I am new and have a couple of questions.

[Sotonjara]

Hello fellow Satanists,
I have been watching this site for a while now and decided that this is a place for me. Finally found what I was looking for. And I am doing whatever I can to catch up with you, as fast as I possibly can. I feel like I am being late, like I waited too long.

OK, so please someone who has the time please answer
1)What is the best way to find out who is my guardian?
I read on JOS that someone used an OUJIA board. I tried once but didn't feel anything at all. But while was meditating I felt a strong presence and am pretty sure that was a guardian. I felt a warm welcome. It is a big thing for me. <3 but I am still unaware who is
my guardian. When I try to meditate many demon names come into my mind so I am bit confused.

2) I was looking for some time to find out. How can I know how many times should I vibrate runes for healing or for something positive and how many are for cursing? I mean which numbers are for white magic and which are for black magic. For example, I read that Satanic rosary has 108 beads and 1+8 equals 9 so the number 9 corresponds with Saturn and it is not a good number to vibrate RAUM or SURYA. Can someone explain numbers in magic?

3) I have a boyfriend for some years now who says he has Jewish genes. And he does have a big nose. But his ears and other facial features don't look that much Jewish.
He says that his early deceased grand father was a Jew . Does it make him a Jew, genetically? I know he doesn't carry the Cohen gene because Cohen gene is passed down from a mother not a father, right? I hope this doesn't make him a Jew.
I never told him about me being a Satanists. Still thinking about it, is it wise to tell him that considering his background..he is not a believer though
But one thing I know for sure, I won't quit or be delayed for anyone. Because Satanism is where I belong, I am sure of it.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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Using traditional divination methods can be hard for new people. Be patient and continue meditating. Read through all the Gods and meditate on the sigils of those who you feel attracted to. As you continue your search, you should eventually hone in on a GD.

For question 2, there are better answers, but I just somewhat answered this here: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=440916#p440916

As for question 3, this is a problem. You have to understand that relationships mix our energies and create positive feelings for others, despite if this is good for us or not. Who we associate with either brings us up or down, unless we are strong enough to push past negativity.

While you don't sound like you are deterred by the ancestry of your boyfriend, which is good, he should not be seen as your permanent partner, as he sounds like he has Jewish ancestry, regardless of appearance. By engaging romantically, your soul is mixing with his, and you may feel like he is near to you, despite him coming from a race which is hostile to us.

You are not the only SS to go through this, as the enemy infiltrates our societies by their nature, and through targeted attacks. The enemy could use him to disturb your meditations, for example, as he is more closely tied to their energetic matrix.

And no, you should not tell anyone about being an SS, especially your Jewish boyfriend, as this puts you in danger and limits your options. He could turn around and try to slander you with this, making you seem crazy, for example. Maybe he would try to restrict your digital access or other Satanic activities, if he thinks it is "unhealthy".

Once the cat is out of the bag, so to speak, it is impossible to put it back in here. There is nothing to gain from that, as even a non-Jew can make your life very difficult over this. Keep everything secret and hidden, as part of your security.

 

[Sotonjara]

Your answers are clear.
I will proceed with my work and research. Won't let anyone stop me. And I am not afraid of them, many monsters come to me while meditating to scare me of but they didn't know that I can be a lot scarier he-he-he

I will send you and rest of SS family blessings.
Thank you for your answer.

Hail Satan and the God's!

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Your answers are clear.
I will proceed with my work and research. Won't let anyone stop me. And I am not afraid of them, many monsters come to me while meditating to scare me of but they didn't know that I can be a lot scarier he-he-he

I will send you and rest of SS family blessings.
Thank you for your answer.

Hail Satan and the God's!

By the way, are you dedicated?
JoS Clergy: Dedication Ritual to Satan

To protect against the enemy, keep up a strong AOP, as well as alignment to Satan, such as the dedication ritual, other rituals, or meditating on the Gods.

Other helpful links:
Shadowcat: Green SS Troopers' Guide
JoS Clergy: Satanic Witchcraft
HPHC: 40 Day Meditation Program
Lydia [JG]: Deep Cleaning

 

[Sotonjara]

Yes I dedicated in February.
I experienced couple of times like something was threatening me while I was asleep but I managed somehow to fight it of. Like a paralysis it was pretty weird and unexpected. Afterwards I saw some nasty faces and piercing eyes watching me deeply and threatening at the same time. I got rid of them by visualising me killing them and clutching their eyes out. I got angry. And since then I didn't see them anymore at least for now.

 

[Sotonjara]

What is AOP you mentioned?

 

[Sotonjara]

Hey, sorry to bother you.
The reason why I asked about the numbers in magic is that I struggle a with cleaning aura and would like to perform Surya or raum I just haven't found the answer yet how many times should I vibrate it. I know how to pronaunce it but what numbers are most effective because now when I am serious in meditating and following 40days program. I find it really hard to cleanse. How many times are you vibrating raum or Surya for cleaning aura?

 

[Hyperactive Melon]

I will answer your guardian question.Your guardian will give you signs in your life that will help you to know who he or she is just be aware and keep your eyes and soul open strengthening your intuition will help as for your boyfriend as you will advance on this path naturally you will feel repulsed by him it's natural

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

What is AOP you mentioned?

AOP=aura of protection, protective energies that you raise and direct to protect yourself or your prosperity. This can take the form of general protection against all forms of negativity, but I would suggest also raising protective energies directed against the enemy itself, as they are more of a threat than something like a negative planetary influence.

In the 40 day program, the AOP is built through energy breathing, however it is common to see people chant runes like Algiz, Sowilo, and Berkano, as well Tiwaz and Thurisaz. Algiz and Berkano are more defensive, whereas Tiwaz and Thurisaz are more offensive/reflective. I believe Sowilo can act in both ways, being related to the Sun, but it is also fire-related and combative.

I would highly suggest reading over this example of an AOP created for warfare purposes, which would help some of the direct attacks you have been having: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=388765#p388765

Hey, sorry to bother you.
The reason why I asked about the numbers in magic is that I struggle a with cleaning aura and would like to perform Surya or raum I just haven't found the answer yet how many times should I vibrate it. I know how to pronaunce it but what numbers are most effective because now when I am serious in meditating and following 40days program. I find it really hard to cleanse. How many times are you vibrating raum or Surya for cleaning aura?

The amount of vibrations you use is based on how much energy you want to raise. 10 and 40 are good general numbers. 9 or 7 can be associated with cleaning. 36 and 111 are numbers relating to the Sun, and can also therefore be useful here.

For example, you may raise 36 to clean your aura, or you may want to use 111 to purify your entire soul. Per each chakra, you can use something like 9 or 10, as an example. In my own case, I would chant it 36 times, then direct this at my lower chakras. If certain chakras were dirtier, I would directly vibrate more into it, in addition to the 36 which I had previously used.

You can also try the Visuddhi mantra, which was show in the link Lydia [JG]: Deep Cleaning link. It relates to purification, similar to the Sun, but I don't believe it is empowering like solar energy.

Lastly, do not be deterred from your cleaning. It is very important, and you will also get better at it. Cleaning is one of the fundamental pillars of advancement. If you need more advice, please ask. Don't fall behind on cleaning due to difficulty, as this will only make it worse.

 

[Sotonjara]

I am keeping your advice in mind. Will definitely have more questions but for now I am off to practice.Thank you so much, you helped me a lot!

 

[Sotonjara]

Thank you