I feel awful...

[demonic_fury29]

So I dedicated in the summer of 2013 and really haven't been doing anything.
To make a long story short, I'm finally coming to my senses and realize that the enemy is hurting all out there and now it's to the point where I want to help destroy them.
I hope Father is not upset with me because I waited this long. Could he be?

 

[Yog Sothoth]

No he is not (maybe a little disappointed)  but no he would never be mad. Start advancing yourself now with meditation http://webzoom.freewebs.com/satanismgr/ ... stries.pdf  



  So I dedicated in the summer of 2013 and really haven't been doing anything.
To make a long story short, I'm finally coming to my senses and realize that the enemy is hurting all out there and now it's to the point where I want to help destroy them.
I hope Father is not upset with me because I waited this long. Could he be?

 

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i truly believe Satan is not angry or disappointed. it happens i'm still struggling to study,workout and meditate right.i still meditate just not that into it. but we'll have to take it one day at a time watch this:http://youtu.be/Joszw_SQa4k

  So I dedicated in the summer of 2013 and really haven't been doing anything.
To make a long story short, I'm finally coming to my senses and realize that the enemy is hurting all out there and now it's to the point where I want to help destroy them.
I hope Father is not upset with me because I waited this long. Could he be?

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[solarsonia666]

Don't feel too bad. I dedicated almost 4 years ago, yet haven't really done anything either.

Satan won't be mad at you for it. he knows that some people need time and that the enemy is pulling out everything to try and stop people from advancing.


As the saying goes...
The best time to plant a tree was a year ago.
The second-best time to plant a tree is now.

 

[demonic_fury29]

Thank you and everyone else for your responses.

I try to take the time to read one or two pages from the JoS site plus trying to do the protection auras daily.

 

[centralforce6661]

There should be cultivated a certain balance between feeling ok about what you haven't done up until now and constructive self criticism that leads to you doing MORE then what you did yesterday.

Apathy about it will serve you nothing, less than nothing but being too hard on yourself will only drive you into a spiral of self disappointment and pity that also serves you nothing. If you can use your emotions as a spring board into a greater practice regime then that is excellent. If you cannot, ask Satan to keep you strong in your faith and service and He will not let you down.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[fadiinflames]

you just realized that the enemy is hurting ? 
notice : is hurting ????
HE FUCKED US ,SO FUCKING HARDthe damage that he HAS DONE and IS DOING is insanely massive , he "isnt" hurtinghe hurt us did hurt us and IS hurting us
he will also continue to hurt us if we ourselfs do not put an end to this fucking cancer. 
look , the 6th sense has been take away from us , stiff bodies blocked chakras imbalances in the soul and you just realized hes hurting XD LOL
wake up buddy xDDDDD ?????????????????

 

[demonic_fury29]

And I would love to fucking destroy them NOW!! Not tomorrow...RIGHT THIS VERY SECOND!!

The only problem is I'm a goddamn newbie so now it's going to take awhile to learn. But then again, it's better to learn now than later.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

I'm struggling to meditate, and study as well. You're not alone. For whatever reason, we all need to figure out how to at the very least push on, at the most, make it interesting. I mean, that's what I used to hear some teachers say while I was in school, make it more interesting. That might come from figuring out how your brain works endorphin wise, or what kind of pattern it likes to use while doing whatever it does.

Or a certain environment that usually visually pleasing or whatever the case. Hope this helps.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Then be proud of what you are doing. Be happy, you're taking steps, making the effort. Positively reinforce yourself.

 

[Laira Nakakande]

Hahahahaha

  you just realized that the enemy is hurting ? 
notice : is hurting ????
HE FUCKED US ,SO FUCKING HARDthe damage that he HAS DONE and IS DOING is insanely massive , he "isnt" hurtinghe hurt us did hurt us and IS hurting us
he will also continue to hurt us if we ourselfs do not put an end to this fucking cancer. 
look , the 6th sense has been take away from us , stiff bodies blocked chakras imbalances in the soul and you just realized hes hurting XD LOL
wake up buddy xDDDDD ?????????????????

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