Hey, brothers and sisters.
I am at one of the heaviest and some of the hardest phases in my life currently. I am also all alone again. Backstabbed by loved ones again. Suffering from bad health.
I have lost all passion, colour, energy, love of life and people or humans in general even. The only purpose I am having currently is that I am still trying. I am really just trying so hard to do something good. Like with career, health, spirituality, etc.
Btw, yes I know this is a transit. I am having like 4 Saturn transits along with neptune, etc.
I think maturity and growing up hit me hard.
I really just wanted to vent. Since, I really have no one these days. Even if there's people.

