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blackkat_411

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...Hail Satan! alot of you brothers and sisters may know me from the main group. i am posting here for help, it is just i am so TIRED, of the lies, kike filth, people believing bullshit, it just seems like i am so tired. i cannot seem to meditate correctly, i try my hardest to open the eyes of the ignorant, only it seems like energy is taken out of me by the kike brainwashed. i want to give up , please help me
 
I've been noticing it's hard to concentrate lately. Sounds like screaming in my head. It's tough but don't give up.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@... wrote:

...Hail Satan! alot of you brothers and sisters may know me from the main group. i am posting here for help, it is just i am so TIRED, of the lies, kike filth, people believing bullshit, it just seems like i am so tired. i cannot seem to meditate correctly, i try my hardest to open the eyes of the ignorant, only it seems like energy is taken out of me by the kike brainwashed. i want to give up , please help me
 
It's simple, just ignore people. Dont waste much time and enery with trying to educate. It's perfectly fine to be about yourself sometimes. As long as you know the truth and the fact that you have attempted to enlightenhed others is plenty. We CAN NOT get through to everyone. I also believe that the enemy places these little pawns in our way to purposely slow us down and drain us of energy.
My simple solution would be to stop, take some time to work on yourself. Get your energy levels back up and do it fast. In the event that this is a planned attack, you not meditating, will only play in their favor. When they feel you are weak enough, you might be attacked to a higher degree.  Cordially,

PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!

Knowledge cant be rushed, it is power so you must accept and embrace it.
-Reverend Mac Friday


Reverend Mac Friday
Joy Of Satan Ministries

www.joyofsatan.com

From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thu, May 26, 2011 5:32:53 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] i am tired

  ...Hail Satan! alot of you brothers and sisters may know me from the main group. i am posting here for help, it is just i am so TIRED, of the lies, kike filth, people believing bullshit, it just seems like i am so tired. i cannot seem to meditate correctly, i try my hardest to open the eyes of the ignorant, only it seems like energy is taken out of me by the kike brainwashed. i want to give up , please help me

 
<td val[/IMG]Hail Satan blackkat,
I am sorry you are having such a hard time right now.Your post have been very inspirational in my life,and I just want to encourage you my friend.I still have to deal with kike bullshit everyday where I work,so I do know what you mean by being tired.But I know Father loves you,and he will always help in time of need in our lives.But it is still up to us,to stay strong for Him against the enemies of His.As Rev. Mac says,try your hardest to do lots of void meditation,and keep your chakras clean and strong everyday.I couldn't have gotten through the storm,and destruction that we experienced,with out continuing my PM.Father has blessed us more than I could even imagine,and most of the xtians in our mobile home park,are upset with me because of not bowing to their filthy god.I took the supplies for my family,and cursed their god to their face.They thought they were going to pray me back to their god.Fuck That!I always tell them I am PROUD NOT to be a xtian,and I am.They hate the fact that because of adversity,I didn't turn to their filthy god.I am a great testimony of our loving god,and how He cares for His own.Father gave my wife and I a new home,the xtians are still sitting there with trees in their houses.Serves their asses right. LOL
Hail Satan!
Brian 

--- On Fri, 5/27/11, Reverend Mac Friday <macfriday@... wrote:
From: Reverend Mac Friday <macfriday@...
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] i am tired
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, May 27, 2011, 12:03 PM

  It's simple, just ignore people. Dont waste much time and enery with trying to educate. It's perfectly fine to be about yourself sometimes. As long as you know the truth and the fact that you have attempted to enlightenhed others is plenty. We CAN NOT get through to everyone. I also believe that the enemy places these little pawns in our way to purposely slow us down and drain us of energy.
My simple solution would be to stop, take some time to work on yourself. Get your energy levels back up and do it fast. In the event that this is a planned attack, you not meditating, will only play in their favor. When they feel you are weak enough, you might be attacked to a higher degree.  Cordially,

PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!

Knowledge cant be rushed, it is power so you must accept and embrace it.
-Reverend Mac Friday


Reverend Mac Friday
Joy Of Satan Ministries

www.joyofsatan.com

From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thu, May 26, 2011 5:32:53 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] i am tired

  ...Hail Satan! alot of you brothers and sisters may know me from the main group. i am posting here for help, it is just i am so TIRED, of the lies, kike filth, people believing bullshit, it just seems like i am so tired. i cannot seem to meditate correctly, i try my hardest to open the eyes of the ignorant, only it seems like energy is taken out of me by the kike brainwashed. i want to give up , please help me
[/TD]
 
Don't give up, Brother! I know it's hard, dealing with all the kike
and xian bullshit, but be strong! I think trying to educate is very
important, but Mac is right; you can't reach everyone. Just take some
time for yourself. Void meditation would probably be very good to do,
and cleanse your aura thoroughly. Hang in there, my friend! Hail
Father Satan!

