Hurting Jesus

[hammerofthegods_666]

When I was growing up, before my parents changed to Protestant, evangelical Christianity, they would drag me off to the Catholic Church every Sunday.  This church had stained glass windows of Christ hanging on the cross.
Truly Satanic souls are born and not made.  This is one thing that Anton LaVey was right about.  Even when I was as young as ten years old, I was having fantasies in this Catholic Church about hurting, torturing, and brutalizing Christ, digging into "his" wounds and gouging them, and driving the nails deeper into "his" hands.  In these fantasies, it wasn't my intention for "him" to die right away, but to suffer the most excruciating agony, and then die from my physical torturing of this King of the Jews, and punishing for "his" crimes against non-Jews.
Has anyone else here had fantasies about inflicting the most painful suffering and torment upon the Jewish/Christian messiah during church services?
666/88!!
High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com
http://gbltthulesociety666.angelfire.com/about/

 

[light_algur]

Before discovering JoS? No, I haven’t.

I’ve only been to churches 4 times in my life.

I always got this death and cold feeling.

 

[dragonlingc]

I suppose it is like any Abrahamic "blasphemy"--it could be useful for rooting out hidden memories and expose buried programming. I have seen similar techniques used to assert one's control over false ideations and overly legalistic dogmaticism. The aggression is throwing all that back with considerable force to the origination point, far beyond the defensive, passive self-improvement matrix and well into the realm of offensive action. Makes perfect sense to me.

 

[hammerofthegods_666]

You are lucky.  I was even forced to go to Sunday school, where I was always in trouble and considered incorrigible.  These fantasies about injuring Jewsus Christ and making "him" suffer went on outside of the Catholic Church services, as well, of course, and I would get these fantasies at home and in other places -- places that had nothing to do with Christianity.
I have never had sadistic families about other people, except for the Jewish people, in the sense of doing everything to them that they have done to us, and ridding this menace from planet Earth -- forcing them to leave this planet or die from protesting.
I am not talking about physical violence here, as I do NOT condone physical violence, murder, etc., as the Jewish people are all for these undesirable things, when it comes to non-Jews who disagree with them and won't conform to their agenda, but I am talking about spiritual warfare against these parasitical abominations against Satan and His White Aryan people, and Gentiles, in general, throughout the world.
You noticed the cold death-gray aura and presence of Christianity and all of its thought-forms and dogmas, too?  This is a good sign that your soul is, most indeed, truly Satanic.
666/88!!
High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com
http://gbltthulesociety666.angelfire.com/about/

 

[Shannon1]

I've never had fantasies of doing such but during church I would get a weird corrupt and scary feeling. But of course me being a child, I didnt understand it.
I remember once on many occasions having a very fearful feeling whenever thinking of the so called "Virgin Mary". My grandmother would tell me about this entity and "positive" things about it...but I always felt scared. I didnt get positive vibes at all.
One night at my grandmother's place, I was up all night and couldnt sleep because I was thinking of that entity, and scared that it might visit me...something I definitely didnt want.
And while I was up, I kept wondering why such a "good" being made me scared and uncomfortable. Of course now we know now. I NEVER ever got that feeling when it came to Satan and the gods.
Nevertheless, I get fantasies about torturing the so called "chosen" slowly and painfully. A quick death would be too lenient for them, and definitely unfair. 
Hail Satan
High Priestess Shannon

On Sunday, August 4, 2019, 2:58:12 AM EDT, hammerofthegods_666@... [Satanicgaycommunity] <[email protected] wrote:

  When I was growing up, before my parents changed to Protestant, evangelical Christianity, they would drag me off to the Catholic Church every Sunday.  This church had stained glass windows of Christ hanging on the cross.
Truly Satanic souls are born and not made.  This is one thing that Anton LaVey was right about.  Even when I was as young as ten years old, I was having fantasies in this Catholic Church about hurting, torturing, and brutalizing Christ, digging into "his" wounds and gouging them, and driving the nails deeper into "his" hands.  In these fantasies, it wasn't my intention for "him" to die right away, but to suffer the most excruciating agony, and then die from my physical torturing of this King of the Jews, and punishing for "his" crimes against non-Jews.
Has anyone else here had fantasies about inflicting the most painful suffering and torment upon the Jewish/Christian messiah during church services?
666/88!!
High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com
http://gbltthulesociety666.angelfire.com/about/

 

[hammerofthegods_666]

I have never had sadistic FANTASIES, NOT families about the enemies of Satan.  Sorry for the typographical error.  Each and every Gentile family needs to be turned utterly and completely against the Jewish people -- not just by religion, but by race.  
No matter how "antisemitic," ALL religions need to work towards the elimination of the Jewish people, as they are a RACE, and NOT merely a religion,  no matter what some self-proclaimed "Satanists" claim to be in their efforts for "tolerance."  Such false "Satanists" will ALWAYS FAIL!
666/88!!
High Priest Jake Carlson
htttp://www.joyofsatan.com
http://gbltthulesociety666.angelfire.com/about/

 

[light_algur]

I used to live in a communist country,

You could say I was living the xtian hardware.

There were still churches though.

Want to know the beauty of being knee deep into jewish shit?


Just a little more bullshit and no one would notice.

I have those sadistic tendencies, in my mind, towards the (((chosen))) as well.