traps of the enemy . He has been there all along for Me , as long as I wanted to help Myself.Satan answers our prayers,even the untalked ones.Satan is always here.Right inside of Our soul.

The "loneliness" feeling has nothing to do with Satan.Its because You start to realize Yourself.We experiance ups and downs.Some downs are plain illusionary and planetary/self inflicted.Most times WE cause depression ourself , because when We start to feel destructive , we just sit our lap and don't find why , how , and most of all , the solution . This whole "past life betrayal" is just plain off , and a tactic of the enemy . They tried to deter Me from the woman I love many times . We are never "alone" in a sense of being alone without help . We may feel alone in a sense that its us and ourself in the present moment . Void meditation , aura cleaning , cutting any cords of the enemy will change that instantly. Ask Satan to guide You to the cause . I did that many times in the past . Also , make sure to invoke Satanic energy daily . I never feel alone because I ask humbly for Satan to let Me put His energy into My soul . You can do it too .

Loneliness is an Illusion of the enemy.We are NEVER alone.Whether we feel like it or not.

P.S : Rites of the enemy are completely powerless,and they will try to convince You that they are "bidding",and that can have as a result making a belief to trap Your own self inside. They are NOT , they are mere stupidities. We know most xians have been "baptized" (Again,stolen from the Egyptian Baptism) but if they really had a connection with a "god" they wouldn't be atheists or "stray sheep" . The enemy thoughtform is powerless against the Real God, Satan. Never forget that . In Satanism we do not "leave" or "quit" . The Dedication is the only pernament rite there is. We all know what happens to traitors , what happens to cowards - they open themselves up to the enemy and they mangle them forever . Satan does not punish people who leave Him - But,the people who leave Satan's Side (the dedicated ones) are like marked sheep,and the enemy will find great pleasure in making them rot.They always fail,because Satan leaves only those who want to leave Him.

You're with Satan,He's with You.

-Vovin Lucfitian

HAIL SATAN!

 

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How long have you been dedicated? Do you use a power meditation program, daily? Are all your chakra's open, being cleaned and spun daily? Aura being cleansed & empowered often? These are extremely important things necessary for spiritual hygiene/growth. I am trying to give as many possibilities as I can think of as I myself have felt this way all too often and understand how horrible it feels to be unable to communicate; or be "seemingly" cut off from the most important "person" in your life; the ONE you KNOW to be your only hope (from this point on I may be speaking only of myself) in your life, the ONLY one who truly loves you unconditionally. So easy for most to reach, but for you, no matter what you do, no matter how hard you try, is always just out of reach. I'll have to stop here, as the gravity of life is pulling my down. I sincerely apologize for allowing all this negativity into the group, its just that I can't bury it forever...Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "masterfulsatan" <masterfulsatan@... Sender: Date: Sat, 16 Apr 2011 10:04:38 -0000To: ReplyTo: Subject: i feel like i was born abandon from satan and his demons.
  i feel as if satan and his demons want nothing to do with me,
i feel very alone and empty inside due to my increasing self-awareness,

is it possible that in a past life,
i had done something to forever force him out of my reach?
like a special ritual or dedication of some sort that would permanently bind me to the right-hand-path?