On 5/27/11, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
Hail Satan blackkat,
I am sorry you are having such a hard time right now.Your post have been
very inspirational in my life,and I just want to encourage you my friend.I
still have to deal with kike bullshit everyday where I work,so I do know
what you mean by being tired.But I know Father loves you,and he will always
help in time of need in our lives.But it is still up to us,to stay strong
for Him against the enemies of His.As Rev. Mac says,try your hardest to do
lots of void meditation,and keep your chakras clean and strong everyday.I
couldn't have gotten through the storm,and destruction that we
experienced,with out continuing my PM.Father has blessed us more than I
could even imagine,and most of the xtians in our mobile home park,are upset
with me because of not bowing to their filthy god.I took the supplies for my
family,and cursed their god to their face.They thought they were going to
pray me back to their god.Fuck That!I always tell them I am PROUD NOT to be
a
xtian,and I am.They hate the fact that because of adversity,I didn't turn
to their filthy god.I am a great testimony of our loving god,and how He
cares for His own.Father gave my wife and I a new home,the xtians are still
sitting there with trees in their houses.Serves their asses right. LOL
Hail Satan!
Brian

--- On Fri, 5/27/11, Reverend Mac Friday <macfriday@... wrote:

From: Reverend Mac Friday <macfriday@...
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] i am tired
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, May 27, 2011, 12:03 PM


























It's simple, just ignore people. Dont waste much time and enery with
trying to educate. It's perfectly fine to be about yourself sometimes. As
long as you know the truth and the fact that you have attempted to
enlightenhed others is plenty. We CAN NOT get through to everyone. I also
believe that the enemy places these little pawns in our way to purposely
slow us down and drain us of energy.
My simple solution would be to stop, take some time to work on yourself. Get
your energy levels back up and do it fast. In the event that this is
a planned attack, you not meditating, will only play in their favor. When
they feel you are weak enough, you might be attacked to a higher
degree.  Cordially,

PRAISE THE Mighty 4
Crowns of Duat!

Knowledge cant be rushed, it is power so you must accept and embrace it.
-Reverend Mac Friday


Reverend Mac Friday
Joy Of Satan Ministries

www.joyofsatan.com

From: blackkat_411
<egret23@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thu, May 26, 2011 5:32:53 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] i am tired
























...Hail Satan! alot of you brothers and sisters may know me from the
main group. i am posting here for help, it is just i am so TIRED, of the
lies, kike filth, people believing bullshit, it just seems like i am so
tired. i cannot seem to meditate correctly, i try my hardest to open the
eyes of the ignorant, only it seems like energy is taken out of me by the
kike brainwashed. i want to give up , please help me
 
..Hail Satan! I thank you all for your answers, this Mac, as always, is the advice i have taken, i am still not 100% in my meditations, but in trying to educate others i seem to now have some jewhova's "praying" for me they even light candles for me LOL. THIS is probably why i feel so drained. i will take time to work on myself as you say. Thanks, may SATAN bless you always!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Reverend Mac Friday <macfriday@... wrote:

It's simple, just ignore people. Dont waste much time and enery with trying to
educate. It's perfectly fine to be about yourself sometimes. As long as you know
the truth and the fact that you have attempted to enlightenhed others is plenty.
We CAN NOT get through to everyone. I also believe that the enemy places these
little pawns in our way to purposely slow us down and drain us of energy.

My simple solution would be to stop, take some time to work on yourself. Get
your energy levels back up and do it fast. In the event that this is a planned
attack, you not meditating, will only play in their favor. When they feel you
are weak enough, you might be attacked to a higher degree.
Cordially,


PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!


Knowledge cant be rushed, it is power so you must accept and embrace it.
-Reverend Mac Friday



Reverend Mac Friday
Joy Of Satan Ministries


www.joyofsatan.com




________________________________
From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thu, May 26, 2011 5:32:53 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] i am tired


...Hail Satan! alot of you brothers and sisters may know me from the main
group. i am posting here for help, it is just i am so TIRED, of the lies, kike
filth, people believing bullshit, it just seems like i am so tired. i cannot
seem to meditate correctly, i try my hardest to open the eyes of the ignorant,
only it seems like energy is taken out of me by the kike brainwashed. i want to
give up , please help me
 
<td val[/IMG]blackkat,I wash you all the best my friend.I am finding too,that the more we are on the front line for Father,the more the enemy will fuck with us.But I wouldn't have it any other way.I will always stand proud for Father Satan,even to my death if need be.Hang in there!
Hail Satan!
Brian

--- On Fri, 6/3/11, blackkat_411 <egret23@... wrote:
From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: i am tired
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, June 3, 2011, 3:14 PM

  ..Hail Satan! I thank you all for your answers, this Mac, as always, is the advice i have taken, i am still not 100% in my meditations, but in trying to educate others i seem to now have some jewhova's "praying" for me they even light candles for me LOL. THIS is probably why i feel so drained. i will take time to work on myself as you say. Thanks, may SATAN bless you always!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Reverend Mac Friday <macfriday@... wrote:

It's simple, just ignore people. Dont waste much time and enery with trying to
educate. It's perfectly fine to be about yourself sometimes. As long as you know
the truth and the fact that you have attempted to enlightenhed others is plenty.
We CAN NOT get through to everyone. I also believe that the enemy places these
little pawns in our way to purposely slow us down and drain us of energy.

