Hello my dear Zevist family.
I have insulted the gods many times. But I now regret it and want a way back. What should I do?
I have been insulting the gods for months. This situation began in June 2026. And the reason was that the enemy set a trap for me in June.
Blasphemy against the gods began in my thoughts, then progressed into actions, becoming normalized over the past months, and now I find myself in this terrible state of blasphemy.
I'm not talking about verbal blasphemy. I'm talking about thinking a blasphemous thought and then approving it through hand or foot gestures.
I did use verbal blasphemy, but I did it less frequently than with gestures.
I hope that by writing this, I am embarking on the path to salvation. I emptied my heart and felt relieved. 😭😫
I'm not actually this kind of person. I feel like I've woken up after months of sleep. Honestly, I don't know how I got into this situation. 💔
Please show me a way back. I want to re-establish my relationship with the gods.
I want to be spiritually cleansed and become a Zevist again.

