I am very new to spiritual Satanism

[hugodevilliers]

Hi everyone as the heading stated i am very new to spiritual Satanism, in fact i can't call myself a spiritual Satanist yet as i have not performed the dedication ritual yet, but i have a good reason for that. i have quite a lot to tell so i hope that none of you will get agitated with my story. i am a 23 year old man who is still studying whilst i still live in my parents home. in the past year i had began having doubts the christian faith and everything it entails. i dont believe in god anymore because it feels wrong to me i am not able to speak to him like the rest of my family claims they do. my family is aware that i dont believe in god anymore and they have been continually been telling me to"repent" which i wont do. I wish to dedicate myself to Father Satan but i am unable to do so for fearing what my family will do knowing that they are all christians. i dont feel safe and the only solace i have is to read on what is on the JoS site and i have read as much as i can and i try to remember as much as i can. i believe that Father Satan is the one True God and i wish to become part of His flock. Is there anyone who could give me advice as to what i can do because i am unsure as to what i can and should do. Anything will be appreciated.

 

[babyb00m]

There are many ways to do the dedication ritual and be a a Spiritual Satanist while remaining safe in a Christian house.

Make sure you think every step of the ritual through so nothing can go wrong due to a lack of preparation. Think about preparatory work, the ritual itself, and cleanup afterwards. You can do the ritual in the middle of the night when everybody else in the house is asleep, such as at 2:00 AM. Doing the ritual inside your house is probably not the best course of action as the light of the candles is visible and burning the prayer at the end of the ritual will release a suspicious amount of smoke that can be easily smelled and set of smoke detectors. You can do the ritual inside (if you are extremely careful), outside, at a friend's house, or in a park. If your parents wake up in the middle of the night to use the restroom, will they see lights if you do the ritual in your chosen location inside or outside? The ritual can be done, if you have one, in the backyard on a side of the house where there are not windows pointed at your position. There can be windows looking at your ritual location as long as the light of the candles does not shine suspiciously into the house and your parents will not look out those windows if they wake up in the middle of the night. You can also close the shades or blinds on windows to keep light from going into the house. There are endless possibilities for finding or making a safe location to perform your dedication ritual.

Coping With Christians
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