My simple solution would be to stop, take some time to work on yourself. Get
your energy levels back up and do it fast. In the event that this is a planned
attack, you not meditating, will only play in their favor. When they feel you
are weak enough, you might be attacked to a higher degree.
Cordially,


PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!


Knowledge cant be rushed, it is power so you must accept and embrace it.
-Reverend Mac Friday



Reverend Mac Friday
Joy Of Satan Ministries


www.joyofsatan.com




________________________________
From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Thu, May 26, 2011 5:32:53 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] i am tired


...Hail Satan! alot of you brothers and sisters may know me from the main
group. i am posting here for help, it is just i am so TIRED, of the lies, kike
filth, people believing bullshit, it just seems like i am so tired. i cannot
seem to meditate correctly, i try my hardest to open the eyes of the ignorant,
only it seems like energy is taken out of me by the kike brainwashed. i want to
give up , please help me
[/TD]
 
I hope you're feeling better, Brother. Don't let the bastards get to
you! Hail Father Satan!

On 6/3/11, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
blackkat,I wash you all the best my friend.I am finding too,that the more we
are on the front line for Father,the more the enemy will fuck with us.But I
wouldn't have it any other way.I will always stand proud for Father
Satan,even to my death if need be.Hang in there!
Hail Satan!
Brian

--- On Fri, 6/3/11, blackkat_411 <egret23@... wrote:

From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: i am tired
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, June 3, 2011, 3:14 PM


























..Hail Satan! I thank you all for your answers, this Mac, as always,
is the advice i have taken, i am still not 100% in my meditations, but in
trying to educate others i seem to now have some jewhova's "praying" for me
they even light candles for me LOL. THIS is probably why i feel so drained.
i will take time to work on myself as you say. Thanks, may SATAN bless you
always!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Reverend Mac Friday <macfriday@...
wrote:



It's simple, just ignore people. Dont waste much time and enery with
trying to

educate. It's perfectly fine to be about yourself sometimes. As long as
you know

the truth and the fact that you have attempted to enlightenhed others is
plenty.

We CAN NOT get through to everyone. I also believe that the enemy places
these

little pawns in our way to purposely slow us down and drain us of energy.



My simple solution would be to stop, take some time to work on yourself.
Get

your energy levels back up and do it fast. In the event that this is a
planned

attack, you not meditating, will only play in their favor. When they feel
you

are weak enough, you might be attacked to a higher degree.

Cordially,





PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!





Knowledge cant be rushed, it is power so you must accept and embrace it.

-Reverend Mac Friday







Reverend Mac Friday

Joy Of Satan Ministries





www.joyofsatan.com









________________________________

From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...

To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]

Sent: Thu, May 26, 2011 5:32:53 PM

Subject: [JoS4adults] i am tired





...Hail Satan! alot of you brothers and sisters may know me from the main


group. i am posting here for help, it is just i am so TIRED, of the lies,
kike

filth, people believing bullshit, it just seems like i am so tired. i
cannot

seem to meditate correctly, i try my hardest to open the eyes of the
ignorant,

only it seems like energy is taken out of me by the kike brainwashed. i
want to

give up , please help me
 
...Hail Satan! I thank you very much. {btw, i am a Sister-lol}

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

I hope you're feeling better, Brother. Don't let the bastards get to
you! Hail Father Satan!

On 6/3/11, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
blackkat,I wash you all the best my friend.I am finding too,that the more we
are on the front line for Father,the more the enemy will fuck with us.But I
wouldn't have it any other way.I will always stand proud for Father
Satan,even to my death if need be.Hang in there!
Hail Satan!
Brian

--- On Fri, 6/3/11, blackkat_411 <egret23@... wrote:

From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: i am tired
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, June 3, 2011, 3:14 PM


























..Hail Satan! I thank you all for your answers, this Mac, as always,
is the advice i have taken, i am still not 100% in my meditations, but in
trying to educate others i seem to now have some jewhova's "praying" for me
they even light candles for me LOL. THIS is probably why i feel so drained.
i will take time to work on myself as you say. Thanks, may SATAN bless you
always!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Reverend Mac Friday <macfriday@
wrote:



It's simple, just ignore people. Dont waste much time and enery with
trying to

educate. It's perfectly fine to be about yourself sometimes. As long as
you know

the truth and the fact that you have attempted to enlightenhed others is
plenty.

