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Hello!

I need some advice from experienced people.
This may feel like I'm crazy but I'm sure I'm not crazy.

No matter how many times I saw my face from mirrors all these years my face look unfamiliar to me. I live in a house which I call my home and there lives a women whom I call my mother and a man and a women whom I call my brother and sister. I have all the memories with these people since my childhood but they look so unfamiliar. That feeling got intense after I opened my crown chakra 2 months back. I know my crown chakra is open, because my hands feel like feathers and whole body is like an empty shell, only hard part I feel is a little area inside my head. I feel real me is inside the body and I am like a prisoner in this fleshy cage always limited by the physical body. Every time I focus my mind to my self I get that detached and prisoner like feeling. Please help me to understand why do I feel like this.

Thank You!

HAIL ENKI AND ALL OUR DEMON FRIENDS!
 
Your consciousness is on a higher level than most people. I am experiencing the same too. Your beginning to view the world the way it supposed to be.




--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ancient_dragon_aryan" <tharindu1sanjaya@... wrote:

Hello!

I need some advice from experienced people.
This may feel like I'm crazy but I'm sure I'm not crazy.

No matter how many times I saw my face from mirrors all these years my face look unfamiliar to me. I live in a house which I call my home and there lives a women whom I call my mother and a man and a women whom I call my brother and sister. I have all the memories with these people since my childhood but they look so unfamiliar. That feeling got intense after I opened my crown chakra 2 months back. I know my crown chakra is open, because my hands feel like feathers and whole body is like an empty shell, only hard part I feel is a little area inside my head. I feel real me is inside the body and I am like a prisoner in this fleshy cage always limited by the physical body. Every time I focus my mind to my self I get that detached and prisoner like feeling. Please help me to understand why do I feel like this.

Thank You!

HAIL ENKI AND ALL OUR DEMON FRIENDS!
 
Good to know there are other people who feels same as I do. When I tell someone about it they have no idea what I'm talking about. Some times I think even I never traveled out of my country, what am I doing in this little earth? there is a whole universe out there. Earth is like a tiny pixel in the high definition universe.

I never like the way people live. Every one I see is doing same thing. They born here and they go to school then they do a job, build a house, get married, have some children and then they die. I hate it. All they care about is making money and live day to day life until they die.

We spiritual satanists and people who meditate are less in numbers. There are millions of people who don't even think about meditating. Why don't they care about understanding why are they here? Why are they living? I think that explains different levels of consciousness.

HAIL ENKI AND ALL OUR DEMON FRIENDS!
(Creator of my biological hardware and maybe also the software engineer of my soul operating system)

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "restoredinea" <restoredinea@... wrote:

Your consciousness is on a higher level than most people. I am experiencing the same too. Your beginning to view the world the way it supposed to be.




--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ancient_dragon_aryan" <tharindu1sanjaya@ wrote:

Hello!

I need some advice from experienced people.
This may feel like I'm crazy but I'm sure I'm not crazy.

No matter how many times I saw my face from mirrors all these years my face look unfamiliar to me. I live in a house which I call my home and there lives a women whom I call my mother and a man and a women whom I call my brother and sister. I have all the memories with these people since my childhood but they look so unfamiliar. That feeling got intense after I opened my crown chakra 2 months back. I know my crown chakra is open, because my hands feel like feathers and whole body is like an empty shell, only hard part I feel is a little area inside my head. I feel real me is inside the body and I am like a prisoner in this fleshy cage always limited by the physical body. Every time I focus my mind to my self I get that detached and prisoner like feeling. Please help me to understand why do I feel like this.

Thank You!

HAIL ENKI AND ALL OUR DEMON FRIENDS!
 
Have the same viewpoint. Born, married, dead. Qliphotic life. By learning the truth, by knowing that therer are different worlds, we learn the glimpse of this what is beyond, but the most important, we learn about this what is GODHOOD. Again, these are just glimpses...

The enemy achieved its aim, however people are awakening. I had a family meeting at my house. Turned out that my uncle is STRONGLY against xianity and the tyranny of the church. THIS GUY IS AWESOME!! Had he been provided with sufficient knowledge on spirituality, he'd have become one of the punishing blades, one of US.

HAIL LUCIFER AND THE GODS OF THE OLD!!
DEATH TO XIANITY!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ancient_dragon_aryan" <tharindu1sanjaya@... wrote:

Good to know there are other people who feels same as I do. When I tell someone about it they have no idea what I'm talking about. Some times I think even I never traveled out of my country, what am I doing in this little earth? there is a whole universe out there. Earth is like a tiny pixel in the high definition universe.

I never like the way people live. Every one I see is doing same thing. They born here and they go to school then they do a job, build a house, get married, have some children and then they die. I hate it. All they care about is making money and live day to day life until they die.

We spiritual satanists and people who meditate are less in numbers. There are millions of people who don't even think about meditating. Why don't they care about understanding why are they here? Why are they living? I think that explains different levels of consciousness.

HAIL ENKI AND ALL OUR DEMON FRIENDS!
(Creator of my biological hardware and maybe also the software engineer of my soul operating system)

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "restoredinea" <restoredinea@ wrote:

Your consciousness is on a higher level than most people. I am experiencing the same too. Your beginning to view the world the way it supposed to be.




--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ancient_dragon_aryan" <tharindu1sanjaya@ wrote:

Hello!

I need some advice from experienced people.
This may feel like I'm crazy but I'm sure I'm not crazy.

No matter how many times I saw my face from mirrors all these years my face look unfamiliar to me. I live in a house which I call my home and there lives a women whom I call my mother and a man and a women whom I call my brother and sister. I have all the memories with these people since my childhood but they look so unfamiliar. That feeling got intense after I opened my crown chakra 2 months back. I know my crown chakra is open, because my hands feel like feathers and whole body is like an empty shell, only hard part I feel is a little area inside my head. I feel real me is inside the body and I am like a prisoner in this fleshy cage always limited by the physical body. Every time I focus my mind to my self I get that detached and prisoner like feeling. Please help me to understand why do I feel like this.

Thank You!

HAIL ENKI AND ALL OUR DEMON FRIENDS!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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