I curious person...

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I have been having dreams and hallucinations that I have been ignoring for the past few months that always leave me with a headache and a thought in my mind..
"find me, for I am the Light [Lucifer], and I will show you the universe"
But I keep ignoring it because I grew up Mormon and already feel like religion, spirits, and praising an unseen being, is, bullshit. I have been atheist but have contemplated trying to believe that there might be a God considering the dreams and shit, but beyond that, I do not even know why I am posting this.
(Maybe there is a reason for my existence? Oh ya. My parents had sex and I was born. Then they beat Mormonism into me through physical beatings to walk some narrow fuck'n path?)
I guess my curiosity leads to why I feel lured here by some stupid dream. I hate following doctrine made by man. I hate organized religion. All I want is to make my life better than it currently is - stagnant.
So maybe someone has an answer for me?
Someone who understands why the JoS web page caught my slight interest until my attention span died?

 

[siguard666]

I say - YOU WERE BLESSED. Lucifer Himself has told you to find Him. And xianity? You see yourself - tyranny.

You can fight with it by dedicating yourself to Father. Thus, you'll enable us ALL to destroy the tyrants.

HAIL LUCIFER AND THE GODS OF THE OLD!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ajfunman@..." <ajfunman@... wrote:

I have been having dreams and hallucinations that I have been ignoring for the past few months that always leave me with a headache and a thought in my mind..
"find me, for I am the Light [Lucifer], and I will show you the universe"
But I keep ignoring it because I grew up Mormon and already feel like religion, spirits, and praising an unseen being, is, bullshit. I have been atheist but have contemplated trying to believe that there might be a God considering the dreams and shit, but beyond that, I do not even know why I am posting this.
(Maybe there is a reason for my existence? Oh ya. My parents had sex and I was born. Then they beat Mormonism into me through physical beatings to walk some narrow fuck'n path?)
I guess my curiosity leads to why I feel lured here by some stupid dream. I hate following doctrine made by man. I hate organized religion. All I want is to make my life better than it currently is - stagnant.
So maybe someone has an answer for me?
Someone who understands why the JoS web page caught my slight interest until my attention span died?

 

[shadowwhispr7]

Hi I just want to say if you've been having the same dreams again and again,then it's probably not a good idea to ignore them.Despite the fact that I was taught witchcraft from an early age and I came to satan when I was 13,I was for many years ,one of those people who stll tried to ignore dreams and omens and other similiar things which were sdifferent about myself,I used to think if I just ignored it all that maybe I 'd be all right trying to act and live like damn near everyone else around me and man that idea turned out to be a bad one for me.I tried christianity for awhile too and that was about the worst thing that ever happened to me.Since I've come back to Satan,he has given me a new found strength and he has helped me to heal many emotional wounds I had that I thought would never heal.Satan's the best thing I've ever heard of.I think he's the answer to probably every problem in the world.So if Satan's calling to you,then tjhat might mean you'd be better off with him,you should probably open yourself to him.If there's anything on the JoS site you don't understand,feel to post questions.usually someone gets back to ya.Hail Satan........shadowwhispr --- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ajfunman@..." <ajfunman@... wrote:

I have been having dreams and hallucinations that I have been ignoring for the past few months that always leave me with a headache and a thought in my mind..
"find me, for I am the Light [Lucifer], and I will show you the universe"
But I keep ignoring it because I grew up Mormon and already feel like religion, spirits, and praising an unseen being, is, bullshit. I have been atheist but have contemplated trying to believe that there might be a God considering the dreams and shit, but beyond that, I do not even know why I am posting this.
(Maybe there is a reason for my existence? Oh ya. My parents had sex and I was born. Then they beat Mormonism into me through physical beatings to walk some narrow fuck'n path?)
I guess my curiosity leads to why I feel lured here by some stupid dream. I hate following doctrine made by man. I hate organized religion. All I want is to make my life better than it currently is - stagnant.
So maybe someone has an answer for me?
Someone who understands why the JoS web page caught my slight interest until my attention span died?