I am afraid it might not have work

[winged_watcher13]

So I've made the Commitment ritual in english, although my main language is romanian. This happened yesterday. I don't really know if I was concentrated enough while doing it because I was really hyper. I was very nervous. I tried to learn the prayer but when to write it I forgot it tottaly so I copied it of my computer. The blood signature was ok. I squeezed enough blood to write my name. Also, I accidentally droped the burning paper on the carpet. Is the commitment ritual still available? Or I've lost my chances to join Satan's Family? I was very serious about it, and I ended with "So mote it be", and "Hail Satan" but unfortunately, I don't really know how to "meditate". Until now, nothing happened to me. Please help.