We CAN NOT get through to everyone. I also believe that the enemy places
these

little pawns in our way to purposely slow us down and drain us of energy.



My simple solution would be to stop, take some time to work on yourself.
Get

your energy levels back up and do it fast. In the event that this is a
planned

attack, you not meditating, will only play in their favor. When they feel
you

are weak enough, you might be attacked to a higher degree.

Cordially,





PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!





Knowledge cant be rushed, it is power so you must accept and embrace it.

-Reverend Mac Friday







Reverend Mac Friday

Joy Of Satan Ministries





www.joyofsatan.com









________________________________

From: blackkat_411 <egret23@

To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]

Sent: Thu, May 26, 2011 5:32:53 PM

Subject: [JoS4adults] i am tired





...Hail Satan! alot of you brothers and sisters may know me from the main


group. i am posting here for help, it is just i am so TIRED, of the lies,
kike

filth, people believing bullshit, it just seems like i am so tired. i
cannot

seem to meditate correctly, i try my hardest to open the eyes of the
ignorant,

only it seems like energy is taken out of me by the kike brainwashed. i
want to

give up , please help me
 
Like screaming, yes! me too.
Im just sitting there and cant meditate ... one day it was like a screaming woman was running around my room, she screamed at me, while I was trying to concentrate ... it was so scary.

I dont know what to do, since months I cant concentrate properly and find no peace, something is going on here!

I trie to clean my aura and I often pray to Father and try to do rituals, but something disturbing me everytime and now its like everything is gone ... Recently Im always down and find no peace ...
whats going on here, andy idea?





--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "raevenel" <raevenel@... wrote:

I've been noticing it's hard to concentrate lately. Sounds like screaming in my head. It's tough but don't give up.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@ wrote:

...Hail Satan! alot of you brothers and sisters may know me from the main group. i am posting here for help, it is just i am so TIRED, of the lies, kike filth, people believing bullshit, it just seems like i am so tired. i cannot seem to meditate correctly, i try my hardest to open the eyes of the ignorant, only it seems like energy is taken out of me by the kike brainwashed. i want to give up , please help me
 
Well, ever since I met with my dream (literally?) woman my concentration has risen sharply and my thoughts are clearer. I'm not sure what was going on but I'm glad it's stopped.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "silent27c" <silent27c@... wrote:

Like screaming, yes! me too.
Im just sitting there and cant meditate ... one day it was like a screaming woman was running around my room, she screamed at me, while I was trying to concentrate ... it was so scary.

I dont know what to do, since months I cant concentrate properly and find no peace, something is going on here!

I trie to clean my aura and I often pray to Father and try to do rituals, but something disturbing me everytime and now its like everything is gone ... Recently Im always down and find no peace ...
whats going on here, andy idea?





--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "raevenel" <raevenel@ wrote:

I've been noticing it's hard to concentrate lately. Sounds like screaming in my head. It's tough but don't give up.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@ wrote:

...Hail Satan! alot of you brothers and sisters may know me from the main group. i am posting here for help, it is just i am so TIRED, of the lies, kike filth, people believing bullshit, it just seems like i am so tired. i cannot seem to meditate correctly, i try my hardest to open the eyes of the ignorant, only it seems like energy is taken out of me by the kike brainwashed. i want to give up , please help me
 
Oh, sorry. Lol. My bad.

Silent, we all go through periods like this. It will pass, I'm sure.
Ave Satanas!

On 6/11/11, raevenel <raevenel@... wrote:
Well, ever since I met with my dream (literally?) woman my concentration has
risen sharply and my thoughts are clearer. I'm not sure what was going on
but I'm glad it's stopped.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "silent27c" <silent27c@... wrote:

Like screaming, yes! me too.
Im just sitting there and cant meditate ... one day it was like a
screaming woman was running around my room, she screamed at me, while I
was trying to concentrate ... it was so scary.

I dont know what to do, since months I cant concentrate properly and find
no peace, something is going on here!

I trie to clean my aura and I often pray to Father and try to do rituals,
but something disturbing me everytime and now its like everything is gone
... Recently Im always down and find no peace ...
whats going on here, andy idea?





--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "raevenel" <raevenel@ wrote:

I've been noticing it's hard to concentrate lately. Sounds like
screaming in my head. It's tough but don't give up.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@ wrote:

...Hail Satan! alot of you brothers and sisters may know me from the
main group. i am posting here for help, it is just i am so TIRED, of
the lies, kike filth, people believing bullshit, it just seems like i
am so tired. i cannot seem to meditate correctly, i try my hardest to
open the eyes of the ignorant, only it seems like energy is taken out
of me by the kike brainwashed. i want to give up , please help me
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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